The Queen is In Pairs [entertainment Circle]

Fighting depression is a long-term process. No matter how hard Lu Yinbing works, it is impossible to restore himself to a relatively healthy state in the short term. She has all the common problems of depressed patients. Insomnia, lethargy, loss of appetite, lack of emotion, anxiety, loss of interest in everything, strong self-loathing, hallucinations and auditory hallucinations exist at any time, accompanied by strong tinnitus, there is no way at all Concentrate on everything. There is always a voice in my ears ridiculing you, telling you what a failed person, all problems will be associated with death.

For people with depression, death is not pain, but comfort and hope.

A person who has never experienced depression can't understand it. Even if she has read countless psychological data and listened to countless descriptions of the other party, she can't feel the despair of the other party on the spot.

Lu Yinbing spends an hour in the preparations before running every night, and spends three hours running, lying on the bed half-tired, he will feel like he has already died once, to counteract suicidal thoughts. Most of the time she would brace herself to take a shower. Sometimes she couldn’t get up. Xia Yitong would hug her to take a shower. Once she took Lu Yinbing into the bathtub, but after the other party sank directly, she just dared Take a shower.

After the incident, Xia Yitong followed her almost without leaving.

Sleeping intermittently during the day and unable to sleep at night, Xia Yitong followed her upside down day and night. One night watching TV in the living room, Xue Yao heard the sound and came out of the room rubbing her eyes. Xia Yitong lowered the TV sound and said, "Is it bothering you?"

Xue Yao shook her head: "No, I wake up at night."

She looked on the sofa, a doll rabbit was facing her back, sitting on the sofa, Xue Yao's eyes widened, pointed, and said in disbelief: "Lu Yinbing?"

Xia Yitong smiled and hugged the rabbit, "Yes, I think it's very cute to dress like this."

Lu Yinbing was expressionless.

I don't know if I didn't hear it or didn't bother to care about her.

Xue Yao: "..."

In the world of young people, she is old and does not understand.

Lu Yinbing's condition during the day will be better. When he is not having an attack, he will chat with Xia Yitong for a long time. Most of the time, he will stay alone without talking, and will sit on the sofa and read books. They are all psychological books, and the speed of turning one page. very slow. Xia Yitong would open the shopping interface for her, buy her books, read to her, and take her out as much as possible. Nine out of ten times, Lu Yinbing refused, but once succeeded, she was very happy. Seeing her happy, although Lu Yinbing didn't say anything, it was also helpful to her psychology. It is a wish of people with depression not to bring negative emotions to the people around them.

It’s also because Xia Yitong is strong enough to have fun every day. According to her theory, this is the time God has given them to be alone. They have been together for so long. There has never been a time when they can live without worrying about other things like they are now. Live an ordinary life together.

In addition to taking care of these two people, Xue Yao also had a significant function, which was to provide cover for Xia Yitong. "Notices" are averaged once every half a month, and they are all in the city, and they can go back and forth on the same day.

And as the dusk arrives, her whole person's emotions will sink uncontrollably. Not speaking during the day is different from not speaking at night. At night, there is a breath of lifelessness. She eats less and less dinner, and then she simply absolutely absolutely. No matter how much Xia Yitong coaxed, he refused to eat, did not lose his temper, and slumped on the sofa motionless. Xia Yitong also came down day after day, and couldn't help but say something heavy. Lu Yinbing collapsed and cried, and Xia Yitong also cried.

After crying for less than three seconds, he covered his mouth, walked to the side to wash his face, took a deep breath, and adjusted his emotions. Lu Yinbing was still crying, tears streaming down his face, and he didn't wipe it with a tissue.

Xia Yitong wiped her tears while talking to her, trying all her best to make her happy.

I didn't eat dinner, and didn't eat it for the next few days. Xia Yitong has learned well. In the afternoon, especially in the afternoon when she is in a better mood, she coaxes her to eat more, so it doesn't matter if she doesn't eat at night.

One of Lu Yinbing’s most frequent actions at night was to cover her ears with her hands, as if that would be able to drive away the person who was speaking next to her ears. In severe cases, she would hit the wall with her head. Xia Yitong could only stop her the last action. But there is no way to help her stop the sound in her ears. She had heard it before, and now occasionally, she can only survive by herself with willpower.

Xia Yitong heard a method from the doctor. The biggest problem with depression is that the thinking cannot be rested. The brain is kept under high pressure at all times, thinking about some things that are not self-denying, if you can focus on one thing. Things, such as concentrating on eating while eating, forcing yourself to focus on the meal in front of you, and let your brain relax, it will be much better.

But it's easier said than done. Thinking is like a wild horse galloping freely. It doesn't go where you say it goes, or it stops if you stop it. Xia Yitong played the role of supervising Lu Yinbing, and once she saw her gaze began to empty, he knocked on the chopsticks.

Lu Yinbing was forced to get a short rest of thinking every day, just a little rest time, the effect was remarkable.

Laiying returned to Beijing at the end of March. The first thing he did when he came back to Beijing, he ran an announcement, and the second thing was to stay in Lu Yinbing's house. Before entering, he heard a thunderbolt on the blue sky.

She lived here for two weeks, and Xue Yao took the opportunity to hand in and return to the company to handle official duties. When Laiying is here, Xia Yitong doesn't need to stand up stand-up talk by herself, and to make Lu Yinbing happy with Laiying, and the most pleasant entertainment activity-Doudizhu.

Even though Lu Yinbing played in a mess, Lai Ying and Xia Yitong still applauded her. Three of them won and lost. Lu Yinbing won more and lost less. Once, Lu Yinbing almost caught the second king and blew it up happily. Lai Ying found a suspicious point. The cards were washed by Xia Yitong on those occasions. Asking afterwards, Xia Yitong said that he had found a middle-class player to study the shuffling skills.

Lai Ying: "..."

It seems that after Lu Yinbing is ready to play, Xia Yitong can no longer shuffle his cards.

Catch up with a clear sky and cloudless one day, the three people moved the little Mazha to the outside of the yard. Later, Mazha didn’t need it, and they just sat on the lawn and played cards. Xia Yitong quickly grabbed the card into his hand with eyes swiftly, and gave a tut, staring at the sky with both eyes.

In the first draw, Lu Yinbing caught the second king and opened the door to a good start, robbing the landlord and winning the two.

Lu Yinbing was not ill at the moment, no different from ordinary people, and said with a smile, "Give me the money."

Lai Ying fluttered into her arms: "I don't have any money, but I have a pair. Why don't you dedicate yourself?"

"Pretentious." Lu Yinbing pushed her away in disgust.

"In the past, I was called Xiao Tiantian when I accompany others to watch the stars and the moon and hug them. Now that the newcomers are better than the old, you just say they are contrived." Lai Yingqi said.

Lu Yinbing pushed forward and threw her a set of three consecutive: "I am not, I don't, don't talk nonsense."

Xia Yitong shuffled the cards skillfully and laughed aside.

Lai Ying rolled her eyes and suddenly turned her gaze to Xia Yitong. Lu Yinbing suddenly had an ominous premonition in her heart. She had known Lai Ying for so many years, and this look made her look crooked. She hurriedly hugged Ying's shoulders, hahad her aside, lowered her voice and asked, "What do you want to say?"

Came Ying said: "I didn't want to say anything." After speaking, he turned to smile at Xia Yitong, and Xia Yitong returned her with a smile.

Lu Yinbing: "I don't believe it, you better stop talking nonsense."

Lai Ying: "Look at what you said, am I that kind of person?"

Lu Yinbing: "You are, you are very much."

Lai Ying let out a "hey", right in her arms, "You say I am, then I have to be." She turned her face and said to Xia Yitong, "I have a lot of secrets about Lu Yinbing, do you want to listen? "

Lu Yinbing thinks about it that she has nothing to do with the other party. If it is the black history of her childhood, it's okay to let Xia Yitong know. Who hasn't had a childhood like a flying dog.

Lai Ying cleared her throat, stretched out a palm, and handed it to Xia Yitong, stretched straight, "Come on, look at my hand."

"Well, I saw it." Xia Yitong said.

"What is it like?"

"what?"

Lu Yinbing noticed a sense of familiarity from her movements, but couldn't remember the following for a while.

Come to Ying Ren laughed: "You take a closer look at my hand, her current state, what is it like?"

Xia Yitong stared for a long while and said, "Is it straight?"

Lai Ying: "I asked Lu Yinbing about this question once, do you know what she said? She said that these are five fingers, so who is not five fingers, is it still six fingers, she told me that there are six fingers People, such as "Six-Finger Qin Demon", and Severed Finger Xuanyuan."

Lu Yinbing's face turned black: "I didn't say that Xuanyuan was severed."

Come to Yingbai and her: "Then you are not great, do you want me to applaud you?"

Lu Yinbing choked.

Xia Yitong couldn't help laughing.

Lai Ying continued to straighten her palms, and slowly moved her four fingers down, and asked Xia Yitong, "How is it now?"

Xia Yitong not only answered the questions, but also learned to ask the examiner: "Now it is bent. What did Lu Yinbing say?"

Lu Yinbing rushed over to cover Lai Ying's mouth, angrily said: "You are not allowed to say."

"Evil cannot conquer justice." Laiying spit out the mouth-covered saliva. "She said she has become a fist. You don't know how dull she is, I implicitly imply that I don't understand all of them. , In the end, if it weren’t for asking Lou 唔唔——"

Xia Yitong laughed and watched the two of them rolling on the ground, the sky in the distance was bright blue, and the spring was beginning, and colorful kites of various forms were chasing in the sky.

I don’t know when, Lai Ying finally revealed a head from under Lu Yinbing’s grip, and shouted out loudly, “She’s got a nosebleed from watching the pornographic film! The blood is bleeding! She also asked me for resources, um...it’s special. Extraordinary resources! Don't be fooled by her little white flower appearance, big tail wolf, **** mania!"

Xia Yitong: "!!!"

A kite in the sky was planted and hung on the treetops.

Lu Yinbing's violent shout sounded on the ground, and the ants were startled and ran away: "I'm going to kill you!"