When she was in the cold palace, Huang Jie once told her a philosophical story.

he still remembers...

On a summer afternoon, she was holding a very beautiful book, smiling and beckoning to him who was practicing martial arts.

The sun was just right that day, she was sitting on the rocking chair he made for her himself, the shade of the trees was mottled on her fair face, and the sound of cicadas and birds was in her ears.

When he came over, she smiled and pointed to a word he couldn't understand.

"Hey, let me tell you something interesting."

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A man said to the old monk: "I can't let go of some things, and I can't let go of some people."

The monk said: "There is nothing that cannot be let go."

The man said: "These people and things are very important. I know I can't continue, but I just can't let go."

The monk asked him to hold a teacup, and then poured boiling water into it until it overflowed. The man was burned and immediately let go of his hand.

The monk said at the right time: "There is nothing in this world that you can't let go of. If it hurts, you will let it go naturally."

"People are greedy. Once they get it, they will naturally be reluctant to let it go, even if it has become a burden. But if you are willing to let it go, who knows that letting it go for a while is not for the sake of a better acquisition in the future?"

I don't know if the last sentence was written in the book or Sister Huang said it herself. I always feel that when she said to let go of these two words, she had an extremely vicissitudes of life on her immature face like his, which was extremely inappropriate. .

"So, Miss Huang, you will let it go?"

The little Gong Jue was a little puzzled, "Since it is an extremely important person and matter, why let it go? Is it because of the pain?"

Gong Yimo raised her eyebrows slightly and looked at him, "It hurts enough to let go, it must be very painful, it is a pain that ordinary people can't understand, it's like you are still persisting, but everyone is standing on the opposite side of you. It seems to be tolerated by the world, never to be understood..."

She seemed to feel that such words were a bit baffling to Gong Jue, who was only seven years old, so she changed the way of saying it.

"Sometimes people suffer because of certain people and certain things. That feeling is like a sword piercing a heart, or a five-horse body..." She was a little dazed, and even asked him, "If it was you, would someone have What happened to you has become your burden, just like that cup of boiling water, it makes you hurt, why don't you let it go?"

The little Gong Jue didn't answer, he thought what Gong Yimo said was right, but he seemed to be wrong.

But now, when he was running towards the sound of the explosion, this clip suddenly came to his mind.

Moreover, he was able to give a clear answer.

That is, he will never let go!

Even if it is a burden, even if it is an enemy to everyone! Even if the hand holding the teacup is scalded by boiling water! He won't let it go either!

Didn't I say that he is an extremely important person!

Better than life, why fear pain? !

It took Gong Yimo a lot of effort to get rid of those people, and quickly ran in another direction. At this moment, she finally had a clear understanding of her own situation.

She was so well protected by Gong Jue during this time that she once underestimated the pressure she brought, but when the cold wind blew, her thoughts finally became clear.

The emperor loved and feared her at the same time. If she died, he might be able to let her go, and even miss her, but if she was alive, he would only make him restless and sleepless at night!

The prince, he loves and hates her! Love cannot be obtained, but hatred will deepen. Hatred can twist a person and do something against his will, so...he got married in a hurry, and even did even more terrible things! And the starting point of all this may just be to let her in the capital see his madness.

There are other enemies, such as Long Xiangxiang, they all want to get the sharp weapon in her hand, and then blame Gong Jue, killing two birds with one stone, but there are also loyal people who serve the country and the people. This sharp weapon will never see the light of day again, so he is greedy and hates her.

And Gong Jue...

Gong Yimo quickly shuttled through the streets and alleys with clear eyes.

Gong Jue, he respects and loves her...

Therefore, when she is obviously a burden, he is still willing to protect her. Therefore, when she refuses and is in great pain, he is not willing to make her worry, cut off all her connections with the outside world, and prevent her from seeing him. hard support.

In this life, Gong Jue was not a person who valued money and monopolized power, and some of those clean black and white eyes were just deserted, but he was working so hard for her.

Gong Yimo suddenly felt Gong Jue's mood.

The disgust and fatigue of intrigue, and the helplessness of having to fight and become stronger!

For so many years, no matter whether he studied, worked hard, traveled far away, or ventured into Lou Ye, it was... all because of her? !

Suddenly realizing this point, Gong Yimo felt his face turn cold, and even shed tears.

Gong Jue's heart ached slightly, he stopped suddenly, and ran in another direction!

He felt it, Miss Huang, she is over there!

After Gong Yimo got out of the city, she ran towards the largest forest outside the city, where there was at least some shelter for her to avoid.

And the people who chased her lost her in the city, because they ran in the wrong direction and couldn't find anyone.

Before the city gate opened in time, Gong Jue left everyone and crossed the gate alone!

He seemed to be able to sense where Gong Yimo was, and he could also feel that she was sad.

Miss Huang...why is she sad?

Why?

There were dead branches constantly brushing against Gong Yimo's body, she didn't realize it, and just tried her best to move forward.

She couldn't tell how she felt in her heart, moved? at a loss? No... she felt uneasy, and fear, and sadness!

In her last life, she stood on the opposite side of the whole world. Behind her was a husband who gradually became uninterested in her. In front of her was a battlefield with thousands of troops. When she killed someone, she would be cursed by the enemy. After removing her armor, she would also be cursed by the people !

Whatever she does is wrong, she is a sinner through the ages! Just because, she is the one who brings bad results.

The only person who loved her was crushed and turned into ashes. After the catastrophe was quelled, it was the one she loved who betrayed her again.

The senior brother felt that she was too murdered and wanted to drive her out of the school. The master tried his best to protect her and persuade her to stop, but since the world collapsed, since she picked up this butcher knife to quell the chaos, there is no turning back!

In this life, she still doesn't regret letting gunpowder come out, maybe it was on purpose! It was like an obsession, she wanted to prove to the whole world that it wasn't her who was wrong at the beginning, it was because of those people! It was their greed that caused the tragedy, but she wanted to use gunpowder to benefit the world and prove that she was not wrong!

But now, she regrets her recklessness. Originally, she had thought very well and hid in Xizhou with Gong Jue. Or, she could go to find her master. The world is big, she can always find a place to recuperate, and then make a comeback.

She is the strongest single soldier, free from worries, and doesn't worry about any consequences at all!

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