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"why?"

The system asked her.

Sheng Yan exhaled deeply and said with it: "I also wanted to know why at the time."

It was a very ordinary day.

Sheng Yan called her again one weekend and asked her to go out to play—the mobile phone she used was the second-hand goods that grandparents used to exchange for her at the roadside stall.

Because the old people happen to see that current students will take such a small box. Although they don't have the money to buy it for their granddaughter in the big and shiny store, it is still possible to buy a slightly older second-hand one.

Sheng Yan cherishes the broken phone, and only Han Yuming's number is stored in it.

It was another weekend, she still insisted on asking Han Yuming out, even if only she was talking unilaterally, but she was very happy to see Han Yuming.

However, what she never expected was...

Han Yuming not only rejected her, but also said something to her without warning.

Sheng Yan could hardly hold the phone, she felt a sense of panic that she was about to lose something in her heart, and asked a little bit anxiously: "Why?"

"There is no why, or you can understand that you don't want to contact me in a short time, and I have not been in a good state recently, you know."

After speaking, Han Yuming hung up.

Sheng Yan was left holding the phone in a daze, thinking for a long time, and suddenly ran outside like crazy.

She waited for a long time downstairs in Han Yuming's house, and kept sending text messages and phone calls, but she was never connected.

When making a call, when people listen to the beep, they will always unconsciously have an expectation, as if the person on the other side will pick it up in the next second.

But after a dozen or so consecutive fights like this, this kind of expectation will slowly settle into a kind of helpless despair.

There is anger, there is urgency... and there is a trace of unwillingness to give up hope.

Sheng Yan had been waiting for a long, long time, but didn't wait for Han Yuming to answer her call.

She thought, okay, maybe Han Yuming is really in a bad state. I will come to her tomorrow or go back to school again. If you have any questions, you must ask them face-to-face.

Sheng Yan returned home in a daze like that.

The next day I got up and went to the boxing gym as usual, thinking I could wait until Han Yuming——

However, she waited for another call.

"Hello, are you Sheng Tianling's daughter?" A business voice came from over there.

Sheng Yan was a bit silly. The first reaction was that she received some fraudulent call, but she still habitually responded: "Yes, yeah, what's wrong..."

More than ten seconds later, her mobile phone fell to the ground with a bang.

Immediately afterwards, Sheng Yan ran back home from the boxing gym at the fastest speed in her life. It was the longest run in her life.

Sweat dripped on the dirt road and made a sizzling noise after evaporation, but she could no longer hear it, and only the sound of blood rushing in her mind.

But she is not fast enough.

When she hurried to the house, there was only one spot of blood waiting for her.

The discussion from the neighbors hummed in her ears:

"Creating evil, even my parents are stabbed, this kind of animal-life is really inhumane..."

"Yeah, there is a daughter who is studying at home, wine is really harmful!"

"I recognize this kid, who is still attending a key high school. I usually spend time with my grandparents. What can I do in the future?"

"Hey, who knows... It's unlucky for her to stand with such parents..."

Sheng Yan was taken away by the police, and listened stupidly as a gentle sister enlightened herself and said to herself:

"Don't listen to those people talking nonsense, your father is now under control, and the old man has been out of danger, but temporarily lacks someone to take care of."

"We have also learned about your situation. I have some suggestions here. You can apply for student loans or launch social assistance..."

Sheng Yan sat there calmly, not knowing what she was thinking.

After a long time, until the glass of water in her hand was so cold, she asked:

"Sentenced for a few years"

"What are you talking about your father? The evidence is still being collected, and the intentional injury is serious. Don't worry, he should--" The policewoman calmed her with a soft voice.

"He was an attempted murder." Sheng Yan raised her eyes to look at her.

The policewoman was stunned for a moment.

Intentional attempted homicide, compared with intentional wounding, this penalty starts at a different start.

She never expected that the little girl in front of her would react like this after hearing this.

"This...this depends on the final evidence, but he has a bad influence on his parents' actions. I believe the court will give a fair judgment." The policewoman comforted her.

Sheng Yan just looked down at her mobile phone.

After thinking about it, she pressed the dial key.

"Are you calling...your mother" the policewoman asked her tentatively.

Sheng Yan answered without looking up: "I don't have a mother."

The room was suddenly silent.

After the eleven beeps, Sheng Yan dropped her eyes, looked at the phone, and sat there for five minutes.

During this period she was motionless, as quiet as a statue.

Until five minutes later--

She looked at the phone blankly, blacked out the only phone number, got up and bowed politely to the policewoman, and asked her about where her grandparents were hospitalized.

"Xx hospital, by the way, you can think about the student loans and social assistance I just mentioned."

"Thank you." Sheng Yan nodded to her.

Thank you, but she doesn't need it anymore.

She walked out of the place where justice, justice and light were written, and since then extinguished all expectations of the world.

...

But the misfortune that belongs to her doesn't seem to be over yet.

After returning to school on Monday, she heard about Han Yuming's suspension from school.

After all, she never waited for the other party's contact.

Sheng Yan also dropped out of school and worked many jobs to take care of her grandparents, and then...

One month passed.

Sheng Yan saw a few hooligans on the side of the road who criticized the girls passing by. She went up and injured them all on the spur of the moment. She was even called by the child's parents.

Her master heard about the incident and went from the boxing gym to the bureau to explain the situation to the police comrades, and even spent money to save her.

Sheng Yan bowed slightly to the master:

"Thanks to you, Master, I'll make up the money for you later."

Her master had a slight frost on her temples, looked at her with his back hands, and asked her: "When you walked in, what did I teach you?"

"Don't give up halfway, don't do it to ordinary people, especially not to take the lead in doing it with malicious intent." Sheng Yan said the rules.

Her master looked at her with a deep gaze, and then said for a long while: "Do you still remember"

"Then why are you doing this"

Sheng Yan didn't speak.

She didn't know how to say it. When she heard a few gangsters say that one of the girls was "ugly, oh my god, if I have this kind of sister in the future, I might suggest that my mother choke her to death hahahaha", she felt a feeling This unspeakable malice.

But, after all, she did it first, and she did it too hard.

She lowered her eyes and said, "I'm sorry, Master, I was impulsive."

The leaves were rustling in the wind, and she heard her master say:

"When Yuming sent you here and asked me to teach you, I knew you were a paranoid person. I thought I could teach you well and brighten your mind, but you disappointed me a lot. "

Sheng Yan took a deep breath and continued to apologize sincerely:

"Sorry, Master, I will—"

"You won't use it anymore." She heard her master say this.

Then, she looked at the awkward figure like a tall pine, and stepped out of her sight until she was submerged in the dark night.

Sheng Yan's lips moved. After a long time, she slowly knelt down on the spot, knocked her heads in the direction the master was walking.

She is very grateful to her master, and since then she has been able to protect herself no matter how she walks in the world.

but she……

She didn't want to live up to this friendship.

She even thought that when she started to make money in the future, she could treat her master as her father to honor her, but... but now she doesn't have this opportunity.

"I want to be better too, Master, but it's really difficult."

Sheng Yan murmured as she stood there.

It was really too difficult. She felt that life and destiny had never looked after herself.

Otherwise, why let her lose her mother at birth, grow up under the shadow of violence, and then lose her friends and her master...

She seemed to be born to betray her.

Sheng Yan wanted to know what original sin she had brought with her so that she was born with these sins.

...

"Later, I went to the gate of Master's boxing gym to wait for him every day, trying to apologize to him, but he never saw me."

"When I made my first pot of gold, I wanted to pay the tuition. I finally asked Master's account number. After a few days, I found out that my money was returned by him."

"He knew I was malicious, so he was disappointed in me, I know."

Sheng Yan smiled, Yun Danfeng made a concluding statement, got up and threw the breakfast garbage into the trash can, poured herself a glass of warm water, raised her head and drank it.

She didn't mention the hardship after dropping out of school, nor did she mention the hardship of taking care of her grandparents alone, let alone her pain, but the narrative focused on the previous things.

But the system felt a little uncomfortable.

It said: "You are not, you are very kind."

If she was not kind, she would not treat herself like a self-abuse after making a small mistake. She was supposed to be a sleek person, and she could have chosen to violently beat up all the task scumbags.

However, Sheng Yan...

If it is not necessary, if the other party does not act on her first, she is almost like an ordinary person, and may even trip because of walking without looking at the way.

Sheng Yan shouldn't be like this.

What kind of mental journey did she go through to suppress the body's instinctual reaction to be able to display it in such an extreme environment

The system can't think of it.

It just feels...

This person is trying very hard to live the way others hope.

Han Yuming once said that she was very beautiful, so she was really proud of her appearance. Once her master told her not to deal with ordinary people, so she became like ordinary people, even at Put yourself in the position of the person who is about to be victimized before you do it...

But those people still turned away easily and left her alone, leaving her alone, growing a pair of armor with difficulty to block their own injuries, and then powerfully resisting all the malice in this world.

The system solemnly said:

"You are fine, you are the best and most beautiful host I have ever brought."

Sheng Yan smiled, snapped her fingers, and boasted: "I like to hear that."

...

"You have nothing to explain to her"

At the same time, under another roof in the same city.

Someone reached out to serve a small cup of Tieguanyin on the table, and his slender jade-white fingers lightly snapped the edge of the cup, lifted it up and took a sip, and then looked at the person across the table.

"Explain why I told her that I took the initiative to stay away from her because I didn't want her to be targeted by the Lord God."

"But the truth is that I not only hurt her unreasonably, but also didn't let her escape the disaster afterwards, and even left her when she needed me the most. No matter what she did to me, I deserved it. of."

Han Yuming lowered her eyes, and the mist of tea in front of her was blowing on her face.

After listening to her, another person suddenly appeared behind her, with one hand on the elbow supporting her back of the chair, and said with a smile:

"But you are also forgiven."

"That old Wang-Ba deliberately wants to brainwash you, causing you to die tragically every time you take the task, and it hasn't erased your memory of death. Car accidents, slow delays, fires, flooding...Any normal person has experienced dozens of After this kind of death, I opened my eyes and found that when I was alive again in this world, I would become numb, indifferent to the real world, and even unable to distinguish between illusion and reality."

"He just wants to control you, let you completely lose human emotions, so that you can only be used by him from now on."

"Until... that old Wang-Ba discovered the difference between you and Sheng Yan, you were worried that she would encounter the same thing as Ying Fan, so you tried to downplay her sense of existence in your life."

"You first found a new friend quietly, trying to form the illusion that you have a lot of friends, and then you find that Sheng Yan still hasn't been far away from you. At that time, it happened to be when Ying Fan and I frequently messed up with him, Lao Wang- Eight to warn you—"

"He killed another lover in the original world who had transformed the system. You were scared, so you used this method."

"Who knows that after you finished the phone call with her, because the fight between Ying Fan and that old Wang-Ba reached a critical point, we were in the position, and the regulatory agency intervened. You were left in the mission world and could not return. You were completely delayed in the real world. After half a year, you came back to find that there had been earth-shaking changes in her."

The visitor talked eloquently, carefully stated the timeline, and slowly commented with one hand on his head:

"Think of it this way, Ying Fan and I should really try to match you up."

The woman sitting opposite Han Yuming patiently watched her stand behind Han Yuming for a long time, and then asked her without changing her face:

"Don't you have your legs sore after standing for a long time, come and sit."

Hua Baihe walked over in three steps and two steps before sitting directly on Ying Fan's lap.

Han Yuming, who is still single and may not be able to catch up with him in his life: "..."

She turned her eyes away in silence.

"It's my own problem. I don't have enough strength to fight against him, and I can't protect the people I care about. I even used such stupid methods at the time."

"If I had been by her side in high school, no matter how threatening the former lord might be, I would believe her feelings for me, then she...she wouldn't have to be so strong."

Han Yuming will accompany Sheng Yan, watch her drunk father go in with her, and take care of her grandparents with her. Even if the master is angry with Sheng Yan, Han Yuming should stand up immediately. Talk to her:

"It's okay, I'm here."

but……

she is not here.

When Sheng Yan needed her most, she didn't accompany Sheng Yan by her side.

When Sheng Yan made her last call and failed to get through, when Sheng Yan was unaccompanied, she lost the qualification to have this friendship again.

"It’s not easy to break down that old Wang-Ba. Humans and Gods will eventually have to pay a price. That old Wang-Ba is so crazy afterwards, who knows who will become the next one between you and her? What about it?" Hua Baihe shook her head and persuaded her.

"Furthermore, you also resisted. When you were in junior high school-the high school entrance examination, was it the first time you tried to terminate the contract with Lao Wang Ba, but he gave you punishment and made you the most important thing? He is warning you if he fails the test in life."

"Later, I used countless deaths to stimulate you. At that time, it was already difficult for you to distinguish between other worlds and your own..."

Han Yuming raised his hand to take the cold tea in front of him, drank it, and said, "It's okay."

She emphasized: "It doesn't matter, no matter what, I'm used to it. I just stay by her side, stay with her, protect her, and don't ask for a response-I'm used to this feeling."

Han Yuming didn't know whether he was self-comforting, or he said this to himself.

When she heard her, Ying Pan didn't say a word.

Only Hua Baihe sighed: "Sixteen worlds..."

"For more than 800 years, it is more than 800 years for you. How many human beings, including the cultivators, can live for 800 years..."

Han Yuming pinched the edge of the empty teacup and slowly tightened his fingers.

She also knew what Hua Baihe said.

She is also unwilling to settle.

Especially once some emotions are regained, she doesn't know how to return to the original place.

But she must be flat, no matter how hard it is, she will be flat.

This is what she owes Shengyan.

The author has something to say: Ying Fan and Hua Baihe are only one pair. After all, there are few fairy loves in the world, and the emotions after consultation are the most...

Sheng Yan and Han Yuming have their own way to go.

They have been involved since the day they met. They are each other’s salvation, and they have achieved each other’s lives. No one in this world cares about each other more than them, and no one understands each other better than them. other side.