Dong Chang didn't know what Hua Shu was thinking, and she actually didn't understand what was going on. For Feng Ming, from an objective point of view, she did not have any prejudice against him, and even thought he was a shocking talent. A stunning character.

However, for some reason, she could not think deeply about Feng Ming, nor could she face him face to face, otherwise she would have an inexplicable feeling of discomfort.

If there is any malice, it doesn’t exist. Ask her to say why she hates Fengming, but she can’t say why. Anyway, every time she sees him, she will unconsciously feel a little unhappy in her heart. As if his body and mind were not under his control, a simple emotion that was not pleasing to his eyes emerged from the depths of his heart.

She didn't know why this was, but she guessed that since she saw Hua Shu in the memory fragments, and thus involved her past life may have some relationship with Hua Shu, then maybe Feng Ming, as Hua Shu's lover, the previous life There is also some kind of connection with her, right?

Perhaps, that unhappy emotion comes from the soul, the feeling that has been continued from the previous life?

She didn't think about these issues anymore, because she knew that with her current state of mind and cultivation, if she forced her to think deeply, she might get into a dead end and fall into a trap of devil.

Although she is not very smart, she knows to do what she can. Since she has realized that sooner or later the secret of the memory fragments will be solved, she simply waits patiently, believing that after the memory fragments are connected into memories, all the doubts in her heart will be able to be obtained. answer.

"That... since you believe in Feng Ming and don't worry about the problem of Requiem Pill, what were you worrying about just now?" Dong Chang went back to the subject and forced himself to let go of the doubts and confusion in his mind by diverting his attention. .

When she asked, Hua Shu thought of her dilemma and couldn't help sighing lightly.

"Oh..." She hesitated, after all, she didn't conceal it, and said: "Seeing that the New Year is about to come, my mother wants me to return to the Chinese family to recognize my ancestors and return to my family. If you leave, the orphanage will feel a little uneasy again."

"What can't you worry about? Although you have the ability, the Chinese New Year is when everyone gathers together for the festival, and you don't need to do anything. Isn't it possible for everyone in the orphanage if you have been away for a few days?" Now that there is no shortage of money, and you can celebrate the New Year happily, what is there to worry about?

Hua Shu shook his head, his expression a little sad, "No, I am worried about my younger siblings, they are all orphans, and their hearts are more fragile than normal children. The reunion festival like New Year is not a joy for them. day."

Seeing that Dong Chang was still puzzled, Hua Shu sighed slightly in surprise.

"Children who have never had parents or relatives and were discarded since childhood are a little better, but for children who have enjoyed the love of their parents and the warmth of their families, the loneliness and sadness are common people during the festive season. I can't appreciate it."

She used to be one of them, so she particularly understands the children's mood, and can't help but feel bitter every time she thinks about it.

"You don't know, in previous years, as long as the Chinese New Year comes, their mood will become very low, and they will even cry secretly in the corner, but in front of people, they are very sensible and smile, fearing that the people around them are worried about them. It will affect everyone's mood during the festival." Speaking of those children, Hua Shu was full of pity in his heart.

"They are all sensible children, but they are also fragile children. Now I know my relatives and gather together for the festive season. It is inevitable for them to feel sad in their eyes. I really don't want to see them sad."

Just because she used to be the same as them, saddened that she was an orphan during the festival, she pityed them even more, and was afraid that because of her own reasons, they would feel even more sad about being in touch with the scene.

"However, it is impossible for you not to reunite with your parents and relatives for them!" Dong Chang frowned and looked distressed.

She naturally cherishes the children in the orphanage, but from Hua Shu’s standpoint, everyone in the orphanage is her family, but the people from the Hua family are her close relatives. They have been separated for so many years, and it is hard to find them. If you recognize it, how can you not go back to recognize your ancestors? Moreover, the Spring Festival was originally supposed to be spent with relatives. It makes no sense to leave parents and relatives alone. Instead, they stay in the orphanage for the holidays. This is not justified!

"I know that since I recognize each other, it is naturally impossible to leave them alone, and I also know that even if it is difficult to choose, I will definitely return to the Hua family, but in my heart...well, when I think of my brothers and sisters I'm sad, I don't feel anything in my heart." Hua Shu sighed helplessly.

"What about you, it's really difficult." Dong Chang understood her feelings and felt embarrassed for her. "However, you have already decided to stay in L City to go to school. In the future, you will have time to talk to the orphanage. If you are reunited, it’s okay if you don’t celebrate the New Year together. Instead, it’s your parents. You’ve been apart for 13 years. They haven’t given up looking for you. Now they’ve finally found it and recognized each other smoothly. You should go back to the Hua family with them."

Maybe it’s because she doesn’t have a deep relationship with everyone in the orphanage. She is not as embarrassed as Xiaoshu. It is one thing to pity the children. What she cares most is that Xiaoshu is unhappy, so the first thing she thinks of is how to let her Everyone in the orphanage understood Xiaoshu and let Xiaoshu go back to the Hua family without any psychological pressure.

"Aunt He is a sensible person. She must understand your mood. Although the younger siblings are still young, they are all sensible and good children. Explain to them. They will definitely understand you."

Hua Shu nodded noncommittal. She knew that Dong Chang made sense, but...

She knows how to make a decision. She has already made a decision in her heart, but she still feels uncomfortable, especially when she herself was one of those children and experienced the same feelings as them. Even more unbearable.

However, there is no perfect thing in the world, and he does not have the technique of avatar. It is impossible to take care of both sides. After all, I can only fail to treat everyone in the orphanage.

"Don't worry about me, I just worry about it myself. In fact, I know better than anyone else what choice I should make." Hua Shu smiled slightly and said calmly.

From the beginning, she never thought about staying in the orphanage for the New Year. From the moment she met her parents, she had decided that when faced with such a dilemma, she would not hesitate to choose her parents and relatives.

The reason for the dilemma is just because of pity for the younger brothers and sisters, and unbearable heart.

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