88 – previous life (3).

Pyeonlin said that it shows me the truth.

truth. What is the truth?

Is there some truth that I will never know?

While I was thinking about it, the piece started talking next to the black dragon.

[Now then, where should I start talking? yes. That would be nice.]

When the fragment opens its mouth, the black dragon that has collapsed into the ruins lifts up its huge body.

[For now, shouldn’t we see the most shocking truth first?]

mate.

Pyeonrin suddenly started clapping.

Then, I see a person attacking the black dragon. Dragons and humans face each other in empty ruins.

The black dragon roared and started fighting someone.

Of course, that someone was someone I knew very well. I couldn’t have known

Because that person was me in my previous life.

The more I and the dragon in my previous life collide, the more the surrounding area gradually collapses and is destroyed.

The battle continued, and as the battle continued, the black fog that surrounded the piece began to clear little by little.

And as the fog lifted and lifted, I couldn’t believe the sight in front of me.

The first thing you see… … It had horns and hair that had turned black.

The horns, which should have originally glowed in bluish-white color, are now a muddy black color, and the beautiful hair that reflects the night sky is polluted and scattered black hair.

Before long, the exposed face was covered with discolored black scales, little by little, and what was visible between the slightly protruding neck and chest of the torn dress was a black curse.

And… … Above all, cruel ridicule and contempt that Adilun could not build.

Fragment took the form of Adirun. No, not drunk. I could see right away through the eyes that pierce the essence. That’s Adylon right.

“… … Adilun?”

Pyeonrin nodded at my question.

[that’s right. I… … Adilun. In the novel you read, it is Adirun that has finally reached the end.]

“You are definitely a fragment of my feelings… … .”

didn’t you do

As the words I couldn’t swallow faded behind me, Adirun, who had turned black, laughed at me.

[Did you believe that? To be naive.]

The ridicule stays on the corner of your mouth.

[You must have always been curious. Why did the black dragon come over to your world and kill people?]

“… … .”

When I didn’t say anything, Adyllun started talking as if playing a joke, using me fighting the black dragon from behind as an ornament.

[The answer is simple. It’s because I’m disappointed in humans. To the disgusting, ugly, and selfish people who only know them.]

The black evil glows ominously. Soon, the atmosphere around him began to distort.

“why… … like that.”

I had no choice but to spit it out without hesitation. Adilun’s expression contorted.

[why? can you say that Physis. my f*cking fiancé After all, you are the cause of all of this for me. If you had treated me with respect, I might have been able to become like Adyllun now.]

Adilun looked at me with all sorts of negative emotions. I couldn’t bear to face the crystallization of my sins.

[But you didn’t acknowledge me as me, called me a monster, brought down my personality, and damaged the value of my existence. I was going to put up with it until the end, but the moment you insulted Rodenov and insulted my parents at the place we met for the breakup, I finally exploded.]

“… … .”

[That’s where it all started. I killed you at that moment, and I have crossed an irreversible path. Wasn’t it written like that in the novel? Since you died, I’ve grown through endless effort. No, that’s not it. I was being eaten. To the negative emotions that gripped me. Just like a monster is born.]

[Then, it’s just like the novel, I struggled to remain as myself, but I started to get disappointed when I saw people’s selfishness and all kinds of desires… … I was completely eaten up. Do you know why the plague circulated? It was because they waged a war among themselves for the remnants left in the northern part of the collapsed king of monsters. Moreover, seeing the corpses of my father and mother who died at that time not even leaving them intact, I was completely eaten.]

“… … stop.”

I tried hard to stop her, but all I got back was Adilun’s cold sneer.

[stop? why me?]

[And you got something wrong. You thought you were reincarnated as Physis, right? It’s the exact opposite.]

“What?”

[You were, originally, Physis. Born without all humanity, in a way, the primordial evil of humans. itself. After you died at my hands, you were reincarnated in this world. But, it was funny. When I destroyed the continent I lived on and came over to this world, guided by some kind of power, you somehow had a human nature.]

[And I know that… … It was unbearably disgusting. That’s why I wanted to destroy the world you live in.]

As soon as the blackened words of Adilun finished, the fight came to an end. I saw the fallen black dragon and myself with serious injuries. Eventually, when I killed the black dragon, all the sights around me stopped, as if time had stopped.

[So, the moment we killed each other and destroyed each other, the time of the world began to turn. As if nothing had happened, I returned to the world of the past. Both me and you.]

“I will… … medical charge.”

[Do you know why I remain inside you? It’s because I filled the place where the primordial evil dwelling inside you disappeared. So I could remember everything and know everything.]

I couldn’t say anything. What I thought was my previous life was actually the future me, and I went back in time to the past? If I hadn’t changed, would Adirun be like that?

Above all… … Did I kill Adirun?

“Ugh… … !”

memories come back memories come back What I did to Adilun… … All those insults overwhelm me.

Horrible words that I couldn’t bear to express in words, even the words I said to His Excellency Johannes and the Duchess of Claudia.

A feeling of guilt runs through my body.

[By the way, marriage? are you with me under. It’s not even funny.]

[I’ll bet. you’ll never be happy Even if you have changed, I can assure you.]

Before long, golden eyes glow dangerously.

[I’ll make it that way. What do you think is the reason I’m left inside of you? It’s to eat you up. Just like I did.]

A sneer rings in my ears. Gradually, a black tidal wave rose behind her. The faces of all kinds of beings were stuffed into the tsunami, and those faces were laughing, screaming, despairing, or angry with faces distorted by all kinds of desires.

And… … A black tidal wave that soared as if to cover the world eventually hit me.

All kinds of disgusting, negative emotions were welling up inside.

The evil spirit, the condensation of human history, began to trample on my heart.

* * *

It’s a dark night.

When I opened my eyes, I realized that I had fallen asleep.

The stars were shining outside the window.

oh You defeated the king of monsters. It’s over.

As I rubbed my eyes and realized that, I somehow wanted to see Phishes. what is he doing now Are you sleeping like me?

Carefully, I made my way toward Physis’s room. Unlike Ortaire, Physis’s room was a bit far from mine.

But, something… … I began to feel an unknown ominous feeling. The vivid ominousness that ran through my skin was something I had never felt before.

Even when Physis was injured by the monster king right now, it wasn’t like this, so why is it so ominous?

Without realizing it, my steps to Physis’s room began to speed up.

As I approached his room, weary, distressed moans began to be heard from his room.

I opened the door and entered Physis’s room.

Then, I saw Physis, who was sweating and suffering.

“Physis?”

I cautiously called for Physis, but Physis showed no signs of waking up. It just keeps on suffering.

I tried magic to forcibly wake him up, but it didn’t work at all.

“Physis, Physis!”

Even after shaking it, there was no change.

“Calm down, Phishes!”

“… … not. Sorry… … .”

You can see him muttering an apology to someone. What kind of nightmares are you suffering from… … . Even after that, he couldn’t come to his senses, and only continued to apologize to someone.

In the end all I can do is… … All I could say was that it was okay. As far as I know, the one he deserves to apologize for is… … No matter how much I thought about it, I was the only one. The way he was weighed down by that sense of debt was the same way he showed when he apologized to me before.

“it’s okay. I’m fine. So wake up, Phissis. please… … .”

I stroked his aching head and hoped helplessly for him to wake up.

* * *

The sins of all kinds of people weigh me down. It was dark and cloudy, and it felt like my vision was gradually blurring.

All I knew was that I couldn’t lose my mind like this, so I did my best to stay sane.

However, even that effort gradually went to waste as the tsunami, a combination of the disgusting feelings of all kinds of people and the sins I had accumulated, came together.

I feel myself gradually blurring. The freedom of my hands and feet was suppressed, and gradually I began to see the black discoloration starting from my fingertips.

But then there was a voice I heard.

Containing the concern for me and the love I can’t hide… … voice is.

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