When You’re Gone

Cheng Geling has been waiting for the agent's call.

She was thrown back to her apartment by the bodyguards from the airport. Lu Jinsheng did not come. There were only two bodyguards guarding the door. The agent said he would come back to rescue her and asked her to wait for the call.

Near midnight, the agent's call came.

Cheng Geling is like a fish dying of thirst in the desert seeing the water. Just after the phone was connected, she could not speak before she heard the agent’s half-panic and half-questioning voice coming over, "Geer, you are sure you are injured in Lu’s family Is that Mr. Lu’s fiancée?"

"Yes."

Dark Night Mileage Geling stared at the corner of the wall with a pair of eyes, her eyes were out of focus, her head went blank, and then she said, "She... is she dead?"

"Geer...you may be in a big disaster."

The agent added solemnly, "You hurt Gu Hansheng's wife tonight."

Cheng Geling closed her eyes suddenly, reached out and grabbed a hand of her hair, "Impossible, impossible, that's Lu Jinsheng's fiancée..." After a pause, her tone was unwilling to cry, "That beam of light, always On her, and Lu Jinsheng..."

"She is the only one in Lu Jinsheng's eyes tonight. I won't admit it wrong, she is the one in the photo in Lu Jinsheng's wallet."

The agent felt that Cheng Geling was delirious.

She shook her head over there and sighed. Cheng Geling made her debut for three years. Thanks to Lu Jinsheng behind her, she has been doing well in the entertainment industry over the past few years.

The agent couldn't say anything very unfeeling, she just sighed, "Geer, you will be fine first, and I will come to see you when I find a chance."

Hanging up the phone, Cheng Geling threw the phone aside, clasped his arms and buried his head in it, his back pressed against the cold wall, the coldness penetrated through the skin layers into the blood vessels, and the cold was biting the bones.

a long time.

In the dim space, Cheng Geling's shoulders shrugged a lot.

She is crying.

The crying from being suppressed at the beginning to being unobstructed at the end was Cheng Geling's emotional transformation from unwillingness to death.

In the Lu Family Banquet Hall, from beginning to end, Cheng Geling had only one man named Lu Jinsheng in her eyes. How could she pay attention to others?

Lu Jinsheng was intimate with the woman in front of her, but he never thought that there was a person named Cheng Geling standing behind him.

Even, the day before New Year's Eve, she was flustered and nervous. She made dozens of calls to Lu Jinsheng, but he didn't answer any of them.

She was a person who wanted to be suspicious, but that day, she could only comfort herself in her heart over and over again. He just wanted to surprise her in public, so he kept holding back about it, even she didn't say it.

Chen Xian, the most powerful secretary around him, said so, and she had no reason to think about other messes.

Entering the Lu family, she didn't even see him in person, and she could not say a word in person. She could still comfort herself in her heart. After a while, they had a lifetime to say that she must not be anxious.

But the result was too cruel.

It was so cruel that she couldn't accept it.

She couldn't accept that she was not Lu Jinsheng's future pillow.

What she could not accept was that his fiancee was the woman, which was like a knife, cutting her flesh all the time, causing her pain. In her ear, she said that Cheng Geling was just a complete substitute. !

He used to vividly remember her, and others are also obvious to all. How could she become a stand-in?

So if this woman disappears, she will no longer be someone's stand-in.

But now, Cheng Geling remembered something she had overlooked.

That is, in the noisy hall, the business legend Gu Hansheng also fought for the woman, and the man Gu Hansheng who injured the woman almost killed him.

It turns out that this woman is Gu Hansheng's wife?

Cheng Geling felt more and more uncomfortable as she thought about it, and in the end her voice became hoarse.

Later, the door was violently kicked open.

Cheng Geling woke up from the chaos and looked up at the door. His vision was blurred, and only a tall black shadow could be seen.

But Cheng Geling was very familiar with this cold breath.

In the next instant, the room was instantly bright as day.

The light was dazzling, Cheng Geling had to stretch out her hand to block the sight in front of her. She squinted her eyes to look at the figure standing at the door, but her heart was filled with boundless despair.

Lu Jinsheng is here.

He came with the cold wind and snow at the end of January and was full of evil spirits. The man stood tall and dressed in black standing at the door. At that moment, Cheng Geling seemed to see the impermanence of **** coming to his life.

But Lu Jinsheng is more terrifying than Heiwuchang.

Putting aside his love for him, Cheng Geling is actually very afraid of him.

Growing up, it can be said that the person she fears most is Lu Jinsheng.

This fear is carved into his bones, especially at this time when Lu Jinsheng's hypocrisy and hypocrisy have been completely stripped away. In the past, even if he didn't like Cheng Geling, he rarely looked as cold and ruthless as today.

He just used to look at her with his seemingly gentle eyes. When she was in a good mood, he could indulge her even if she made a small temper.

But tonight, Cheng Geling really feared this man from the bottom of his heart.

Even, she didn't want to see him at all now.

So at this moment, she didn't dare to look at him anymore, only holding her head in her hands and retracting her body into the corner as much as possible, trying to reduce her sense of existence.

There was dead silence in the quiet bedroom.

"Lingling."

The voice above his head sounded, the tone was the same as usual, but Cheng Geling just felt cold.

She was shaking all over.

"Lingling."

Second sound.

Cheng Geling whimpered very quietly, then turned his hands to hold his head and slowly raised his eyes to look at him. He was still standing in the same position just now, without any change.

The bedroom door was half open, and the bright light leaked from behind him into the living room, where the furniture and furnishings in the living room looked like ghosts standing in the dark.

Moreover, all these ghosts stared at Lu Jinsheng through the cracked door behind Lu Jinsheng.

Cheng Geling fought a cold war, because he had been crying for too long, and he couldn't even fall the tears at this moment.

With the sound of footsteps in her ears, Cheng Geling's eyes drooped, and the sound of footsteps seemed to be stepping on her heart.

It seems that just a heavy stroke can crush her heart.

In sight.

The owner of this expensive pair of leather shoes finally stopped.

Cheng Geling kept shaking. She knew that Lu Jinsheng was standing in front of her right now, but she did not dare to look up. She was afraid to see his eyes, his eyes could kill people, and Cheng Geling didn't want to be killed by his eyes. .

But above his head, it seemed that he didn't even breathe, which made Cheng Geling even more frightened.

She was even afraid that Lu Jinsheng directly picked up the vase next to her and slammed it on her head.

Lu Jinsheng had never done this to her, but Cheng Geling knew he did it.

Why do you know?

Because she has seen it before.

One night two years ago, Cheng Geling was filming a movie until midnight. At that time, she took advantage of Lu Jinsheng's love to do whatever she wanted. Anyway, she was not playing an important role in this movie.

It was three o'clock in the morning, and Cheng Geling had just finished his last scene, and there was another scene to be filmed in an hour.

But late that night, Cheng Geling missed Lu Jinsheng too much.

So later she skipped work recklessly.

In the middle of the night, she drove away from the studio by herself.

She knew the address of Lu Jinsheng, and she hurried to the place where Lu Jinsheng lived.

In the middle of the night, she wanted to give Lu Jinsheng a surprise.

It can only be said that she was too young at that time. She had just been favored by Lu Jinsheng for more than half a year. Lu Jinsheng was overjoyed. All resources were thrown into her hands. It was almost what she wanted.

She thought that she might have something special that attracted Lu Jinsheng.

Because Lu Jinsheng pampered her very much.

So that night she made her own way and boldly went to the villa where she lived to find him.

It’s no wonder that Cheng Geling was so proud of her spoils at this time. Even the grandfather of Lu Jinsheng’s villa knew about her affairs with Lu Jinsheng. He opened it to her with a smile when he saw Cheng Geling in the middle of the night. The big iron door of the villa.

The uncle doorman also smiled and said to Cheng Geling, "The little girl is really handsome. No wonder Mr. Lu likes it. Go in. It happened that Mr. Lu was driving back tonight."

In this way, Cheng Geling went in smoothly.

She knew the code lock of the gate, pressed the code and went in without any precaution.

Cheng Geling was very nervous at the time. This feeling was a bit like a thief, but at the same time it was more of joy and excitement.

Lu Jinsheng praised her for more than half a year. He has not clarified all the rumors about her and him, regardless of the scale or extent.

But he never touched her.

No kiss, not even holding hands.

Cheng Geling thought, he loves her.

And when she comes tonight, at this delicate point in time, the relationship between the two of them should be closer.

With this idea, Cheng Geling went upstairs in the dark.

When she went upstairs, Cheng Geling was still thinking, how would she find Lu Jinsheng's bedroom?

If it's a big deal, I looked for them one by one.

Then this night, she didn't even bother to find Lu Jinsheng's bedroom, because Cheng Geling heard some very light noises as soon as she reached the second floor.

The corridor was dim, but in front of Yingyingchuo there was an extremely dim light coming out of the unclosed door.

She held her breath and walked over, and then her voice became louder again, vaguely the voice of a woman, but Cheng Geling did not hear it very clearly.

Later.

Since then, Cheng Geling has selectively forgotten this memory.

She walked over cautiously with curiosity. From the sight of the unclosed door, she knew that this should be Lu Jinsheng's study.

When she stretched out her head more carefully and looked inside, Cheng Geling later buried it in the deepest part of her heart.

The man in the study was Lu Jinsheng from the back, and there should be a woman squatting in front of him, because Cheng Geling couldn't really see it because he was a little far apart and blocked by obstacles.

But the next moment, Cheng Geling saw Lu Jinsheng stretch out his hand and dragged a vase at the woman.

This scene was so shocking for Cheng Geling that she didn't dare to watch the subsequent scenes too much.

She tried her best to restrain her breathing, her palms pressed tightly to her lips, and she didn't let herself make any noise.

When leaving, she stumbled all the way out of the gate of the villa, and asked the guard not to say that she had been there.

Cheng Geling drove all the way back to the set, with Lu Jinsheng picking up a vase and smashing people in his mind along the way.

Later, she forced herself to forget this picture.

But she just stuffed these memories deep in her heart. Over the years, these memories have grown up with flesh and blood, and a little carelessness may attack your head at a certain moment.

It's like now.

Cheng Geling looked at the precious pair of handmade black leather shoes, motionless, for fear that something might hit her head in the next second.

However, it did not.

The owner of this pair of leather shoes was sitting on the bed, his long legs wrapped in suit pants flexed casually, as if he could see the strong texture of his legs with a simple gesture.

Above his head, Lu Jinsheng's voice sounded again.

He called her name as usual, "Lingling, what are you running away?"

There seemed to be a sigh in his tone.

Cheng Geling suddenly raised her head to look at him. She tightened her lips. Because the familiar words still wetted her eyes, she began to behave badly again. When she heard her familiar voice, she called him, "Jinsheng. "

Lu Jinsheng sat on the side of the bed, looking down at her quietly.

After a long time, he said again, "I ask you, what on earth are you running?"

Cheng Geling finally couldn't help it.

She burst into tears, then suddenly got up and threw herself into Lu Jinsheng’s arms, her face pressed against Lu Jinsheng’s shoulders and neck, her fingers tightly around the man’s back, “Jinsheng, I’m afraid, I’m killing someone. , I'm afraid..."

If Cheng Geling was sensible now, she would remember that this was the last time she posted with Lu Jinsheng.

And what about Lu Jinsheng?

He seldom smiled, but there was an unpredictable light in his eyes. He pulled her away, looked at the bed, and finally put her in place again. Cheng Geling shrank in the corner and looked up puzzled. Hold him.

Lu Jinsheng said, "What are you afraid of? I should reward you."

"What...what?"

Cheng Geling was puzzled.

Lu Jinsheng said again, "If she dies, I will reward you twice."

The man’s tone has not changed a bit from the beginning to the present, but this is what he made Cheng Geling’s heart ups and downs. She seemed to lie in the palm of a giant. When a giant is unhappy and happy, he likes to use it. She jumped into the air.

These words were familiar to Lu Jinsheng, but Cheng Geling didn't know.

In Cheng Geling's impression, Lu Jinsheng has always been very reluctant to speak, and when he gets along with her, it is mostly her Cheng Geling who is talking.

But this evening, Lu Jinsheng said a lot.

Cheng Geling was really humble and dead, she sank on the man's face that turned all beings upside down, indulged in the man's dark eyes.

As for what Lu Jinsheng said, Cheng Geling had a little understanding.

She only asked one sentence, "Jinsheng, why are you rewarding me?"

Lu Jinsheng stared at her with no curvature of the corners of her lips: "The woman named Lulu, I know this person was almost three years ago at this time, maybe earlier than now..."

A woman named Lulu...

Cheng Geling didn't know, and never heard this woman's name, but Lu Jinsheng didn't do anything to her, even willing to talk to her, she was happy in her heart.

"It was earlier than now, because at that time the lake was not frozen yet and the temperature was very low. That night, Lulu was very bold and pushed her into the lake. I jumped down to save her. I even thought she was dead. Because the water is too cold."

"And she was dying and lying in my arms, her face paler than the moonlight that day, she was barely skinny. I held her in my arms and couldn't feel a little weight. I sent her to the hospital before she was pushed into the operating room. I took her breath...

No, no breathing..."

Cheng Geling couldn't understand, but his back was cold.

Lu Jinsheng’s deep eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, and there was a shallow water glow in the cold light, "But she was not dead, I am very disappointed. Later I found Lulu specially, I gave her half a million, you know I was at the time Did you say anything to Lulu?"

It is naturally impossible for Cheng Geling to know, so she shook her head, her arms clinging to her body even more.

"I said, this is my reward. If she died at that time, I would give you a hundred times, but obviously Lulu didn't seize this opportunity."

"Forgot to mention that she abused a man named Zhou Qing back then. Lulu couldn't stand it and pushed her, so she walked in the water and almost died. I gave Lulu 500,000 yuan to kill her. I drove out of Yucheng, and later I found seven or eight people to **** her, and the Zhou family ceased to exist in my hands overnight."

Hearing this, the fear and anxiety in Cheng Geling's heart were infinitely magnified. She didn't know anything, on the contrary, it was precisely because she didn't understand that she was more afraid, because the source of her fear is unknown.

But she knew the Zhou family back then.

The Zhou family of Yucheng disappeared from Yucheng overnight. When she was rushing around to work, she occasionally heard people talk about it, and once lamented the impermanence of the world. It turned out that the wealthy family was too late.

At that time, she was still swearing in her heart that it was enough to make more money to treat herself and her family well, and to be an ordinary person.

Never thought of...

Lu Jinsheng seemed to snorted coldly, he got up, and quickly squatted down in front of her.

The man's back was tall and straight, blocking Cheng Geling's body. She felt that the air in her space was thin, and she was almost unable to breathe.

He stretched out a hand and came over, lifting her chin with his thumb and index finger, his eyes chilled, "Lingling, you almost did the same thing as Lulu, and you said how should I reward you?"

Then Lu Jinsheng said in the same tone as before, "Tell me, do you really want to be Mrs. Lu?"

A row of **** tooth marks appeared on Cheng Geling's lower lip, just staring at him.

For a long time, Cheng Geling's tears fell into her eyes without any warning. She bit the wound on her lip and whimpered, "Lu Jinsheng, haven't you ever liked me?"

"No."

He answered so decisively without hesitation.

Cheng Geling's mentality completely collapsed, she clutched her chest, "Then why did you give me hope again? Why do you want to be so good to me again? Why didn't you tell me directly when you announced the engagement and let me see The cruel scene tonight, am I her substitute or your spiritual sustenance..."

Lu Jinsheng rubbed her jaw, "Lingling, do you think you are her substitute? Do you think I treat you well?"

"Yes, I am good to you, I will give you whatever you want, in the eyes of outsiders, you have almost everything."

"But she has nothing. Under the cover of the three words of Lu Jinsheng, she can't escape the prison of Yucheng. Even alive is a very difficult thing. But Lingling, she is different from you. She also worked hard to live in a difficult situation. She didn’t succumb to anyone, nor did she succumb to fate, nor did she succumb to me... You see, she knows I’m going to take her to **** tonight, and she can still stir up the Lu family It's disturbing..."

Lu Jinsheng let go of Cheng Geling's chin suddenly, with frost hanging on the corners of her eyebrows and eyes, "But how can you, who are dying or alive, become her substitute?"

These words devalued Cheng Geling to the extreme. She stared at the ground, tears falling to the ground one by one, "Where did she live hard? Didn't she cling to Gu Hansheng, become someone else's wife, and become your Lu Jinsheng? Can't get it!"

After saying this, Cheng Geling suddenly felt relieved.

In a fearful mind, it is rare to feel pleasure, so you can ignore the consequences.

And Lu Jinsheng sneered at this moment, "I can't get it for Lu Jinsheng?"

"Why did you suddenly want to marry her?"

"Suddenly?" Lu Jinsheng got up, stared at her condescendingly, and sneered randomly, "Lingling, I have been waiting for this day for eleven years. Her life belongs to me. She can only go to **** in this life. And the end of this **** is me."

Upon hearing this, Cheng Geling suddenly trembled all over.

She lifted her eyes to look at him, the man turned her back to the light, and the emotions on her face were difficult to distinguish, but the deepest emotions in those eyes were misty, and the deepest emotions in her eyes were separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and Cheng Geling couldn't see through.

"Lingling, which hand did you hold the knife last night?" Lu Jinsheng asked her suddenly.

Which hand?

Cheng Geling spread out her hands, muscle memory instantly invaded her mind, she suddenly retracted her right hand, her eyes full of panic.

later.

Lu Jinsheng pulled her up and broke her wrist in front of Cheng Geling's face. The pain hit her, and Cheng Geling's face instantly turned pale.

In recent years, she has been too humble by Lu Jinsheng's side, and almost has no self.

So this time, she suddenly wanted to breathe hard, no matter how painful or painful she was, she didn't scream, and she tried her best to control her tears.

Cheng Geling sat paralyzed on the ground, leaning on the head of the bed, her arm stretched on the floor, she looked at Lu Jinsheng and smiled sadly, "You let the Zhou family disappear overnight and let the Lulu be wheeled. , I stabbed her, and I don’t know if she was dead, so you broke one of my wrists?"

Lu Jinsheng sat on the edge of the bed, his thin lips curved and cold, and he slowly uttered two words, "No hurry."

So Cheng Geling laughed again. She said, "You broke my hand, what about Secretary Chen? The knife was handed to me by Secretary Chen."

…

Lu Jinsheng appeared at the First Affiliated Hospital of Yucheng Yuda on the evening of the first day of the junior high school.

Liang Shu is here.

There are three exits on the VIP floor where she is located, and two bodyguards are stationed at each exit.

Lu Jinsheng didn't say a word, took off his coat and threw it aside, and then said nothing. Before the two bodyguards were still on guard, he put them down neatly, barely using any strength.

When a nurse saw the two people lying on the ground and the man with bloodthirsty eyes, he screamed, "Help!"