Shh (1)

Asena was uncomfortable from the beginning. The student body president, Lucille Hover, was very talkative. The goal was to become friends with the students of the student council.

I couldn’t understand why I had to be friendly, just to do the student council work.

But I had no choice but to get along, despite the discomfort. This power could not be lost.

With the power of the student council, light rules can be twisted.

for example,

Getting to Cayden’s dormitory whenever you want,

Skip class and go for a walk with him,

Going into a locked room with him, etc…

In short, I was able to increase my contact with Kaden. Asena wanted that power.

So, it suits this clown play a little bit.

But when Lucille Hover asked about her past, it was an act of crossing the line Asena had set.

When you ask about your childhood, you’re actually asking about Kaden. His childhood is nothing but him.

Because of his efforts, he was able to spend the lonely days that should have been full of darkness as a flower-like time.

They are memories that are nothing but treasures of their own.

I didn’t want to share this with others. They shouldn’t have known Kayden’s beauty. only you had to know The foxes might covet it.

Kayden had already looked at Daisy blankly. If this is the case, nothing will happen, but… just in case you don’t know.

Even if you know that Kayden isn’t the kind of person who will fall in love just by looking at her face… there’s nothing wrong with being careful.

So, Kayden decided to hide. I didn’t even want to mention him.

“I said no. Don’t you know that it’s rude to ask about family affairs carelessly?”

Before they wonder any further, they shut their mouths with lies.

“…and in the first place, I don’t have any good memories of my childhood to share.”

By pouring cold water on them, their curiosity is quelled. Even after doing this, I couldn’t ask a question.

I hope this is enough.

Virtually nothing could be said if Kaden was erased. It was her childhood that he filled with it.

But it went in a strange direction.

I want to get out of this tiring place quickly, but the story begins to pass to my family members.

At first, Kirsty. Then, of course…

“ah! Come to think of it, didn’t Asena-sama have a brother too?”

Asena felt the mask break. Just getting close to it breaks your composure.

The Frysters didn’t like that. As strong as the family is, the circumstances are also widespread.

Unknowingly, Asena stares at Daisy threateningly. Just like a mother bird guarding her eggs.

“I’ve never seen him, so I don’t know… what kind of person are you? My name is Kay-”

No. 1 target of the nearing alert. Daisy Hexter.

I can’t stand it any longer with a feeling of discomfort that is far greater than I expected. a cold voice.

“-He is.”

don’t put it in your mouth Don’t even think about making friends. Don’t make eye contact or even talk. never. don’t covet

Asena calmed down the countless words she wanted to spit out in her head, and managed to keep her manners and face.

“…don’t wonder, Daisy Hexter.”

He was careful not to let his deep feelings for him leak out.

The atmosphere subsides once again.

Take a full breath and have time to think rationally.

Asena had another goal to achieve at this academy.

He had to instill the perception that he was a stranger to Kayden.

Otherwise, these flirtatious aristocrats will judge and point their finger at them when their dreams come true and tie Cayden to marriage.

Asena herself didn’t care, but she saw Kaden in pain because of it.

Even if there was no blood… it was incest. It will be noisy as to how a marriage can come from within the same family.

So I had to work hard at this academy.

In this place where aristocratic families of many families gather, he had to build an implicit perception that Cayden and himself are not siblings.

“He’s not even a Fryster. There is no reason for you to care.”

The nail of the beginning is the student council. Cayden makes it clear that he’s not my brother, and that he’s not Priest, so there’s no reason to be interested.

These are difficult words to spit out, but these too must be endured.

…. Asena could not understand why there were so many obstacles in her love.

But that didn’t mean I was going to give up.

If there was anything I wanted in the end, I could endure whatever pain came.

As the words continued, Daisy and Lucille’s expressions deteriorated.

He seemed to think he was telling a story.

It was satisfactory. He spat out harsh words. They say that they will expel him, that he is an adopted child.

“…I never once thought of him as my brother.”

….I never thought of him as my brother.

Well, the last words were true. Because I thought he was my own man, not my brother.

A heavy silence hovered over them. But Asena felt no guilt.

It was Lucille Hover who poked the beehive.

He said he didn’t want to talk, and advised me to skip my turn.

Recklessly ignoring Pryster’s warnings will lead to trouble.

Asena took advantage of this awkwardness to make this moment end faster.

I had to go see Kayden.

I was caught by this student council and couldn’t even have lunch together. If I had to go on without him until the evening… it seemed like a lot of complaints would pile up.

Today wasn’t a fun day, so I didn’t have anything to say when I met him, but Kaden probably had a lot to say to him.

Just listening to his words made Asena feel happy.

oh

As she imagined Kaden sharing the day with a smile, Asena could not stand it any longer.

An intense desire was running wild under the silent expression.

Asena bowed her back and greeted the stiff student council members.

“…I’ll just leave. Sorry to spoil the mood.”

And he turned around without hesitation.

The topographical map of the academy that I already memorized. Asena comes up with the shortest route to the destination.

I headed to where Cayden was.

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Was it too late? There was no one left in the training ground of the Knights Department.

…I expected this inconvenience, but it seemed that some means had to be taken sooner.

Like ‘Wherever you are in the evening’.

Asena bit her lip slightly. time was scarce Even now, the time I saw him every second was decreasing.

Asena sped up and started going back to her department. Maybe he came to find them.

Kirsey will be found soon. …Unfortunately, she was alone.

Asena approached Kirsi, who had an expression representing her feelings.

“…Kirsi.”

“..sister. Did you see my brother?”

A look that looks a little frustrated. Asena closes her eyes and sighs.

where did he go

He blamed himself for his stupidity. I thought I’d make an appointment in the morning.

If it were, it wouldn’t be so different. Cayden must have been looking for them too… He seemed to see the gentle side of Cayden, who was wandering around because he couldn’t find them.

Because his brother has always been like that.

Asena looked around. They were in front of a wide fountain. It’s a place where you can find each other quickly if you’re looking for something. Should we wait here for him to find them?

“What are you doing?”

Someone spoke to the two who were rolling their feet. The twins turned their heads.

At the end of it stood Eric Endra.

“Are you looking for Kaden?”

How did he know, he immediately asks. Kirsey nodded fiercely.

“yes! That… was it Eric?”

“Right. I share the same room with Kaden. But did you go back to Kayden’s room?”

“…….yes?”

Asena and Kirsi asked at the same time.

*****

“Puuuuuuuuu…”

I lay down on the sofa without a pulse and sighed.

‘…I never once thought of him as my brother.’

Asena’s words were torn between her head and her chest. How much effort did I put in… to say such things to others?

I couldn’t believe she had said that, even though I heard it with my own ears. I don’t think the kiss she gave me every morning was a lie. I don’t think the aegyo and smiles that only showed me were acting.

…But as much as I believed the facts, it was also true that those words came out of Asena’s mouth.

In the end, I even saw her face. I saw the words coming out of my mouth.

So it’s confusing.

Have you ever really never liked me? Am I the only one satisfied with myself? If that’s the case, there’s nothing more shameful than this.

I knew that you liked me, loved me, put all my heart into it, and showed me my heart… If I had been disgusted with it… there would be nothing more hurt than that.

I was getting a little cringe-like expression of affection, for example… Kissing, often giving and receiving, maybe I was disgusted with it.

To be honest, my heart continued to throb. I wondered if this is what it felt like to be broken.

Asena was changing so quickly. From the moment I rode the carriage, I felt the relationship change.

We, who have had no problems for more than 10 years, start to change as soon as we come out.

I tried to find out the cause.

If… Asena never really thought of me as a family member and hated it. Why are you showing your heart now?

When I searched for it, I came to the conclusion surprisingly quickly.

Is it because of Liana’s grandmother? she loved me The twins knew that too.

Was she pretending to get along with me to keep an eye on Liana’s grandmother? And now, without her, the hidden true feelings are gradually revealed.

There is no answer, so it’s all just a question.

“…Pooh woo…”

He licked his lips, calming his confused mind.

I get confused because it seems that the cause of the clumsy idea is correct.

In fact, you can ask.

Approaching Asena, ‘Did you ever really think of me as your brother?’ just ask

But I was afraid.

I’ve already heard the story so clearly. It wasn’t a word that came out because someone asked, and it wasn’t that he was emotional.

She said that she never thought of me as an older brother when I was not there.

I didn’t even know what the heck I was expecting.

Come to think of it, she was full of thoughts of expelling me from the family.

This is also a choice that represents her heart.

Gradually, my mind was leaning towards the fact that she hated me.

“…ah… it hurts…”

I pressed my chin tight. I keep feeling pain in my heart.

It seemed to hurt as much as I like Asena.

– Tick Tick

At that moment, someone knocked on the dorm door.

I didn’t even think about who it was.

There was no time in my head to think about that.

I just got up mechanically and walked over to the door and opened it.

“…Kirsi…”

Kirsi was in front of him.

“brother! Why are you here!”

Kirsi calls me briefly with a stern tone.

The eyebrows are also nicely gathered downwards and frowned.

“…I’m sorry, I…”

My mouth hardens as I watch Asena walking out from behind Kirsi.

She still had a stiff expression on her face. Just looking at that expression makes my heart pound.

“..Brother, have you eaten?”

Asena asked in plain monotone.

With the same expression on her face as if nothing had happened, I wonder if everything that just happened was a dream.

But…as long as I wasn’t crazy, that wouldn’t be the case. So, now, her acting skills are scary inside.

“…brother. Answer me.”

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