My 26-year-old Female Tenant

After cc left, I couldn't devote myself fully to my work. I looked out of the window frequently, thinking that I would see her back, or a gust of wind would bring her a faint scent of laundry detergent, but none of these happened. But the sadness when the night came gradually filled my office and overwhelmed me.

I lit a cigarette, opened all the windows made of transparent glass, and my sight suddenly widened, and the sadness in my heart became longer and longer, and finally it was like a bridge, connecting the neon lights in the city, covering the whole world. The world rendering under the night is flickering.

I was so lonely that I couldn't help myself, so I finally sent a message to Robben, asking him out for a few drinks. In fact, I wanted to know what happened to the three of them in the hospital ward last night, and why CC left. Once gone is forever.

The message Robben sent back to me was only one word "um", and I must have felt extremely lonely. After all, no one likes such a parting, especially our close friends who have been with CC day and night. She left really too suddenly, too Resolute, so determined that my brain is full of her shadow in life, but my body has completely left my world, so my memory of her can only be filled with these empty pictures, filling more and more emptiness !

I turned off the computer that had been with me throughout the day, and the phone rang in my briefcase at the same time. I didn't have time to snuff out the cigarette **** in my hand, so I quickly took it out of the bag. It was Mi Cai who called. It was four o'clock in the morning over there, so the call took me by surprise.

  I connected the phone, and asked with some worry in my heart: "Why are you calling me at this time?"

   "I just finished writing a report, and I wanted to call you before I went to bed... How is your day today?"

  I didn't have time to feel sorry for Mi Cai who stayed up all night, and my mood sank again in an instant. After a long time, I asked in a low voice: "Did cc contact you today?"

  Feeling my emotions, Mi Cai asked with concern: "No, what happened to her?"

Mi Cai's answer was within my expectations, and it also showed CC's determination to leave completely, so she didn't even contact Mi Cai, her heart has already died in this city with the people and things of the past, And another heart that has not yet been connected with this world is quietly growing in her body, but it seems to be separated from us by the distance of time and space.

I finally said to Mi Cai: "She said goodbye to me this afternoon...we won't have a chance to see her again, she is tired of everything in this city and wants to find a new place to start a new life I don’t want to be disturbed by our old friends anymore.”

I couldn't see Mi Cai's expression on the other end of the phone, but she hadn't spoken for a long time, but she had already explained her mood at the moment, and finally asked me with a choked voice: "Is she willing?...Just want to , we will definitely have a chance to find her."

   "A person who really wants to leave, she won't let you find her. If you call her after she leaves, you will be logged off!"

   "Why is she walking so resolutely?"

After pondering for a long time, I said to her: "The one who left 100,000 yuan in the restaurant was Robben... Robben actually has feelings for cc, but this kind of feeling can't be said, let alone paid." In actual action...it's too difficult between them!"

   "...Zhaoyang, what do you mean: Can a man love two women at the same time?"

In Mi Cai's question, I felt her almost fragile sensitivity again, and hurriedly said: "Don't extend this question to think about it, Robben is just a special case, you know cc's feelings for him for so many years, he How can you not be moved? What's more, cc is such an attractive woman! And Mr. Wei can't let him down... That's why he made such a complicated choice!"

   "I just have such a question, and I didn't extend it to you to think about it. Why are you so nervous?"

   "I'm just afraid that you'll think too much. You know we can't tolerate these impurities. If you explain clearly, there will be no hidden dangers in the future."

  Mi Cai may still be immersed in the sadness of cc's departure, she didn't entangle with me about this matter, and fell into silence......

  I did self-reflection again: "I didn't listen to your advice at the beginning, and I insisted on finding out the truth of this matter, otherwise cc would not have made this decision that caused her pain and our pain."

  Mi Cai finally spoke: "Maybe you are right this time... If life and relationships make a woman heartbroken, then leaving forever is the best choice!"

I don't know why, when Mi Cai said this, my heart trembled inexplicably, and then my chest became heavy. I don't know how to continue our conversation, but her words have been deeply engraved by me. In the heart.

  Mi Cai didn't mind my silence, and said, "It's getting late here, let's rest first..."

  My emotions began to surge again, so I interrupted immediately and said, "Wait...don't hang up the phone yet."

"Any thing else?"

  After pondering, I said: "No matter what happens in the future, I will not let you get hurt in life and relationship. Just trust me, okay?"

Mi Cai smiled: "Don't worry so much... I believe in you, and I also think that the two of us will not have so many unreasonable entanglements and troubles in our future lives... .....Isn't it always your and my pursuit to live a simple life?"

"Um......"

  .......

After finishing the call with Mi Cai, I smoked a cigarette in the office and finally calmed down. Then I drove to the "Empty City" restaurant. When I arrived, Robben was already sitting there. Drinking beer on the sofa near the corner, his face is full of pain of using alcohol to relieve his sorrow.

  I sat down beside him, ordered a glass of beer, and asked him after a sip, "Did cc find you this afternoon?"

   Robben just shook his head, then poured the beer into his mouth again.

I snatched the wine bottle from his hand, he looked at me blankly, I raised my head, leaned on the sofa, closed my eyes and said to him: "cc she left, said goodbye forever, she will never I will come back, in your life, there will never be a woman named cc again... Hehe, I have called her cc for so many years, and sometimes I can’t even remember her real name Ye Beini, Maybe in that completely strange place, no one will call her cc again?"

The sound of whimpering came from my side, and when I opened my eyes, I found that Robben was already curled up in the corner of the sofa, like a soft-bodied cold-blooded animal floating on the water, but weeping hot tears... At this moment, no one can I feel sorry for him, even if I can't...but I know that he has lost the yesterday with CC forever, so far no woman is willing to be scarred by him, but also to participate in his Talent show, being a guest singer for him, caring about every detail of his life... cc, although I've only been away for half a day, I've really gone far!

After a long, long time, I finally patted him on the shoulder and asked, "Can you tell me what the three of you said in the hospital ward last night? What prompted CC to make this decision? "