Why Are You Becoming a Villain Again?

One Flower (2)

Kirsi entered the dorm room, greeted Asena with a firm expression, and then locked the door.

– Clap.

And, as if the doll’s thread was torn, he fell to the floor helplessly.

“..haha….”

Her breathing was shaky as she exhaled. It is only now that he expresses his hidden anxiety and fear.

In front of Kayden, he forcibly endured it.

When Caden said that he was being bullied because someone was gossiping about him, the world went dark before his eyes.

Because there was a stab.

Of course, he was the only one.

When I first entered his messy dorm, who the hell touched Pryster? Only cold anger rose like a haze.

But in the next words, that anger was extinguished.

The culprit was himself, and there was no excuse for it.

He knew that he was being attacked because he, the same Priest, and no one else was talking behind his back.

Clever, she was able to figure it out quickly with a few hints.

He appears to have been abandoned by the family.

That wasn’t the intention.

He just wanted to cool the attention of the approaching women.

…Of course, I’ve been comfortable lately.

After he spit out the gossip, no one showed any more interest, so I was relieved in my heart.

I knew there were bad words about him circling around, but I even thought it was good.

Because his beauty was only known by himself.

Because I didn’t want other people to know.

But I didn’t know that someone would attack me so directly.

I didn’t know that my dear brother was being bullied like this.

I didn’t know he was in so much pain that he was sweating and having nightmares.

The problem did not end there.

knew

Cayden knew.

the fact that someone insults you. He knew there was someone behind him.

That’s what he said.

Even if you catch the criminal, don’t bring it in front of you.

‘……really. I’m sure you’ll hate it.’

At that word, thump.

It felt like my heart was falling.

It was the first feeling of despair I felt since my parents left. It was enough to let go of strength in my legs.

How would he react if he found out that the culprit was himself?

‘…Do you hate me?…Oppa…?’

Imagine it.

It wasn’t easy because I had never seen him, but Cayden who despises himself.

Good night kisses, tight hugs, affectionate arms, and food to feed each other are gone.

Cayden, who filled all the happiness of her childhood, leaves her.

Leaving herself alone, she only loves Asena and cherishes her.

It won’t even give you a single glance.

“no…! no…!”

I hated it enough to go crazy.

So, even in the face of the fear she felt for the first time, she did her best not to show it.

It felt like my legs were going to loosen soon, my expression would be distorted, and my hands would tremble.

I was forced to endure it all.

Because he might be puzzled. If you’re confused, you might not even notice.

…but I couldn’t do anything as much as I was anxious.

It was so hard just thinking about it.

‘okay. You don’t know yet.’

Kirsey reassured himself.

Then he swallowed his saliva and sat down next to him.

Right now, I needed his warmth. I needed to be sure he was still by my side.

‘…Brother, give me a hug.’

she was forced

I wanted to hug him tightly, even as I looked at him soaked in cold sweat.

I wanted you to hug me enough to break it.

Fortunately…it was a light hug, but he hugged her and was the last to leave the room.

Kirsi, who was lying on the floor, slowly clasped her hands.

“…please please…”

And he let out a moan through his throat that was filled with strength.

Anyone who heard it would have thought the dog was whining.

“…please…please…”

She prayed to an unbelieving god.

“Please don’t let my brother know… Please don’t let him know that it was me… Please… Please… I can’t live without you…”

She begged and begged.

Please don’t let him find out.

May you still love yourself.

For a long time, Kirsi could not sleep.

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The next day, Kirsi entered the classroom a little late.

There were times when I overslept to make a wish, but there were also parts that were intentional.

Not surprisingly, all the noble girls she had to meet were gathered in one place.

It was these women who first brought up Kaden’s gossip.

Mary Bones waved her hand.

“Kirsi, are you here?”

“…”

She went straight to them without answering.

He didn’t even smile as he always had. I had no desire to do that.

As soon as everyone noticed this strange behavior, Kirsi said without hesitation.

“…everyone. Do you remember what I said about my brother?”

“…”

As those words were gossip, not everyone nodded easily. They give each other awkward glances and only have a positive atmosphere.

Kirsey was enough. She continued.

“…Did you go somewhere else and talk about it?”

“…..”

Again, there was no answer to this either.

Kirsey continued.

“…I will tell you one thing.”

“……”

“I wonder if…one in a thousand…one in tenth…if the fact that I was the one who said those words would come into my brother’s ears.”

No one made a sound. Mary, who had always been close to her, was also as quiet as a mouse.

“…I think I will be very disappointed. It was our secret story. Yes?”

*****

Time has passed.

Today was a holiday.

I yawn.

I was sitting in my own field and planting seeds.

If other people see me, they will ask me why I am doing this, but for me, there was nothing I could do but this.

No matter where I went, there was no place for me to stand, and I had to pass the time somehow.

There was no sudden change just because I made a promise to change.

It’s not that I can’t suddenly prove that I’ve decided to become the strongest knight, I just want to win a lucrative political spirit, so tak! And I don’t magically get a woman to marry me, nor do I get people to follow me just because I want to make followers.

My reputation is still crawling, and no one is afraid to get to know me like that.

Is it just Eric Endra and Judy Ice?

There were no complaints.

Rather, they are both great people.

that you still come to me without changing

I didn’t force myself to go around and do anything to improve my reputation. I knew that it would do me more harm than that.

Whatever it is, when I see it thrashing, I start to feel repulsed.

So I’m waiting for a chance.

I had no doubts that the right moment would come at some point.

“brother!!”

Kirsi ran from afar.

I turned my head and smiled and waved to her.

Our relationship has returned to a similar form as before.

It wasn’t too difficult for me either.

Rather, it would have been more difficult for me to live with blushing.

It may seem like a false peace… but again, I didn’t want to break it.

It’s not going to change what I’m going to do in the future anyway.

“Asena?”

As Kirsi approached the neighborhood, I asked.

Today, she also took off her academy uniform and went out wearing it comfortably.

It was a dress that I thought was cute.

“…Previously!”

Kirsey spread her arms without answering.

I wiped my sweat and got up.

And he showed his hands that were still dirty from taking care of the garden.

“I have dirty hands.”

“Yes!”

As if she would not accept my excuses, she complained a little firmly.

“But you have to!”

I shrugged and spread my arms.

At the same time, Kirsi flew into his arms.

hug me tight

I also tapped her on the back with my wrist and fell.

Kirsi fell down with a satisfied expression on his face and said:

“Your sister will be here soon.”

“Why aren’t you coming with me?”

“I ran. My sister is walking.”

“Well.”

I nodded and looked back at my garden.

Kirsi squatted in front of my garden.

“Are you done, brother?”

“yes. I planted everything I wanted.”

“I was a little surprised that they suddenly planted flowers.”

“I just do what I do every day. You have to catch your breath anyway.”

“What flower did you plant?”

I looked at her and smiled.

“…that’s a secret.”

At my words, Kirsi smiled shyly and hugged her knees.

– Tok tok.

Someone tapped on the back.

The moment you look back, you feel a warm touch on your cheeks.

-side.

With a light sound, Asena fell from my cheek.

A face that shows no emotion.

The head of the Pryster family stood there.

“…Asena is here. The clothes are beautiful.”

Be confused for a while.

I praised her clothes.

Because Asena likes compliments.

…well, though I’m not entirely sure now.

Kirsi got up and was about to say something, but Asena acted first.

“…Kirsi, look over there.”

Asena giving orders to Kirsi without even saying hello to me.

“…yes? there?”

Kirshi’s head turns in the opposite direction we were standing in.

And at that moment, Asena’s arm reached out and grabbed my face.

Then he started to blow bird kisses on my cheeks.

-Page.Page.Page.Page.

“Ugh..! What is Asena?”

“yes? Brother, sister, what’s going on?”

As Kirsi was about to turn her head at my voice, Asena did not let go of her hand and spoke to Kirsi.

“Kirsi. Don’t turn your head. Just a moment.”

Then he kissed my cheek a few more times.

– page.

As soon as I agreed, I relaxed my rigid body and relaxed my body so that she could kiss me more easily.

“What’s going on, Asena?”

“…I just did everything I couldn’t do in a few days.”

she whispered to me

Asena is always like this. Are you protecting your face as the head of the household, or are you ashamed of your skinship… or is there any reason to hide it?

He did not show affection in front of others. The same goes for Kirsey.

Nevertheless, I do not forget, I do not give up, and I do skinship unconditionally.

Trying to sneak up like this just seems cute to me.

….Oh yeah.

I guess I can’t help it either.

I didn’t want to be conscious of the twins’ evaluation, but if you kiss me like this, my heart will be excited whether I have any pride or not.

Even if you don’t know what’s inside, a smile comes out.

Even if this is an act that deceives me, it doesn’t matter.

I love these kids so much… I can’t give up.

Even if my twins hate me, their actions fuel me.

I sighed and made up my mind. Anyway, let’s be their support.

Even if you don’t lean, let’s stand upright.

“Would you like to plant something?”

I ventilated the atmosphere.

****

Another few weeks pass.

The classmates of the Knights Department looked at Lord Hoslow.

He looked at us as if he had something to say, even as class started.

“…Well. Everyone is here.”

He nodded and said.

“Everyone is still becoming knights. My riding skills are improving day by day, and my sword-wielding posture has become simpler… I heard that theory classes are often followed.”

As the days passed, I began to feel that Sir Horslow was a great knight. He had a lot to learn. I set the goal of becoming the strongest knight, and I listen to him all the more.

“But now you will wonder. who for honor. Who for glory. Who are they and what position they are in in this knight department they have chosen for their family?”

“….okay.”

I muttered to myself unheard.

I felt that what I had been waiting for was coming.

Naturally, an opportunity to prove myself.

A chance to increase my reputation.

After all, in my words of wanting to become the strongest knight, there is another goal hidden at the bottom.

I don’t want to be some kind of recluse. I have no desire to be strong by myself alone.

He wants to become a famous knight that everyone recognizes. I don’t really need to be the strongest. It was enough just to have the perception that I was the strongest.

What I was aiming for was not the skill, but the reputation.

I wanted to become a knight whose status would increase just by being in the family.

To do that, I needed a stage where I could show off.

“There are some people who are itchy. There must be some people who are bored of rolling on a dirt field like this every day.”

Some motives nodded their heads.

So did Judy, who was standing next to me.

Sir Horslow looked into our eyes and said,

“Give me a chance to prove it.”

“…right.”

Again I nodded and muttered.

Power enters the fist.

Lord Horslow says:

“…the coming holiday, a jousting match will be held.”