Rebirth of an Abandoned Woman

"Wanniang, you are so thin, it makes people feel distressed, eat more!" He didn't use it himself, but used the serving chopsticks to take care of her from time to time. His smile was warm and clean, making Sang Wan unable to say the words of rejection.

After the meal, Zhao Qi lingered and refused to leave again, and stayed with her for a while, seeing that she had taken the medicine and expressed that she wanted to take a bath and rest, he reluctantly left.

At night, lying in this strange and soft brocade couch, looking at the faint moonlight seeping in on the carpet in front of the bed, the corners of Sang Wan's eyes gradually became moist, her nose felt sore, tears oozed out of the corners of her eyes at some point, and when she closed her eyes, a big drop Crystal clear teardrops flowed down from the corners of her eyes and rolled down on the burgundy embroidered pillow.

Never before was this moment filled with unspeakable hesitation and panic, and the only thing that flooded into her mind and thought about was her husband, Shi Fengju. She had always thought that she had only obligations and duties to him, but no affection or nostalgia for him. Only now did she realize that he had already been imprinted so deeply in her heart, and she couldn't do without him at all!

When she thought that she was alone here, her way forward was unknown, and he didn't know where he was or what he was doing, she felt so uncomfortable that she almost wanted to suffocate and almost went crazy.

Would he have thought she was dead? If he thought she was dead, she knew he would be sad, but heaven and man were separated, no matter how painful he was, he was helpless. What about afterward? Will he marry another woman as his wife? This person is probably Gu Fangzi!

She hasn't left a son and a half for him yet, so how can the Shi family be extinct? He is a very responsible person to his family, definitely not like this.

From then on, even if he remembered her, it was just a little thought that came to his mind from time to time, and it was just a bunch of paper money during the Qingming Festival!

He will still live his own life, just like in his previous life, without her, he will still live well...

"No! No! It can't be like this! Absolutely not!" Sang Wan desperately shook her head, bit her lip, closed her eyes in pain and let the tears flow. Just thinking about it makes her heartbroken. Now she absolutely cannot accept such a cruel fact.

He said that he would spend his whole life with her, he said that he would love and protect her all his life! However, she herself disappeared! It was she herself who disappeared into his life.

Thousands of miles away, she has no money, no tokens, let alone no freedom now, to return to his side, it is as difficult as going to heaven for her!

"Fengju, Fengju... where are you? You know, I'm not dead, I'm not dead! Fengju, come and save me...I can't live without you...Fengju!" Sang Wan opened her lips , a silent appeal. Never before like this moment, she crazily misses his embrace, misses every moment by his side. As long as she can return to his side, no matter how much the price is, she is willing to do so!

His mind was churning, it was all his kindness, his tenderness and consideration, and the faint resentment and annoyance had long since disappeared without a trace. It turned out that before she knew it, he had long been a lover in her life that would never go away and would never be forgotten. She only wished that it was too late to understand her heart.

After tossing and turning all night, it was difficult to fall asleep, and when she woke up the next day, Sang Wan looked haggard.

"Miss didn't sleep well last night? Is there something uncomfortable?" Yuanyang suddenly became nervous, and hurriedly said: "If the girl feels unwell, please tell the maidservant. The maidservant is good to report to the madam and the young master. If the girl has something wrong, why don't you?" That's right, I can't afford to be a servant!"

"I'm fine," Sang Wan reluctantly shook her head, and said with a smile, "Maybe I'm tired from going out for a long time yesterday! It's okay, just take a rest today!"

Yuanyang felt relieved and said with a quick smile: "That's good, that's good! The young master has already ordered that if the girl feels that the room is stuffy and wants to go out to breathe, she can just take a soft sedan chair. Girl, the servant will wash and wash the girl Bar!"

Sang Wan nodded, and after washing and washing, she came to the window and gently pushed it open, and an elegant scent of sweet-scented osmanthus wafted towards her face. Sang Wan was startled, and subconsciously looked downstairs, only to see that there were almost three or four flowers lying downstairs. Ten pots of sweet-scented osmanthus bonsai, each of which is as tall as half a person, and the golden osmanthus trees are also as tall as a person, spread out under the emerald building, spreading golden yellow all over the ground.

How did it become like this overnight? Sang Wan was a little dazed for a moment.

Seeing her surprised expression, Yuanyang stepped forward with a bit of complacency and flattered, and smiled, "Miss, don't you know? This was bought at a high price from the capital under the orders of the young master yesterday. She said that the girl likes it, so she put it on display last night." Here, let the girl open the window and smell the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus. This kind of sweet-scented osmanthus is common in the south of the Yangtze River, but it is very rare in the capital! I heard that for these sweet-scented osmanthus, the housekeepers have traveled all over the place. It’s only from gardeners’ homes in the capital!”

Sang Wan was even more disturbed, she forced a smile at Yuanyang and said nothing.

Seeing her indifferent expression, Yuanyang felt both pity and puzzled, the little marquis treats each other like this, almost holding her in the palm of his hand and taking care of her, even a woman can be tempted, right? This Miss Wan is interesting, but the sadness between her brows is more and more visible.

Yuanyang shut up knowingly, poured a cup of tea and offered it to her with a smile, and said with a smile: "My servant is going to rush for breakfast, the girl must be hungry too!"

Sang Wan was afraid that she would get another order from Zhao Qi to set up a big table like last night, so she hurriedly said, "I don't have much appetite today, just ask the kitchen for a bowl of porridge and a plate of spicy pickles."

The mandarin ducks responded and went to give orders.

After a while, the porridge came. It looked like clear porridge, but it tasted like a rich and fresh chicken taste. Seeing her pause, Yuanyang smiled and said: "This is the clear porridge made from the stock boiled in the kitchen. It is very light. , Girls, using more will be good for your body."

Sang Wan didn't say anything more, and nodded with a smile.

After a while, Zhao Qi came again, and said with concern: "The kitchen said you have no appetite, what's the matter?"

"I'm fine, maybe I was tired yesterday." Sang Wan smiled.

Zhao Qi saw that her eyes were clear and she seemed to be in good spirits, so she nodded and smiled and said, "That's good! Let's rest in the room today, and I won't bother you. If you are bored, what do you want to do?" I asked Yuanyang to tell me. Do you like the sweet-scented osmanthus downstairs? It’s good to go downstairs to get some fresh air if you feel refreshed!”

"Thank you, Young Master, for your heart!" Sang Wan only wished that he would leave quickly and smiled perfunctorily.

Zhao Qi smiled, took a deep look at her, and got up to say goodbye. After a while, he asked someone to bring a colorful parrot over. He said that this parrot was very smart, and he could learn what he said when he was taught, so he brought it specially. Spend time with her.

The mandarin duck hung it in front of the window, teasing the parrot with bright eyes, and sure enough, it made it learn a sentence in a high-pitched voice, and the beady mung bean eyes kept rolling for some bad idea, Sang Wan and The mandarin ducks couldn't help laughing when they saw it.

Sang Wan intentionally avoided Zhao Qi and didn't go downstairs for three days, but Zhao Qi came to the door this day. Seeing him for the first time, Sang Wan felt flustered for no reason, forced a smile and said, "Why is the young master coming here today..."

Zhao Qi smiled, and thought to himself that I would come downstairs to you several times a day, and I would call Yuanyang to ask about your situation several times a day, but if you don't want people to disturb me, why should I tell you?

"I see that you haven't gone out for several days. Isn't it boring to stay in the house? Let's go for a walk! The weather is fine today, and you don't feel cold. By the way, I'm afraid there will be frost in a few days, you What style of clothes do you like, I'll ask someone to make it for you." Zhao Qi said with a smile.

Sang Wan's mind only echoed his words in a daze, frost is coming, winter will soon be here! Before she knew it, she had been with Mrs. Zhao for almost a month, and there was not a single day in this month that felt like a year, Feng Ju, but was she still sad for her and still looking for her?

Sang Wan sighed softly, forced a smile and said, "I don't really want to go out, I'm not in good spirits, I just stay in this room. As for clothes, I don't have any special hobbies. Don't worry about the young duke. Ordinary styles It’s enough to keep out the cold.”

Seeing her saying this, Zhao Qi didn't insist anymore, just nodded and smiled and said, "In that case, I'll tell people to go down and do it. If you don't want to go out, let me talk to you! I wonder what Wanniang likes to do in the past? Playing chess, playing the piano, painting? Or pushing Pai Gow or playing Shuanglu? You have to find something to do, otherwise, wouldn’t it be boring to be alone? Don’t be in a bad mood before your body recovers!”

Push Pai Gow and play Shuanglu? Sang Wan couldn't help being amused, shook her head, and said, "I'm not good at these, and I don't want to use my brain. Young Master, you—"

"That's it!" Zhao Qi laughed again: "Then you like to listen to operas? I'll send someone a troupe of little opera singers to pick out the ones you like to sing for you, okay? Can."

Zhao Qi looked at Sang Wan gently and with a smile on his face, not showing the slightest impatience or disgust, Sang Wan felt sorry for him when she saw him like this, she opened her mouth and said with a smile: "Let's go for a walk! "

"Okay! There are still a few things to see in the garden, I'll walk with you." Zhao Qi laughed when he heard that.

Sang Wan nodded, then said: "Young Master, please wait downstairs, I will come as soon as I change my clothes."

Zhao Qi got up and smiled, "Then I'll wait for you downstairs, take your time, don't worry."

Seeing Zhao Qi go out, Yuanyang hurriedly ordered a little girl to prepare tea, cakes, chair cushions and other things, and then hurriedly waited for Sang Wan to change her clothes.

"Young master is really kind to the girl. Our young master has always been a hot-tempered person. Even when he talks to his wife, he becomes impatient. He doesn't want to be so considerate and meticulous to the girl. Hehe, it's really rare! "Yuanyang laughed while changing Sang Wan's clothes.

Sang Wan casually said "I don't dare to be that" and didn't say much, but she felt more and more uneasy. From time to time, Yuanyang whispered in her ears about the elders of the young master and the shortcomings of the young master, and Nanny Ding also came to greet her from time to time, and there were some probing words in her words. Sang Wan knew that they must have been instructed by Mrs. Zhao. Mrs. Zhao is so pressing every step of the way, she doesn't know how long she can resist?

Now it is still possible to pretend to be confused, but if Mrs. Zhao loses patience and presses her with force, what will she do?