Medical Sovereign

At this point, Yuan Shanshan's voice began to choke, and she bit her lips stubbornly, but her tears continued to fall like broken beads.

Ding Ning sighed and looked at Yuan Shanshan with pity, finally understanding the source of her inferiority complex.

A great yet humble mother who appeared to be scavenging, but actually sold herself to support them. That kind of strong psychological contrast would probably leave an indelible psychological shadow on anyone else.

Perhaps, Yuan Shanshan was not only ashamed of her mother's uncleanness, but also felt distressed for her father who was paralyzed in bed.

After all, they lived in a slum with only two rooms of less than ten square meters. It was impossible for her father not to know what her mother was doing.

But for the sake of life and his children, the strong man had to pretend to be deaf and dumb and allowed his wife to do such a thing. You can imagine the torment and pain in his heart.

Ding Ning did not comment on Yuan Shanshan's mother's actions. There was no disdain, but a kind of heartfelt admiration.

It's not that he agrees with what she did, but in that case, how can a woman with no skills support a paralyzed man and a pair of young children?

Reality is always cruel. In that case, Yuan Shanshan's mother made this choice out of helpless love, a humble but great love. She let herself fall into the abyss, but gave up the hope of life. Left to her husband and children.

Yuan Shanshan only saw her father's helplessness and grievance, but she did not put herself in her mother's shoes. If she was not forced to do so, how could she sell her body regardless of shame?

If there was any way, he thought, a woman who was a wife, a mother, and an honest and responsible woman would not be able to have sex with another man in front of her husband. The shame and suffering in her heart would be no less than that of Yuan Shanshan. 's father.

"and after?"

This was the root cause of Yuan Shanshan's illness, but Ding Ning was not sure if there was any other reason that stimulated her and made her become so inferior and extreme.

"Later... cluck cluck..."

Yuan Shanshan was drunk and dizzy, and she laughed nervously, but there was no joy in her laughter, only endless self-deprecation and resentment.

"Everyone knows, everyone in the entire slum knows, but I don't know. Do you know what they called her behind her back? Did they call me something? Did they call me dad?"

Yuan Shanshan laughed crazily: "Bitch, she is the old bitch, I am the little bitch, and my dad is the old turtle, the turtle of the male turtle, the turtle of the green-haired turtle, cluck."

"Then does your brother know about this?"

Ding Ning didn't laugh, nor did he think it was funny. Instead, he felt heavy in his heart.

A family that should have been torn apart has continued because a woman sacrificed her body and reputation. Although it is very humble and despicable, it deserves respect.

"I don't know. He is the only one in the whole family who doesn't know. Even my parents don't know that I know. I haven't told them. I'm afraid my dad can't bear it and won't be able to think about it."

Yuan Shanshan wiped away her tears and said with a complicated expression: "So, even if I am only working in a small company and earning a salary of less than 3,000 yuan a month, no matter how hard and tired I am, I still insist on moving out. I never want to see the scornful and greedy eyes of those people in the slums.”

"Whether it's a change of environment, living with other people's eyes and fingers for a long time will have a great impact on you."

Ding Ning sighed and comforted softly.

The previous resentment against Yuan Shanshan for betraying Diba with a position as a branch manager disappeared now.

This is also a poor person. Although she stubbornly saved her mother from suffering, she still bears the burden of supporting the whole family. She is excusable, not to mention that she is still a patient.

"You...will you look down on me? Do you think that I am an unchaste woman like my mother? I...I am not, really, I am very clean, I am still a virgin, I am not even a virgin I’ve never held a man’s hand, can you believe me?”

Yuan Shanshan said anxiously, worried about gains and losses.

"No, of course not. Everyone in this world has their own frustrations. I will not look down on you, let alone your mother. Don't you think your mother is a great person?"

Ding Ning said seductively and began his first psychological diagnosis and treatment.

"Great? How can such a noble word be associated with such a shameless woman like her?"

Yuan Shanshan gritted her teeth and said with hatred in her eyes.

Ding Ning observed her words and knew that her heart was full of disgust and hatred for her mother. This was the main reason for her extreme low self-esteem. He believed that it was her mother's shamelessness that made her shameless in public and allowed her to be pointed at and poked behind her back. Unable to straighten one's back and behave as a human being.

Her whole life was filled with darkness, and she didn't even dare to find a serious boyfriend, lest the other party would know her mother's true identity and abandon her, play with her or even humiliate her.

Traditional Chinese medicine pays attention to tracing the root cause. Although she has a mental illness, the pathology is the same. The root of the disease is her mother. If she wants to completely cure her disease, she must change her views and prejudices against her mother.

Of course, the most important thing is that she must leave the black market, an environment where others know everything. Otherwise, other people's gossip will always become an inducement for her to have recurring attacks.

Soon, a series of treatment plans were completely presented in his mind, and he said with a very serious expression: "Shanshan, you can't talk about your mother like this, she is a great person."

"She is great? If she is great, she would not do such a shameless thing regardless of my father's feelings. She is just a shameless woman."

Yuan Shanshan shouted hysterically. Fortunately, Ding Ning had already set up a sound barrier, otherwise he would have to alert the people next door.

"Don't get excited. Listen to me. Let me ask you, do you think your dad knows about this or not?"

Ding Ning calmed her excitement and asked gently.

Yuan Shanshan's expression was ugly, she looked at him coldly and said, "Are you humiliating me? Do you want to say that my father is the old turtle?"

"Shanshan, I don't mean to humiliate you. Think about it carefully. Why would your father, as your mother's husband, allow such a thing to happen?"

Ding Ning asked patiently.

"Because she feels that my father can no longer satisfy her, and my father has to rely on her to support her, so she can only endure it in frustration."

Yuan Shanshan's spirit was on the verge of collapse. She grabbed her hair in pain and cried with a twisted face. It could be seen that she had a deep relationship with her father, and she felt more unworthy of him.

"Wrong, you couldn't be more wrong."

Ding Ning did not comfort her, but scolded her sternly.

Yuan Shanshan looked at him blankly, a little at a loss.

"They are aggrieved because of love. They love this family and you siblings, so they have to compromise. I am sure that before your mother chose this career, she must have sought your father's opinion and got his opinion. She will only do this after she agrees.”

Ding Ning said with great certainty.

"No, it's impossible. That woman is also his wife after all. His character is so stubborn and strong. How could he tolerate this?

insult. "

Yuan Shanshan shook her head in disbelief and was unwilling to accept this statement. She would rather believe that the woman was shameless and bullied her father, so she deliberately insulted him in this way.

"Shanshan, think about it rationally. If your mother was as shameless as you said and deliberately bullied your father, based on her conditions, she could have divorced your father and gone to live with a rich man. Is it necessary for Mrs. Kuo to stay and take care of your siblings and your father? "

Ding Ning patiently enlightened.

"Perhaps it's because my dad doesn't agree to the divorce?"

This sentence seemed to have an effect. Yuan Shanshan showed a look of thinking on her face, but the deep-rooted belief formed over a long time made her unwilling to accept this statement at all. She still said it harshly, but her tone had obviously softened a lot. .

"Your father has sought death several times in order not to drag you down. Which time was it not saved by your mother? If your mother wants to get a divorce and try another career, as long as you don't stop him, why bother again?"

Ding Ning observed the changes in her expression calmly, but what he said hit the point, causing Yuan Shanshan to close her eyes in pain, with a trace of confusion on her face.

Ding Ning can understand her mood. People are born with an instinct to shirk responsibility. In addition, she has a deep relationship with her father, so she subconsciously regards her mother as the culprit. She has been hating her for these years and has considered the current situation Everything was blamed on her, and she was not willing to admit that what her mother did was actually approved by her father.

Although she has already recognized in her heart that this is the truth, if she wants to completely subvert her previously ingrained knowledge at once, she will definitely not be able to overcome the hurdle in her heart in a short time.

Ding Ning knew that he needed to add fuel to the fire at this time. He stared at the pained Yuan Shanshan and said seriously: "Your mother is the greatest mother in the world. In order to feed you and take care of your father, she sacrificed her own name." "Jie, you only see your father's pain, but who can understand her inner pain and suffering?"

"No one forced her to do this, so doesn't she think about the consequences?"

Yuan Shanshan said in a choked voice with tears in her eyes, her tone obviously softened a lot.

"Consequences? In her mind, what is more serious than the consequences of the collapse of this family? And what is more serious than the consequences of you two siblings becoming orphans? Yes, her choice does make you feel ashamed, you feel She was poked and stabbed behind her back, but sometimes, in order to keep you alive, she had no choice but to sacrifice herself."

Ding Ning said sincerely: "Such a mother, she doesn't live for herself at all, but for this family, for you and your brother and sister to grow up healthily, cherish it, and love you deeply at all costs." You should be proud of the mother who loves this family so much, rather than dislike and hate her. Without her sacrifice, would your father still be alive now? Would your siblings have grown up? I'm afraid your family would have collapsed a long time ago."

"Stop talking, please, stop talking, I don't want to hear it. I don't want to hear it."

Yuan Shanshan covered her ears, shook her head desperately, and cried hysterically.

Ding Ning was silent. It seemed that it was impossible for her to accept this reality immediately, but he also knew not to act too hastily.

So far, this first round of treatment has had some effect. At least, when she mentioned her mother again, her eyes no longer just contained hatred and disgust, but also had something else.

Thirsty, so thirsty.

At this moment, Ding Ning suddenly felt his mouth dry. He thought it was because he had talked too much and his mouth was dry. Without thinking much, he reached for the tea cup and drank it in one breath.