Why Are You Becoming a Villain Again?

Shh (2)

Asena comes one step closer and presses me.

He chewed me like that from behind, so why did he do this in front of me again? I’m so confused.

“…I didn’t eat it.”

Once you have answered

Kirsi runs around me and gets on my back.

Wrap your legs around your waist and your arms around your neck.

“Then why are you in the room alone! You found it!”

But I didn’t know that my eyes would fall from Asena.

The situation was so incomprehensible that I couldn’t take my eyes off it.

should i ask

why did you say that Did I really hate it? Since when? Why are you coming again now?

But I ask myself again. What difference does asking a question make?

As I grew older, I learned that even if I listened to behind-the-scenes stories, I had to pretend I didn’t hear them.

If you start scratching after you’ve solved it, you may end up with a messier result than when you started.

Would it make me feel at ease if Asena said that was a lie?

Somewhere in my heart, the gossip I spit out in my absence will be considered the truth.

Then, it’s true. What would be different if you said you never thought of him as an oppa?

It would end in a false peace, and there would be a relationship full of conflict.

It may be a fight we can endure in an academy where the strife is fought.

Besides, Asena is gone.

When she’s exposed, it’s like Pryster’s exposure.

It wasn’t just one or two people who would be affected if I messed up to find out.

There are hundreds of people working in Pryster’s castle alone, and tens of thousands of people including Young Ji-min, who manages it.

It’s not that my life is at stake.

Is it right to confuse their homes just by being a little offended?

“…Brother?…Why do you look like that?”

Asena asks.

“…Asena.”

lips trembled. As much as the head was complicated, the body was also confused. I don’t know if I should ask or not.

“…yes.”

I walk closer to Asena while carrying Kirsi. Asena didn’t step back either.

I looked at her expression…. I stroked Asena’s head.

“Sorry, class was so hard, I took a break and fell asleep.”

make a decision

Even if Asena hates me… I still like Asena. So it hurts like this.

I’m thinking of covering this as well. can’t hear. i pretend i don’t know anything I didn’t want to break this peace.

“uh? Brother, me too.”

Kirsi came down from his back and stood next to him.

He chuckled and ruffled Kirsi’s hair.

Asena said disgruntled.

“..Tell me next time.”

“okay.”

“……”

“Relax your face. sorry. When other people see it, they think it’s a stone statue, you.”

He pinched her cheek and played with it. Do you hate these light jokes?

Now, every action is caught in the jaws of the mind.

…but this is me. It’s not like I can hide my true self…

After that, I quietly shut my mouth. He only responded to Kirsi’s bright questions.

I didn’t ask for anything. There’s no need to ask questions and break the relationship.

If she hated me

If you never thought of him as your brother.

If I’m uncomfortable.

You just have to quietly walk away.

It’s just a matter of reducing the behavior that would be uncomfortable little by little.

Only I need to know.

****

The next morning, I get up with a heavy body.

It felt like putting on layers of clothes and pouring water on them.

The reason was, of course, because of Asena’s words.

He acted as if nothing had happened in front of Asena, but his insides were rotten.

“…Whew…”

That’s why I can’t lie down.

No matter how much my heart cries for rest today, I have to go to class.

It had only been two days since I started my academy life.

There was no way I could get a high rating if I missed out already.

open the door and come out

Eric was sitting on the sofa, drinking a cup of tea.

“Are you awake?”

Unlike me, he was wearing all the academy uniforms.

He is also sincere as the main character.

On the other hand, I have nothing prepared. He was barefoot in comfy pants. His eyes swept me up and down.

“…Brother, do you need to prepare quickly?”

“……I know.”

His eyes glared at me suspiciously.

“…what happened?”

Then I made eye contact with Eric.

something worried on his face.

Also, the feeling of the main character is…

That’s why women are stingy.

“no.”

i turned around

I decided to hide it.

“Brother, I will leave first.”

“Oh, yes. Go first.”

Eric greets me, puts away the teacup, opens the door and leaves.

Just as I was about to turn and go back into the room, Eric’s voice echoed from the hallway of the dormitory.

‘uh? What are you doing?’

I do not enter the room, but look at the dormitory door.

Who are you talking to without closing the door?

“Eric, what’s wrong?”

Eric’s head sticks out through the open door.

“Brother, put on your clothes- ah. It doesn’t matter because it’s family, right?”

And as soon as he finished speaking, Asena appeared.

I breathe in startled.

I hated this too.

I should be surprised by Asena, who was always comfortable.

But this time Asena seemed to be surprised as well.

Her confident steps stopped, and her eyes were fixed on me.

Exactly on my bare upper body.

You will only be confused.

In fact, I seldom showed her my bare body.

Although we were like family, we never crossed a certain line.

Maybe it’s because of my stereotype that nobility should have dignity.

After becoming an adult, that is, after raising the body like this, it was the first time that I showed my inner flesh.

Asena’s mask is broken, and her cheeks are dyed red. This is another noble reaction.

I turned and scratched my head.

To be honest, it was still difficult to see her face.

“Are you here alone?”

“…”

“Acena?”

“…..sorry. I didn’t get it. what?”

“Are you here alone?”

“…yes.”

“Kirsi?”

“I left early because I had work.”

“….okay?”

Another voice from the hallway.

‘Brother, I’m coming! Asena-sama, I’ll see you in class!’

“uh! Go, Eric. Close the door!”

-thud.

When the dormitory door closes, only me and Asena remain in the room.

“But Asena. Can you keep coming to my room like this?”

“It’s the student council. Simple rules can be twisted.”

“…Aha.”

“…and again, it’s family. Everyone will understand.”

“……”

The word family once again shook my heart. The words I want to say fill my throat.

So what were those words yesterday? Why did you spit such painful words when I wasn’t there? What do you mean I never thought of you as my brother?

After hearing that, I couldn’t believe that Asena had come to me for no reason.

Before, it was enough just to see each other’s faces… but now it’s not.

I went into my room to get dressed.

Asena also followed and stood at the door.

“…So why, Asena?”

“…uh?”

“Isn’t it because you have something you want to say in the morning?”

“……”

She pretended not to care, pretended to be natural, and wore clothes one by one, but all her nerves were on her.

she says

“…..yes. It was a bit difficult to meet yesterday, so let’s make an appointment for today. If nothing happens in the future, let’s keep going. Is there a fountain near the political science department, brother?”

“Yes.”

“Let’s meet there after the afternoon class.”

“……..okay. I get it.”

I also struggled to hide my feelings, and answered dryly.

“……”

In her strange silence that continues once more,

I make eye contact with her.

“….why?”

“…Brother, what’s wrong?”

she asks

there was.

There were many.

I still felt like I was going crazy.

“…..”

But, of course, nothing came out of his mouth.

All the words disappeared like a mirage like the effort I put in, and what came out instead,

“no. What is there?”

It’s just other cowardly words.

After finishing the final tidying up, I brushed off my clothes.

The Freister family pattern on the shoulder, with two snakes on its side, is heavy today.

Suddenly, Asena approaches and stands in front of me.

“…”

Naturally, I reached out and touched my clothes that had already been organized.

Shake your shoulders slightly, sweep the collar once, and say.

“…Brother, your tie is crooked.”

She grabs my tie with a firm expression.

With skillful hands, he aligns the tie in the center.

then stop

As if everything was over, she stopped acting and looked into my eyes.

This time, I did not avoid it and made eye contact with her.

Soft black hair that goes down to her back.

two sharp eyes.

stiff face.

Still, she’s more beautiful than any other woman I’ve ever seen.

Asena Fryster.

“…”

“…”

In this room with only the two of us, we looked into each other’s eyes for a long time.

For a moment, I feel a little power.

Asena used my tie as a leash and grabbed me.

The familiar was coming.

However-

– Tuk.

I closed her lips as she approached my cheeks.

You can feel the soft touch on your fingertips.

As if to be quiet, it became a figure of pressing her lips with the index finger.

Asena opened her closed eyes awkwardly and looked at me confusedly.

“…..brother?

“…it’s fine today.”

In the 10 years of knowing her, for the first time, I stopped her from expressing affection.