The Director of Music Department

"Words have never been able to put my affection

express a millionth

for this regret

I thought and thought at night

won't sleep"

Chen Xingru cried. Perhaps at that time, in her youthful years, she was full of longing. For her, at that time, perhaps this relationship was her greatest sustenance.

Even though she had already felt it a long time ago, she knew that this relationship might end without a problem, but she was deceiving herself.

Being coerced by strong affection and sweetness, many people must have the distress of exaggerating. The choice of words and sentences is not only for expression, but also for proper concern. If you talk too much, you are afraid that the other party will misunderstand. If I say less, I am afraid that it will be difficult to express my feelings.

In particular, there is no way to face each other day and night, and the limited calls and letterheads for expressing love are even more perfect. As a result, love is so overflowing that it makes words more impoverished, thinking about it, tossing and turning sleepless.

Not to mention Chen Xingru, the person involved, even Zhang Zirong who is watching, even looking at this line of lyrics, a picture will involuntarily appear in his mind. The girl is determined to see her lover in the distance. Falling asleep is both excited and uneasy.

As soon as a thought comes out, there are no obstacles to it. It is an attachment that is only now. In the relationship maintained by letters and phone calls, the fickleness of people's hearts will inevitably be magnified. But the wonder of love also lies in the fact that vows of eternal love are worthless in the eyes of bystanders, but they have thousands of thoughts for the parties involved. Even a few words are the warmest sustenance in lonely moments.

"Strange city

in a familiar corner

also comforted each other

also embraced and sighed

no matter will face

what kind of ending

in the wind and sand

looking at you away

I'm so sad that I can't help myself

I hope I can send you thousands of miles

until the end of the mountain

I'll be with you forever"

Chen Xingru had already burst into tears. What she was sad was not the present, but the past. This song can be said to have written about her and him in those years.

Wrote her heartfelt voice, her pain, and her memories.

No matter what kind of ending they will face, at least, once, in a strange city, two lonely people once comforted each other, and once embraced and sighed.

Why sigh?

Unfamiliar Beijing is full of wild sand. When the wind blows again, even people's faces are blurred. A lover in a different place has longing and loneliness. Today, the ubiquitous means of communication have relieved the trouble of chewing on love alone, and at the same time, the comfort and hope in waiting have also been mercilessly diluted.

In the past, in the huge and complex cities, there would be familiar corners belonging to lovers, engraved with comfort, and also recorded sighs. Lacking the instant certainty of a phone call or a wechat message, there will be enough time to breed sincere hope: no matter what kind of ending we will face, at least, the world will share this moment. Even on the other side of the Milky Way, there will be people who are close to each other, who will light candles with this lamp and pray for a reunion.

It's a pity that the reunion inevitably separates. When the lingering time that has been prepared for a long time passes by, it is difficult to retain after all. When parting, we can only hope to meet again. Knowing that it is vain, I still hope that after sending you off for thousands of miles, I will be outside the hustle and bustle, at the end of the world, and always be with the one I love for a lifetime.

Today, in a global village that travels 80,000 miles a day, it may be difficult to restore the longing for a different place back then. But there is one thing in common, distance always means uncertainty. Emotions that are not fully grasped will also have more opportunities to appreciate the transfer of people's hearts. As for getting better or worse, it depends on growth and fate.

The unrequited love between Chen Xingru and Chen Qiuling is like a soap opera at eight o'clock. When watching TV, many people may complain about such a plot, it's old-fashioned.

But when things really happen to me, it's not old-fashioned, but painful.

Chen Xingru's role in this relationship is actually not that glorious. After all, she is a third party no matter what.

She traveled across the ocean to see him, maybe she already had a premonition deep in her heart, but that worrying, haunting emotion made her choose to ignore things other than love.

But all the while, she still couldn't get what she wanted.

Come excitedly, leave empty.

After so many years, goodbye has changed, and Chen Qiuling left this world forever. Although the two are no longer lovers, each has their own new relationship, but there are some things that are engraved in the memory In, is indelible.

Looking at the lyrics of the entire song, Chen Xingru was already crying uncontrollably.

Even Zhang Zirong, who was on the side, had reddened eyes from the infection, and she didn't know whether she was feeling sad for the unrequited love between Chen Xingru and Chen Qiuling, or simply because of Chen Xingru's heartfelt narration in the lyrics. nostalgia.

But it is undeniable that this is an absolutely good song.

Zhang Zirong leaned gently on Wang Yifan's shoulder, Wang Yifan gently put his arms around her waist, and patted her back lightly with one hand.

Chen Xingru was obviously still stuck in this memory and couldn't extricate himself for a while.

In fact, emotionally, men are usually more rational than women. The hero in this story, Chen Qiuling, never took the initiative from the beginning to the end, which can also explain the problem.

And women are emotional, Chen Xingru is already married, and Chen Qiuling has no interaction with her, but she still clearly remembers the previous scenes.

Love is preparation, self-examination, long-term lovesickness, and parting from birth. All these, laughter and tears, bitterness and sorrow, in the final analysis, love is willing and worthwhile.

What Chen Xingru has experienced is all voluntary. She actually knew that Chen Qiuling had a wife. When they were in Hong Kong Island, both of them subconsciously ignored this, because at that time they were just two of the same lonely Two people with the same lonely heart come together.

For him, Chen Xingru saved for half a year and traveled across the ocean to see him, but what she got in the end was heart-piercing pain, the lie of happiness was ruthlessly exposed, and she was confronted with the scene she had been avoiding all along.

It's just that she is willing, willing.

In fact, compared to the male protagonist in the previous life, the one who took risks and used public funds in order to participate in the poetry meeting and to raise money for crossing the sea was expelled. And later, it is said that the poet hero in that song murdered for money and killed four people, so he was sentenced to be shot.

In comparison, Chen Qiuling may appear to be much mediocre, but it is precisely because of this that Wang Yifan released this song.

Chen Xingru wiped away tears and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I lost my composure."

Zhang Zirong shook his head and said, "It's human nature."

"This song is so well written, it makes me feel like I have gone back to the past and re-experienced the relationship at that time, thank you!" Chen Xingru looked at Wang Yifan sincerely and said.

Wang Yifan shook his head and said, "This song belongs to you. Because of your story, it has a soul."