Since The Red Moon Appeared

The physical examination is finally over.

Lu Xin only felt that he had been tortured too much.

Back and forth, this physical examination of mine actually lasted for more than a week.

It's not even easy to ask for leave. After all, when you can't go back to the company to sell your leave, you say you have to go for a medical examination this week, right?

Others can take a half-day leave for a medical examination. If I really go back to the company and say that, the company either thinks I am lying and refuses to grant me this paid leave, or I have to suspect that I have a serious illness. ...

In addition, the feeling of this physical examination is really uncomfortable.

Even though I have actually made enough preparations from the beginning, it is still uncomfortable when I start to test each item.

Bit by bit, inch by inch, I feel like I've been seen.

And the deeper the detection is, the brighter it is seen by people.

In addition, during the physical examination, the way other people looked at me was really scary.

Although these researchers all considered themselves doctors, their eyes looked more like butchers...

The kind of butcher ready for Chinese New Year.

Obviously, I was never afraid when facing the ultimate, but when I was scrutinized by these people, I was really a little scared.

Fortunately, with the end of the last out-of-control risk detection, the entire physical examination is also over.

It was the same experience as when I first went to Qinggang Special Pollution Cleanup Department.

Out-of-control risk detection is actually a dialogue.

I sat down face to face with the gentle and elegant Dr. Jia, who was old but still gentle and elegant. While answering her few seemingly simple questions, I talked to each other about some interesting things I had experienced recently. Both of them chatted. Very happy.

From time to time, happy laughter came from the testing room.

In the end, what Dr. Jia wrote on the test report is unknown for the time being, but Lu Xin seemed to have relieved a heavy burden and was finally able to wear his own clothes again, and the Special Clearance Department did not immediately let him go back. , arranged a ward for him, wearing a white hospital gown, under the care of two gentle and beautiful nurses, quietly waiting for the medical report to arrive.

There is even sick rice.

The results of the test will be given to him after careful discussion among the researchers in Qinggang.

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"With this result, at least I have a deeper understanding of myself, right?"

Lu Xin thought about this question.

He really wants to do his best and improve a little bit.

Perhaps, this is to really heal yourself quickly.

On the other hand, it is also because the old dean's problem will come at some point...

The trial of life, the trial of pain, the trial of desire, the trial of consciousness...

And, what I haven't experienced yet:

A test of strength.

A test of the heart.

God's trial.

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Lu Xin disliked these trials. There was a part of him that disliked the feeling of being manipulated.

And the other part knows that every trial comes, which symbolizes a disaster.

So he has always wanted to find the old dean as soon as possible, and ask him carefully what the ultimate purpose of this trial is.

And use the most gentle method to persuade him to stop these trials.

But disgust is disgust.

Because you know that this trial cannot be stopped, you still have to be prepared to face it.

It's like, every time I quarrel with the other half, trembling hands, angry heart, vowing never to come back...

...But it's not about honestly buying a vegetable to go home, but also considering whether she will eat coriander or not.

...

It is precisely because I want to understand this truth, and I don't want to be ruined by unnecessary anger.

So when the researchers asked Lu Xin why he suddenly wanted a physical examination this time, Lu Xin also told them frankly:

Want to understand yourself more deeply and ask them to guide your further improvement.

Of course, Lu Xin didn't know how these researchers reacted when they heard about their purpose.

Almost half of the researchers stayed on the spot: "It turns out that our Qinggang research has reached this level?"

The other half of the researchers thought: "It's broken, I can't touch fish in the future, and I will be eliminated..."

However, compared to the shock and worry of these ordinary researchers, Professor Bai, who is the chief researcher of Qinggang, or the mentor of all Qinggang researchers, seems to have a well-thought-out plan. in his hand.

In other words, only he knows all about the status of individual soldiers, and others can only know part of it at most.

Then came the most stringent ban on passwords issued by the Special Qing Department.

It is absolutely forbidden for everyone to discuss and record the results of this test, let alone leak it.

Once discovered, no matter how high their status is or what their status is, they will face charges and life imprisonment for the entire Qinggang.

In severe cases, it is possible to go to Group D for a walk.

In addition to this series of confidentiality measures, he also personally gave instructions for individual soldiers' requests.

So, a day later, when Lu Xin, who was wearing sick clothes and eating sick meals under the care of the little nurse, got the document, he just opened it and looked at it, and he was stunned for a long time. , and said in disbelief: "Go to college?"

"Not going to college."

It was Han Bing who sent the documents, and explained seriously: "It's just a remedial class."

"The full name is Qinggang Advanced Spiritual Theory Training Course, but the training location is Qinggang University."

"In addition, the recruited students are not only you, but also many other people."

"Professor Bai said that he will come to the class in person, and you should be able to find what you want from these trainings."

"Of course……"

She explained patiently, with a smile on her face, and said: "According to Professor Bai, although you are a student, you are also a visiting professor. Because there are some aspects of knowledge that even he doesn't understand, and you are born It is understandable. Therefore, you usually receive training here, but when it comes to some key courses, you need to go to the podium to explain to everyone."

"ah……"

Listening to this, Lu Xin was really a little confused.

Not only do I have to go to the university to attend lectures, but I even have to give lectures on the podium?

I just graduated from high school...

Because of this question, he was shocked for a long time before he suddenly reacted and said in a low voice: "Then participated in this..."

"...Do you want to give me a diploma?"

"..."

Han Bing said that he would ask for himself, and told himself quietly that there was a high probability that he would be given a specially approved graduation certificate.

But Lu Xin also expressed his attitude.

Don't get special approval, or any honor, just an ordinary diploma.

Probably the degree is the only thing that has a special title, but is worthless?

In addition, he really did not expect that after so many years of graduating from high school, he would go to college one day...

The training class will start in three days, and Lu Xin was kicked out of the ward on the same day.

It just so happened that Lu Xin had lived enough.

Living under the care of two little nurses is quite good, but it is uncomfortable to follow them when going to the toilet...

There is no time to feel sorry for the patient who has not eaten enough.

He also paid more attention to this training class, or the training class held on the campus of Qinggang University.

I returned to Satellite City No. 2 that day, and asked for a leave of absence from the company.

Not only did I make up the leave for the previous medical examination period, but I also took the leave for the training class later.

Then it's time to pack your things and prepare for the trip.

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"It turned out not bad..."

Seeing Lu Xin's serious appearance, her mother seemed to be in a good mood: "The researchers in Qinggang, or that old man who likes to wear white suits, is really a very courageous person. If he dares to train you himself, it means that he has no Chose to distance himself from you because of the awe of your test results, so as not to be involved in something that was beyond the limits of his personal capabilities."

"Although I'm not sure if he can really help you, but this courage is very commendable."

"..."

"Why do you listen to this, as if you are not sure whether they can help me?"

Lu Xin couldn't help looking at his mother.

She was the one who made the suggestion at the beginning, but she was also the one who avoided it during the test.

In this test, I tested almost all abilities, except hers.

"You're in a weird state right now, and even I'm not sure what's the right way to help you, let alone them?"

Mom explained with a smile: "However, it is also because they are more fragile than yourself, and most of the theories are still at the stage of speculation, so even if they mislead you and cause adverse effects on you personally It will be weaker."

"this……"

Lu Xin's enthusiasm was slightly affected by what mother said.

But after thinking about it, he thought about it.

Even if you really can't get any help, it would be nice to get a college degree...

I have now become the youngest senior executive in the company. With a diploma, I can be promoted to a higher position in the future.

With that in mind, he packed his things and had a meeting with his family.

First, my sister can't just make people into toys.

After the Red Moon incident, there were too few college students, and every one of them was a treasure.

Second, the younger sister can't wander around the university campus.

I heard that college students sometimes act impulsively. If my sister sees something she shouldn't see, she will learn badly.

The third is for the father.

You can't just come out casually and show off your majesty.

That will make your temperament look gloomy and affect your image in the eyes of college students.

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When Lu Xin was ready to receive training, Professor Bai in the Qinggang Special Clearing Department was also seriously preparing.

No one dares to underestimate the demands of individual soldiers.

In addition, as a researcher, he really hoped that he could give Lu Xin some guidance.

When he seriously picked up the pen and started preparing lessons, what flashed through his mind was what Dr. Jia Mengyi, who was in charge of performing psychological tests on Lu Xin and assessing his risk of losing control, told him alone: ​​"Today's single soldier, and the first It's different from the first test."

"Now he is obviously more cheerful than before, and his thinking logic has greatly improved compared with before."

"This shows what?"

"It shows that everything he has done before is likely to be faked..."

"If you want me to describe it, then I would rather say that he used to be a person with severe depression, but he didn't want to show that he was abnormal in front of others. Now, he seems to be a person whose condition has eased. The depressed patient is actively asking for help, so he is willing to take the initiative to expose some of his own problems..."

"So he's getting better?"

"Of course, but you can think of another situation..."

"A patient with severe depression who is about to improve, once the symptoms recur, what will be the state?"

"What?"

"To put it simply, it is a despair that is enough to completely drown people..."

"From the case point of view, many depression patients completely lost all hope in such repetitions."

"finally……"

"..."

"well……"

Realizing the seriousness of this problem, Professor Bai sighed lightly and put down the pen in his hand.

He wanted to give the individual soldiers the most direct guidance, but he couldn't be sure of anything.

Because the individual soldier's state is too delicate today, he felt even more pressure and did not dare to give accurate guidance at will.

But he is very sure that individual soldiers now need some accurate, firm and effective guidance.

In this case, the only way is: "Talk about philosophy!"

If you don't have enough majors, you need philosophy to make up for it.

Professor Bai nodded in satisfaction, and prepared to write down his lecture notes.

Just then, he heard a soft knock on the door.