I Became the Fiance of a Dragon in Romance Fantasy

89 – previous life (4).

[it’s okay. I’m fine. So wake up, Phissis. please… … ]

I heard the warm voice of Adilun, different from the cold voice of Adilun I heard just now.

In an instant, her body, which had been engulfed in the tsunami and gradually stained black, began to recover little by little.

[Damn it. Things I don’t even know properly now come and get in the way… … !]

What follows is the evil voice of the corrupted Adyllun. As if reflecting her angry feelings, the black tidal waves began to rush in to devour my body again.

But thanks to the little time Adylon, who was watching me from outside, bought me a little bit of time, I was able to come to my senses.

Because I realized once again that if I get eaten here, I will definitely lose myself, and if that happens, Adyllun will never be happy.

I make my way through the tidal wave that strikes me again. I didn’t even care about the expressions of the people who were stuffed in the tidal wave. A different situation was created than before, when they were helplessly trampled on.

The only thing that has changed is my mindset, and with that alone, the tidal waves haven’t harmed me.

[…] … eww.]

Corrupted Adyllun glared at me with a face filled with fury. On and on I made my way toward her.

[Do not come.]

Tsunami eventually becomes a barrier. A barrier began to surround her. Her voice began to be heard from within.

[How can you walk out? Why are you not tormented by your sins? why!]

It was a voice full of anger and sadness.

“Because there is someone waiting for me.”

[You’ll find out about that Adilun sooner or later! What a lowly human being you are!]

“Not you, but the current Adyllun… … They accepted me even when I was lowly.”

[…] … .]

Corrupted Adyllun was speechless. She tried to say something, but couldn’t.

[Do not be ridiculous. The kid doesn’t know you properly. I’m sure you’ll regret it like me. The fact that you were involved with a person.]

“You must have already regretted it enough. She must know. I was afraid too. I wasn’t sure when I would change.”

[By the way, how did you roast and boil that child?]

I just laughed. I do not know. Why did she forgive me and why did she accept me? I just couldn’t help but think that she would have come to trust me by seeing my actions.

“I don’t know either. I just liked her and acted for her as much as I came to like her. Maybe it was because of my actions that she had faith in me.”

[Then, then… … Why didn’t you do that to me?]

It was a voice mixed with crying. She was resentful of me now. It was me who ruined her life, so it’s natural in a way.

In that moment, I realized what I had to do. I moved my feet again. walk Walking through the blackened space, she made her way towards the barrier surrounding her.

Thorns gradually formed in the barrier and began to block my access.

I didn’t resist Because I did not resist, the thorns pierced my body so easily.

The body pierced by the thorns began to stain little by little. I didn’t mind and moved on. Because I had something to say.

[no. I hate everything… … .]

The black discolored body gradually begins to change. The bones became thicker, and the body became a little more grown.

I could tell without looking in the mirror. Maybe it’s my future self. The image of me when I was destroyed with the corrupted Adyllun.

I was walking towards her in the same outfit that the corrupted Adyllun showed me earlier. I then accepted my sin. However, it was not eaten by sin.

Because there was someone who supported me. Because the person who made me dream of hope was waiting for me to return.

Eventually, you reach the barrier. The corrupted Adirun no longer attacked me. It’s just crouching inside the barrier.

With eyes that can see through the essence, I can see the sorrowful figure of Adilun crouched down.

I clenched my fist. The senses are fully felt. The feeling of the days when I was the strongest.

power is condensed The corrupted Adirun must have felt it too, and shouted in amazement.

[what are you doing!]

She must have known my strength since she was destroyed with me in the past. Because of that, she starts to make the barrier even stronger. The black barrier was further condensed and strengthened, becoming like a cocoon.

But I didn’t care, and I flew a ticket toward the cocoon.

Quaang!

A loud noise was heard, but the cocoon did not disintegrate. I continued punching down. I need to untie this cocoon so I can face her and talk to her.

[stop!]

A paroxysmal cry was heard, but I did not stop.

Corrupted Adyllun was looking at me with a fearful expression. but. It was worth it. Because I am the one who killed her. But even knowing that, I didn’t stop hitting the cocoon.

This cocoon was formed from unclean emotions, and it was no different from the collection of uncleanness inside her.

So I had to break it.

Before long, the cocoon began to crack. She put her hand down as if she had no more strength to resist.

[I don’t know what you’re trying to do… … Do whatever you feel like.]

With her words, another blow struck the cocoon, and the cocoon finally collapsed, revealing her once again.

And at that moment, I finally saw her face to face again.

“Adilune.”

[…] … I don’t want to hear what you say So turn it off.]

She said that with resentment, anger, hatred, and sadness toward me, and waved at me.

but.

[…] … uh? why?]

I didn’t get thrown out. The reason was simple.

because she told me That this space where she and I are now is inside my heart.

After all, the owner of this space was me, not her… … As long as I didn’t want to, I could stay in this space.

I slowly approached her.

* * *

Phishis comes to me. why. Why can’t we get him out of this space?

I thought so, and soon realized. because I told him That this space is inside him.

Alas. As soon as I saw his face, the anger that came to my mind made me say unnecessary words without even realizing it. And that means my extinction soon.

As a parasitic of his evil mind, I couldn’t do anything from the moment he realized that this space was his heart.

I gave up and let go of my hand.

Then his hand reaches out to me. I closed my eyes tightly. Even if he pretends to be strong, in the end he is the one who killed me once. You’ll do harm to me again.

no. I’m scared. I’m resentful.

Various emotions are mixed, and negative emotions are nurtured.

Why didn’t he treat me like Adyllun? I knew why. Because he was innately evil.

Because he knew that the reason he was able to treat Adyllun like that was because he eventually acquired humanity through the future.

However, I was convinced with my head, but not convinced with my heart. If he had humanity from the beginning, I wouldn’t have to suffer like this.

I wouldn’t have had to lose my parents to the monsters, and I wouldn’t have fallen into such an ugly look and killed people.

He wouldn’t have had to face human ugliness.

In the end, if only I had known that I would perish in vain amidst all the resentments… … It would have been better if I had just died then.

Why did God send Me and Physis into the past? why.

The mysterious little child that I saw in my dying vision. The child who told Physis about our past was clearly a superior being that I couldn’t even guess from my existence.

yes god

why god… … Would you have tried to make me suffer like this? Because you killed so many people? Because the continent I lived in wasn’t enough, and I also destroyed other worlds?

The moment when all kinds of thoughts are swirling. His hand finally touched my body. However, there was no pain.

Rather, it feels… … warm hug.

Raise your eyes and look at his figure. The future man was looking at me with guilt.

black hair and black eyes. His appearance was completely the same as when he was Physics, but the traces of the years were slightly buried on his face, which was clearly the same as when he finished me off.

why don’t you kill me why did you hug me

[…] … uh?]

To my bewilderment, he says.

“Sorry.”

Are you sorry? why come now?

An apology after everything is late is of no avail, so why are you saying that? Are you deceiving me until the end?

But since it’s for deception, I feel guilty in those eyes.

“Don’t forgive me. You can keep complaining and hating. I have no intention of defending myself, who is pathetically lowly. Because I am definitely a sinner who has committed an irreparable sin against you.”

he says. not to forgive Those were the same words he had spoken to Adyllun now.

Branches fill up inside.

[why… … . Why are you saying that now… … . It’s all over! It’s all over, now I have nothing left, why!]

The family I love, the land I love, the last hope I could have for myself, now that everything has crumbled and gone, why does he say that to me?

“Returning to the past won’t make my sins go away. still… … because it still remains The things you love.”

I nod my head at those words. no. The things I loved disappeared in the fragments of an already forgotten time. how can i forget I couldn’t forget how they died and disappeared like that.

[no. Those aren’t the things I used to love… … .]

“no. The things you love are right. The scenery of Rodenov you loved, the people you loved… … everyone is still here You saw it. To see them alive and smiling again.”

My heart shakes. Even so, no one remembers, but no one knows the desperate situation.

However, contrary to my stubbornness, his words were also true. Through his sight again, I could see that the things I loved were here to stay.

before everything even happened. No, even though it happened, it is a world full of stories that are much more beautiful than the time I lived.

A place beyond my dreams. However, there is no place for me there.

[There is no place for me. There is only Adirun now. Having lost the initiative to you, I should disappear now.]

“It doesn’t disappear.”

he held me in his arms As if he was hugging Adyllun now.

[Why are you doing this to me all of a sudden? You should just get rid of me.]

“Because you are also Adirun. Because you were the one who gave me a new hope of humanity and made it possible for me to enjoy happiness with Adirun.”

I kept my mouth shut. when he changed Time to acquire humanity.

He was looking at my unfinished story. I fell in love with the story and cheered me on.

ironic

I couldn’t help but feel that way. The whole situation was ironic, so I couldn’t say anything.

“So it won’t go away. you’ll always stay in me if you wish of course… … I’ll have to get rid of all those dangerous unclean things.”

He intended to accept me. It seemed that he was thinking of making a space for me in one side of his heart so that my existence would not disappear.

However, I did not want to accept the offer.

[No, I won’t accept it. Because I have no intention of ever forgiving you.]

“Don’t forgive me. I’ll take that much. Neither Adilun now nor I back then would have forgiven you.”

[It’s ironic. If you had humanity from the beginning, would I be happy?]

He replied to my words that I spat out while ignoring his words.

“Maybe it was.”

[hahahaha… … .]

How can it be so different? He who acquired humanity was a very different person from the one I knew.

yes. someone else entirely.

So even if you ask for a sin, it was meaningless.

There’s no point in living like this. Wouldn’t it be easier to just disappear?

As I was thinking that, he told me.

“Do not be sad. Everything hasn’t started yet. The monster king is gone, and the northern part is no longer destroyed. There is no more plague. I, we blocked it.”

[…] … .]

he grabbed my hand

“This is an oath. I will never go to the future you went through. I will make sure you never end up like this.”

[That’s what you should say to Adyllun now.]

“I told you. You are also Adilyun.”

[no. I and that child are different beings. The events we have experienced are different, and the times are different. Can we say that such an existence is the same? therefore… … Is this right.]

I gradually felt my own existence fade away.

It doesn’t make any sense. No matter how much I talked to him, it was all parallel in the end.

He lives in the present, but I am a person trapped in the future. Because I can’t look at the present.

so this is correct

still. still.

The promise he made that he would not let Adylun go through the same future as me… … I was happy. At least now he could tell that he really cared about her.

yes. this is what it was

Gradually, vision blurs. At that moment, he made a surprised expression as if he realized something and said to me.

“… … ha ha ha. That’s how it happened. yes. Adilun. Rest in peace. anyway… … We will meet again.”

[What?]

With those words, I fell into darkness.