Why Are You Becoming a Villain Again?

Chapter 3

Midnight Twins

Even when the children grew up, my devotion did not change.

It was still annoyingly attached and made them laugh.

Now the twins came to see me first.

As time passed, we got deeper and deeper.

Six years passed like that. My twins were 15 and I was 17.

Many, many memories were made.

Asena rose to Gaju. Previously, Grandma Liana had been holding out, but now it seems that it would be okay to come down.

I thought so too.

Asena was brilliant and wise.

Mercy when it’s time to show mercy, and determination when it’s time to make a decision.

He grew up a Fryster family who would not be ignored by anyone.

Asena’s aegyo decreased a bit as she grew up, but the stubbornness and obsession with the other’s ruin, even the fragments of her ruthless and cruel personality, were not seen in the novel. I was happy every time I saw her like that.

Kirsi was the same as when he was a child.

There was a lot of affection.

Who would think that this Kirsi is the same as the Kirsi in the novel?

With his bouncy charm, he liked to joke like me, and whenever there was something funny, he led me to join him.

Asena liked to read, but Kirsi liked to go out and play.

Either way, they both look healthy, so I’m satisfied.

Liana’s grandmother seemed to have the same thoughts as me.

Sometimes when I was single, it made me feel ashamed that adopting me was the best choice in my life.

I no longer felt bad for the Freisters.

When I read the novel, I thought it was a villainous family, but now I am starting to think of it as completely my family.

He also worked harder for his brothers.

I had to be a strong man. I said I would be their support with my mouth. Especially since I was from a commoner, I had to exert more strength.

The powerful enemies of the Fryster family needed that much power to be able to rely on them.

In the end, the method I came up with was helplessness.

Politically, there was no part where I could be of strength. There are some things Asena and Kirsi are doing well in the first place, and there are some areas where I, who was born as a commoner, can do nothing.

Liana, who cared for me so much, advised me not to step into politics.

I could understand everything too. As I said, this worldview had a strict class system.

I learned the sword every day from Lawrence, the training leader of the Freisters.

Whenever that happened, Asena or Kirsi came to watch me training.

Every time I watched them, I got stronger, and my skills improved quickly.

We grew up.

Of course, there are still some things that haven’t changed. Habits and routines that have not changed since childhood.

First of all, Asena woke me up every morning.

She became the head of the household and became a little more austere. I now rarely laugh at my jokes. You could even say it was cold.

But in the morning, like when I was a child, I showed various emotions. Is it because it’s okay to not have to stay as the main housekeeper as much as the bedroom? When we were alone, he was always my sister Asena.

When she called her name, Asena woke up with a small smile.

Then he opens his arms to me

I held her in my arms and lifted her up to the front of the window.

Then, while going to the window, Asena, whose emotional expression has been reduced, gives me a light kiss on the cheek.

In any case, it was the only expression of affection Asena showed me during the day.

At night it was Kirsi. Just before I go to sleep, I go to her room.

Kirsi and I chat for a while over a cup of hot tea or milk.

Immediately after, at the end of the day, after saying good night, he kissed Kirshi’s forehead.

Then Kirsi went to bed with a bashful smile, and I blew out the candles in the room and left her room.

It may have been time to stop these habits, but it was a little sad to quit just because I was shy.

The more expressions of affection, the better, and even after time passed, Asena and Kirsi liked them like children back then.

Some of them are still cute.

Such a peaceful time continued to pass.

It was the year I became an adult, that is, 19 years old.

Nobles in this worldview entered the academy as soon as they reached adulthood.

It is the academy that is the background of .

There is no specific admission criteria, so it varies depending on the family situation, but in most cases, I enrolled at the age of 19.

I remember looking forward to the day I entered the school after becoming an adult.

Anyway, it was the moment when I was able to enter the academy I longed for.

However, the moment I reached the age of admission, I faced opposition from Asena and Kirsi, who were 17 years old.

They told me to wait two more years.

When it was said that I was going to enter the school first, Kirsi looked at me with aegyo, swearing, and running errands even after being depressed all day.

Then, when we were alone, he whined and begged me to postpone school for two years. If you go in now, you will be engaged with them, and you will not see each other for a total of 4 years.

When I think of that time, Kirsi’s cute behavior comes to mind and laughter comes out.

On the other hand, Asena was a little sassy. Gajuran said that, as it shows, it should not be cut.

I remember being surprised because it was the first time she gave an order.

‘no. I can’t go.’

If you go alone, you will be ignored. Why did you forget that I became the head of the household instead of your brother? Do you know how much they look down on commoners from behind?

He spat out harsh words and blocked my way to the academy. Sometimes, if you don’t say this, you may forget how strict this worldview was on your status.

Even the bastards are ignored, and the adopted children from commoners are no less.

…but this was expected. I told Asena that I was preparing for that.

‘…..But not even.’

She couldn’t find anything to refute. Only then did I understand why she acted that way. He had a similar mind to Kirsi.

Asenara, who is older and less expressive of her emotions, sometimes forgets this.

‘If I go, I feel lonely.’

As she smiled and spoke to her, her hardened face turned red.

And her last words were a fatal blow.

‘…You said you would always be by my side.’

…I couldn’t leave. The more I looked, the more Asena and Kirsi were, the more loneliness they felt.

Well, waiting two years wasn’t that difficult. I also enjoyed spending time with my younger brothers.

And two more years pass, Asena and Kirsi become adults.

Now, really, the time has come to enter the academy.

It was the day before we boarded the carriage for the Academy.

Before leaving for the capital for two years, we had our last dinner with Grandma Liana.

Unlike when we first met, she had more wrinkles, bent her waist, and lost weight.

However, his serious expression did not change.

Grandma gave us a lot of advice.

We nodded our heads as we pondered each one.

Asena nodded her head with a firm face, and Kirsi sniffed and hugged her grandmother Liana saying she loved her.

Grandma Liana smiled slightly and said I’m asking for twins.

I told you not to worry.

After that we left the room. It was a night with a lot of thoughts for me.

It has been 11 years since I came to this family. The spirit and pride of the Freisters were already deeply ingrained in my heart.

‘Don’t touch us.’ I recounted my hypotheses.

I have been getting stronger through swordsmanship training. I was able to be proud of my skills that I couldn’t get anywhere else.

And in order to further develop this skill, the Academy applied for the Knights Department.

Asena and Kirsi were the political science departments, following the flow of the novel.

They were the faces that supported the family, so there was no other option.

On the other hand, I am not able to show my face politically, so this is how I built up my strength.

There are times when there are wars between families.

It was good to think of it as a preparation for that time.

Of course, war is always the opposite.

I headed to Kirsi’s room.

Inside, she was smiling and preparing hot tea.

I had nothing to say. I only listened to Kirsi. She seemed to have high expectations.

I told her to go to sleep early because tomorrow is going to be a meaningful day, I kissed her on the forehead according to her still unworn routine, and then left the room.

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Kirsey’s heart was still pounding.

Tomorrow was the day I entered the academy I had been looking forward to for so long.

She looked forward to meeting new friends.

“…ah…I’m looking forward to it…”

On the remote estate of the Frysters

There were no friends I could meet.

What will the friends who gather in the capital look like?

she imagines

If there was one regret, it was his brother.

He applied to the Knights Department. It wasn’t that I didn’t understand his choice, but it was a little sad.

Had I been able to attend the same class, I would have been able to build many memories there.

It’s been a long time since Kayden kissed her on the forehead, and Kirsey couldn’t sleep.

Several thoughts were running through my head.

‘…this is the last time here.’

Kirsi looked up at the ceiling and thought. This Freister’s castle, where he lived his whole life…

Kirsey jumped out of bed at a thought.

The reason was also because of Kayden, who always shoots her in the head. When I go away from him, my head always thinks of Kayden.

The night was so long, I wanted to see him even more.

And Kirsi came up with a way to stick with him.

It’s a fact that both Kaden and she know, but tomorrow they leave for the academy.

If so, it’s just the last day, so I thought it would be nice to go to sleep and talk for a little bit longer than today.

Just like when you were a child, Dorando is lying in bed and talking, then falling asleep softly.

……My sister, Asena, did not want to be called. It was just that.

I just wanted to talk with Kaden alone.

Kirsey gets out of bed.

Light a small candle, put it on the pedestal, and carefully leave the room.

“…..”

Barefoot, feeling the luxurious carpet, headed to Cayden’s room.

For some reason, every step I took toward him, I felt excited.

I was worried that it would be difficult to fall asleep in this mood.

Kirsi arrives in front of Cayden’s door without realizing it.

Swallow your saliva and put your ear to the door for a moment. Then he knocks on the door very lightly.

-…tok…knock…knock…

Maybe he’s sleeping.

Then it seemed a little disappointing.

-…Tuk! Tutuk!

In that moment, I could feel the popularity with the sound of footsteps.

A smile spreads on Kirsi’s face with a sense of relief.

It looked like he hadn’t slept yet.

“…Oppa, will you come in…?”

Since the night is so quiet, you must have heard such a small sound.

Kirsi waited for him to answer. silent reaction.

“…in in..?”

Since I didn’t tell you not to come in, Kirsi grabbed the doorknob.

In an instant, the door swung open.

“👇!!”

Kirsi jumped and grabbed her surprised chest.

What appeared inside was Asena.

“…sister??”

Asena, as if caught in theft, her eyes wandered and looked startled. Both arms hover in the air vaguely.

It had been a long time since she had been so upset.

Asena quickly cleared herself, loosened her neck, and asked in a calm voice.

“…Kirsi. Why are you here at this hour?”

“…and your sister…?”

“…”

“Did you talk with your brother because of work tomorrow?”

Kirsi peered through the open door and tried to see Kayden.

However, it was a dark room for Asena until recently.

“…don’t even light a fire…?”

“When I came, my brother was already sleeping.”

I thought they were talking, but Kaden must have already fallen asleep.

“…ah..”

So close.

As it was our last night in this castle, I wanted to share many stories with you.

“… Then what was your sister doing inside? My brother is sleeping.”

Kirsi asked.

“…I came here to talk again about the points to be aware of when entering the academy…. My brother is already sleeping, so I just made the blankets.”

“okay?”

“Go to bed, Kirsi. I’m going to sleep too.”

Asena tilted her body, shaking Kirshi’s shoulder.

And as her face came closer, the features revealed by the candle that Kirsi was holding.

Slightly reddish cheeks. And shiny wet lips.

“Sister, why are your lips so moist?”

Just as Asena brushed off Kirsi’s shoulder, Kirsi moved her hand toward her lips to clean Asena in the same way.

However, at that touch, Asena pulled her head back in shock like never before.

– Swish!

Then she covers her mouth and shows a look of embarrassment.

“…sister?”

After Asena became the head of state, it was not uncommon to see such a big reaction.

Asena was so surprised, Kirsi was surprised too, and her heart was pounding.

Asena’s eyes blinked rapidly several times.

Then, Pryster’s keeper touched his lips and said, ‘Oh.’ With a sigh, I wiped it rough with my arm, then exhaled.

After that, he answered in his original form, dryly.

“…Go to bed, Kirsi. I am tired now.”

With those words last, Asena passes by Kirsi.

Kirsi looked at Asena who was moving away. It was incomprehensible behavior, but she dismissed it as something unusual because she had a complicated mind.

Kirsey grabbed the doorknob to close Cayden’s door.

“…..”

Then, he looked back in the direction Asena had gone.

Now I couldn’t even hear her footsteps.

Kirsey slid into Cayden’s room.

I know he’s sleeping, but an intangible power guides Kirsi.

“..after!”

He also turned off the candle he was holding.

Because Kaden can’t wake up in the light.

After silently raising the candle holder on the table, Kirsi approached Kayden, who was exhaling a heavy breath.

– Beans. Beans. Beans.

Were you surprised earlier? My heart kept pounding.

It was Kirshi who realized that it had been a long time since he had come to Kayden, who had fallen asleep.

Suddenly, she leaned close to the bed and looked down at Kayden.

We couldn’t talk, but I still wanted to sleep with him tonight.

“…can I sleep with you?”

She asked a question, but of course the sleeping Cayden couldn’t answer.

Not saying no, Kirsi leaned carefully and started crawling into Cayden’s bed.

“…”

For some reason, his mouth got wet, and Kirshi swallowed his saliva.

Then, very carefully, he laid himself on the bed.

Cayden didn’t wake up.

– Beans… Beans… Beans…

The heart, which was surprised thanks to Asena, seemed to calm down now. Kirsey looked at Kayden. He always looked like a good older brother.

Just looking at him made me smile.

And at the same time, I felt like it was a pity for the last night in the castle.

And I knew what to do to fill this disappointing heart.

Kirsi walks closer to Cayden. Then he carefully raised his arm, who was sleeping soundly, and shoved himself under it.

– Beans. Beans. Beans

My heart beats faster again. Kirsey was puzzled.

Even though it’s been a long time since we’ve slept together, I’ve never had my heart pound like this while sleeping with Kaden.

Kirsey concluded that his heart was pounding for fear of waking up.

Like himself, Cayden will be in the wagon tomorrow and have a tiring day.

You might hate him for waking him up.

Despite the lengthy time he spent with Cayden, Kirsey was not completely comfortable with him.

I still wanted to show him a pretty side. I still haven’t been able to burp in front of him. I wanted to look pretty for him. I didn’t want to get his hatred that much.

But as of today, Kirsi couldn’t stop. Even at the risk of waking up, I wanted to sleep in his arms for today. The greed that started running did not stop.

Kirsi, who was close to him, suddenly.

…and much happier than I had imagined. It felt so good that my body felt warm.

the last lust It is now in your arms. I already had a lot of adhesion, but I wanted to get rid of even the smallest gaps.

He slowly raised his arms, trying to cover him.

If I could sleep with him hugging him like a pillow, I was really going to be satisfied with that now.

“….Well…”

But, perhaps too greedy, Cayden woke up with a moan.

“….Well..? Kirsi?”

“ah..! Brother… I’m sorry. Are you awake?”

Kirsi was startled and withdrew his arm.

“….What are you doing here. Oh, write. did you drool Your lips are wet.”

And the body that was attached to it was removed. It was he who was greedy, but for some reason, when he woke up, he was more sorry than he could have imagined.

“No… today is the last night in this castle… I want to talk with you…”

“…Didn’t you finish the story in your room earlier…?”

“…it wasn’t enough.”

Cayden burst out laughing. Kirsey was also more relieved by his laughter. I was worried about what would happen if I was very angry.

“…But you still have to ride the carriage tomorrow. Let’s stop talking and go to bed.”

“…ah… well.”

Kirsi sighed and raised his upper body. Kaden refused, so now it seemed like I had to go to sleep without further compulsion.

“…? Kirsey. Where.”

“…..uh?”

“You came here. Let’s sleep together today.”

“…..uh…?”

“…if you don’t like it, just go.”