Since The Red Moon Appeared

Under the red moon, Red Moon Primary School, the principal's office.

After Mr. Xiaolu finished speaking those words, he seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and lowered his head powerlessly. Her wrist, the part cut out by the paper cutter, was wrapped in thick gauze. Blood had already oozes again, the dark red color drenched the gauze, it looked a little shocking, and in the office, the dim lights became blurred and miserable again.

Hee hee laughter, vaguely absent, rang out in the office.

In the dark shadows where the surrounding lights couldn't reach, mysterious and weird figures began to appear one after another, with faces that were familiar to the three people present, running in the shadows, as if they were running in the sun , They were laughing and playing around, and then they got closer and closer to Mr. Xiaolu, and their little hands stretched out from behind the sofa, grabbing Teacher Xiaolu's hair.

This makes people unable to distinguish between true and false pictures, and gives people a deep sense of guilt.

It was a kind of despair...

And Lu Xin stood alone in the office with his head down, as if he didn't see this scene.

"don't want……"

But at this moment, Number Eight suddenly shouted in a low voice.

His loud voice echoed in the office, and the confusion and illusion surrounding Mr. Xiaolu also backed away slightly at this time.

No. 8 gritted his teeth, rushed to Teacher Xiaolu, helped her dispel the confusion and unreal scattered spiritual power around her, and reminded her loudly: "Wake up, don't be overwhelmed by this sense of guilt, this shouldn't be you What needs to be carried..."

On Teacher Xiaolu's face, there was only sadness.

The countdown in her pupils had already returned to zero, turning into a terrifying blood color.

And in her eyes, there were actually images that were beating rapidly.

It was a sunny and happy little girl with a ponytail and always with her hips on her hips. She was full of energy and also brought a little bit of wildness in the wild world. Xiaoxiao is domineering and clever in making decisions...

Teacher Xiaolu looked at the girl with hatred.

She is willing to kill her past self, so that things will not come to the present situation...

"It shouldn't be like this..."

Seeing the guilt and hatred in her eyes getting stronger and stronger, No. 8 felt her spiritual strength disintegrate step by step, and almost shouted in despair: "This is none of your business, he is the one who kills, it is those Teacher, it was the old dean at that time..."

"I originally thought that I would try him first, and then go to judge the old dean..."

"But why did it become you?"

"If you are responsible for this matter in the end, then what is my pursuit?"

"..."

He shouted in despair, and even looked at Lu Xin who was standing silently beside him with some pleading.

But Lu Xin didn't respond, neither did Teacher Xiaolu.

Everything is heading towards an irreversible point, getting closer and closer to despair.

"Wow..."

But at this moment, the door of the office was suddenly kicked open, and a silent figure stood in the corridor. As he walked into the office step by step, he saw that the person was actually the old security guard. A shotgun, the old face is full of anger and distortion, the blood red eyes seem to be faintly visible, the corners of the eyes are a little moist, and they cried not long ago.

"Aren't you always like this?"

The old security guard saw the people in the office, especially Teacher Xiaolu who was lying slumped on the sofa with despairing eyes.

The gun in his hand was not pointed at Lu Xin, but suddenly pointed at No. 8.

The voice was low, but it was full of anger, and said loudly: "You were like this when you were young."

"You like to sue this and that, is it because of your kindness?"

"No, it's just because you like to sue."

"This gives you a sense of superiority, and it can also make you the most obedient and obedient child in the eyes of the teachers."

"As for now..."

He suddenly slammed, pulled the bolt of the gun, loaded the bullet, then pressed No. 8's head, and said viciously:

"Now also..."

"The lives of these two children are so difficult, just fuck you, I feel that my wings are hard..."

"Just come over and point fingers again?"

"..."

The appearance of the old security makes No. 8 fall into a moment of confusion.

He seemed to see a familiar shadow, which gradually overlapped with the face of the old security guard in front of him.

However, he couldn't even figure out who the old security guard was.

He seemed to be exposed by the old security guard's last fig leaf, and saw himself in childhood in shame...

His lips moved, as if he wanted to say something.

However, when the words came to his lips, he felt so powerless that he could only close his eyes.

Outside the primary school, there are shadows and shadows.

At some point, many figures gradually appeared in the yard.

Wearing black suits and carrying silver boxes in their hands, they walked slowly to the iron gate of the primary school.

Obviously the iron gate had been tightly locked, and it was even connected to electricity, and some strange electronic devices were arranged around the gate and the school wall, but they still passed through the iron gate silently and came to the In this small campus, quietly watching.

More and more people came in, almost filling the yard.

They all kept one movement, stood downstairs of the elementary school, and quietly looked up to the third floor.

"Quick, let them go..."

The old security guard pulled the trigger with his finger, and slammed No. 8's forehead hard, shouting angrily.

"I……"

Number Eight said weakly: "I can't do it..."

"you……"

Hearing what he said, the old security guard had blue veins on his forehead, so he wanted to shoot directly.

But at this moment, Lu Xin suddenly reached out, grabbed the body of his gun, and slowly lifted it up.

...

...

At this moment, Lu Xin didn't know what to say or what to do...

Teacher Xiaolu's confession made him collapse unexpectedly...

In fact, what Mr. Xiaolu said didn't have much meaning to the matter itself, but only had an impact on her.

This is just her self-blame, which made her voluntarily take all the faults on her.

Even Eight disagreed with the move.

However, in her self-blame, a truth was exposed.

This truth also doesn't have much meaning to the matter itself, but only has an impact on Lu Xin.

There are always some small things that are meaningless to the world, but have absolute and decisive significance to individuals.

How did that happen?

Obviously this is the only one who believes in himself, obviously this is the best friend who has been with him since he was very young.

Because she believed in herself, she had the motivation at the beginning, and gradually became the kind of person she wanted to become. Even later, she found that she actually had some misunderstandings about herself when she was a child, but I still believe in her...

Even this kind of misunderstanding has become a kind of motivation for myself to work hard and "cure" myself.

It wasn't until this moment that he realized that it was himself who had misunderstood.

Unexamined, directionless growth, so much patience and hard work, ultimately proved to be meaningless.

Everything is just based on lies...

...

...

How should I describe my mood at this moment?

angry?

Or do you want to destroy everything?

Actually not at all, Lu Xin just felt very tired for a moment.

I was so tired that I didn't even have the thought of destroying the world.

What are you doing to destroy him, just throw him there, it has nothing to do with you anyway.

The great panic and pressure that I haven't felt for a long time reappeared.

And this time, it seemed bigger and more terrifying, coming like a dark night that does not allow rejection.

Lu Xin could only stand there quietly, letting the boundless darkness overwhelm him.

And he didn't even have the strength to resist.

Perhaps not to resist is the most comfortable way to make yourself.

Lu Xin, whose whole mind was occupied by this depression, seemed to have lost interest in everything.

Including Mr. Xiaolu, who was overwhelmed by guilt, and the angry old security guard.

Until a gentle voice sounded in my ear: "Are you really going to give up everything you've been looking for for so long?"

Lu Xin raised his head slightly, and saw his mother.

It seems that I am no longer in the office of this elementary school, but returned to the old building.

He saw the elegant and considerate mother standing in front of him, stretched out her hand gently, and held his palm, and beside her stood the timid younger sister, half of her body was hidden behind her mother , but what is most in the eyes is not fear.

But worry.

Father stood further away, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't dare to say it.

The appearance of his family made Lu Xin's heart tremble slightly, as if there was a lot of things he wanted to say in his heart.

But in the end, he could only say something very simple: "I'm very sad."

"I know."

Mom nodded slightly, her voice was soft, as if she was afraid of scaring Lu Xin at this time.

The younger sister next to her also nodded, vigorously.

"Everyone feels tired at times."

Mom smiled and said: "I don't want to do anything, I don't want to care about anything, of course you can have it..."

"So, if you're feeling sad and tired right now, then let's just ignore it. We'll go home now, have a good meal, take a shower, and sleep. Everything else, It has nothing to do with us. We don’t need to carry these things all the time, it’s good to be able to live well. Why can’t we make ourselves easier?”

"The world doesn't need a sad man to save..."

"..."

"..."

What her mother said made Lu Xin feel like crying.

These words hit the most desired place in his heart.

He really didn't want to do anything, didn't want to talk about anything, and didn't have any strength at all, but when his mother said these words gently, he felt that in his empty heart, there was a little more to say no. something clear...

It's really good to just let go of all this, go home, take a shower, and have a good sleep.

but……

He was silent and his body didn't move, but whether it was Teacher Xiaolu who blamed himself to the brink of collapse, the angry security guard, the powerless and frustrated No. The law enforcement officers who brought great pressure on people, as well as the pair of eyes in the sky whose origins were unknown, but after opening, brought infinite pressure to Qinggang, were all in sight.

He could even feel the spiritual power of the doll clashing with the eyes in the sky.

Feel the chaos and tension caused by several cities in Qinggang...

The idea of ​​wanting to go home and get a good night's sleep is in stark contrast to the current chaotic situation in various cities.

So he was silent for a long time in this intertwined and surging different emotions.

He whispered to his mother: "I'm still a little bit unwilling..."

...

...

When he heard these words from him, both the younger sister and the father behind were slightly nervous and their eyes lit up.

Mom's expression became brighter, and she became more patient, and said softly, "Why are you not reconciled?"

"a lot of……"

Lu Xin thought about it carefully.

He was also thinking, what else is he not willing to do?

Historically speaking, the "truth" that Mr. Xiaolu said meant that there was no need for him to show up in the first place.

himself has been denied.

Now, ignore everything and go back to sleep, that's what I want most.

But there is always a trace of unwillingness in my heart, like a child who is trying to save the last bit of dignity.

His mother's concerned eyes gave him the courage to say this.

With very light strength, whispered: "Because, things shouldn't be like this..."

Mother looked at Lu Xin with relief, and after a while, she hugged him lightly, and said softly, "Very good..."

"You have already begun to feel your spiritual core..."

"..."

While speaking, she took a few light steps forward, stretched out her hand, and grabbed the gun in the old security's hand.

"Since it's not right, then let things go back to the track he should have..."

"We have the ability."

"..."

"..."

When the shotgun in the hand of the old security guard was held, all the people present suddenly turned their heads to look at Lu Xin at the same time.

In the dimly lit office, Lu Xin lowered his head, just remained silent, but it gave people a strange and misplaced feeling. He was obviously standing there alone, but the air around him kept appearing vaguely. The ripples make people feel tight...

They were stunned for a moment, their words and panting were suppressed, and they heard a small voice coming from Lu Xin's mouth.

This voice kept changing its tone, sometimes confused, sometimes gentle, and sometimes clenched like a little girl.

He kept repeating all kinds of words: "Right, we don't care about anything, just go back and sleep for a while, shall we?"

"But I'm a little bit reconciled..."

"Why are you unwilling?"

"Brother, come on!"

"Kill them, kill all these idiots who don't understand anything..."

"Many, there are many things that I am not reconciled to, I don't want to give up such a good life, and I don't want to live alone anymore, just like before, I don't like those people, I don't care about them, but only myself When, in my heart..."

"...so sad!"

It's the beginning of the month, and I want to ask for tickets...