Love from the Male Protagonist’s Harem

Chapter 183: I can't afford it

As if the silent soul was awakened by something, and as if desperate, moths fighting fire.

"If you make up your mind, I can't stop you." Chu Zhan coughed twice, and the slanting Twilight cast deep and shallow shadows on his face. "But no matter what you choose to do, you must understand clearly. I know what I have to pay."

"I know." Chu Yao stared at her father who had respected her for more than ten years. In her life, she had violated her father's decision only twice.

The first time was to go to Jianfeng to practice, and the second time was now.

"If you don't do it."

"I won't be reconciled."

Chu Zhan's voice was old: "If you go, the result is not what you want to see?"

"If I believe in a person, I will believe it to the end."

Chu Yao brushed her hand across her chest and said, "I believe my eyes can see my heart clearly."

"It doesn't matter whether the result is what I want."

Chu Zhan said: "You will regret it."

"Father." Chu Yi said with a firm voice.

"If I don't do it, I will regret the rest of my life."

Regret for the rest of your life?

Chu Zhan closed his eyes. At this moment, it seemed as if he had gone back a long time ago, when he was the young master of the Chu family. No regrets, but in the end, she was defeated after all.

Silly boy.

The rest of my life is so long.

"Let's take a look at Chu Dao Ji Ling." Chu Zhan did not stop him, but closed his eyes and said tiredly, "Chu Dao Ji Ling can test his heart."

"If you get its recognition and are ready to pay the price you might pay, just go with you."

Chu Yao came down, turned and left.

Chu Zhan opened his eyes and looked at the back of Chu Yi leaving. In his old eyes, there was a vague sorrow.

In the five hundred years of the Chu family, no one can survive the heart-testing of the Chu Dao sacrifice to the spirit.

He is going to give this child the last lesson.

Chu Zhan stood up trembling, and took out the suicide note from under his pillow.

He made a vow back then, his heart was higher than the sky, and he did not get the recognition of Chu Dao Ji Ling.

Sure enough... Later, he was the one he loved after all.

Probably no one can really inherit it.

but……

If this child can really get its recognition, then his obstacle will not stop her.

He looked at the unwritten suicide note, his eyes glided with relief.

At that time, the ocean will be wide and the fish will leap, and the sky will be high and the birds will fly.

"Father."

The girl's voice was soft.

Chu Zhan raised his eyes, the butterflies scattered one after another, he saw Chu Yi.

The girl's eyes were dull, and the corners of her lips smiled lightly, "Have you made up your mind?"

Chu Zhan coughed twice and said tiredly.

"……nature."

He owes too much to the mother and daughter.

No matter what she does, she is her daughter after all.

"I know you do everything." Chu Zhan looked at Chu Yi, his eyes gradually softened, "But I... don't blame you."

"What my father is talking about, I don't understand." Chu Yi took the pen and said in a cordial and gentle voice, "Yiyi didn't do anything. Yiyi just came to see his father."

"Father, leave a few words?"

"Stay, naturally you have to stay."

Chu Zhan didn't care either. He took the ink-stained wolf hae and laughed at himself, "Just treat it as..."

Take it as it is, and pay them back.

==

Ancestral Hall of Chu Family.

The stars are shining in the sky, the insects of early summer begin to sing diligently, and the sound of frogs is faint.

Chu Yao slowly stepped into the ancestral hall.

Except for coming with her father once when she just came back from Lingxi Peak, she hasn't been to this place for a long time since then.

There were noises of insects outside the ancestral hall, and then it was quiet after entering. There were still many tablets and the snow-white wedding dress embroidered with dragons in front of me.

Chu Yao looked at Chu Dao to sacrifice the spirit.

This is the thing I hate to see when I was young. Once I made a mistake, I would kneel here and regret the dress.

In fact, she has never made any serious mistakes, but she hates others to put her eyes in front of her.

The first time I knelt and sacrificed to the spirit with a sword was when a child rushed up to scold her, saying that everything she got was because of those eyes. Without them, she would be a concubine who was nothing.

She was very angry at the time, and went up to fight with the child, without the demeanor of a lady.

When her father came back, he punished her for kneeling in the ancestral hall.

Later... she knew that she was beating her sister, Chu Yi, who was despised at the time. I also vaguely understood the special meaning behind the flattery of others.

Her eyes took away the brilliance that belonged to Chu Yi.

After that, whoever said she was the reincarnation of King Chu was heroic, she beat everyone to find teeth.

Later, he knelt down in the ancestral hall countless times.

My father also said to her, "If you are abused by others, you have to beat me to understand. If others praise you, why are you bullying them?"

She said: "Because they have no eyes."

They were complimenting her on the surface, but in fact they were taunting her both overtly and secretly. They were all taunting her for bearing the shadow of King Chu. Without these eyes, Chu Yao would be nothing.

Father sighed and said to her, "A Yao, you are too arrogant."

She knelt on the ground and said nothing, her back straight and stubborn.

She also went to see her sister secretly.

The little girl stayed quietly in the corner every time, holding the dagger that her father had given her, and could sit all day without saying a word.

The maids also despised her, and did not call her to eat when the meal was ordered, and she sat there foolishly, as if she didn't feel hungry.

The breeze stroked, Chu Dao Ji Ling moved the corner of his clothes slightly.

Chu Yao paused, recovered her thoughts, thought of those abnormal books of the Chu Family, closed her eyes, and stopped thinking about it.

——Take it if you want, she is not uncommon at first.

She raised her eyes to see Chu Dao sacrifice to the spirit.

It waits here in silence, day after day, year after year.

Now my father lets himself come to see it...

Chu Yao touched its fabric.

Silky and soft, Golden Dragon stitches are fine, and it looks perfect.

It can be seen that the person embroidering this dress has worked hard.

According to legend, a hundred years ago, King Chu had a beloved person, but when she was about to ask for marriage, the beloved person was no longer in the world.

The sad King Chu sewed this wedding dress.

Chu Dao sacrifices to the spirit.

With regret, with love, with parting, with loneliness, sacrifice the spirit of love in the sky.

The past of the old man has become ashes.

"Father said you can test your heart." Chu Yao said in a shallow voice, "As the saying goes, sincerely, Jinshi is open, I don't know if my superficial intentions can move you."

The wind was so shallow that it disturbed the black silk cloth hanging down in the ancestral hall, but Chu Dao Ji Ling seemed to be still, motionless.

long time.

It seems that it is not closed.

But it's okay.

"It's a little bit of meaning, it can't touch the charm of the ancient clothes, and it doesn't matter." Chu Yao put down her hand, and the corner of her lips opened with a happy smile, "After all, my own decision, only I know if I will keep going. Go down."

Life is in his own hands.

The road is also at her feet, and how she walks is also her own business.

She let go of her hand, turned and left.

However, there was no step just taken!

"Dang!"

The open door was closed quickly, and all the memorial tablets in the ancestral hall began to tremble violently!

Chu Yao's eyes flashed, and she subconsciously wanted to draw a sword, but she was empty, because it was her own ancestral hall, and she didn't have a sword. At the next moment, five cold and wide silver light cards, three feet high and three feet wide, suddenly rushed over from the surrounding area.

Chu Yao's eyes were cold, and she pinched the sword in her hand. The next moment, the abundant spiritual energy instantly condensed and turned into thousands of swords around her body. The small ancestral hall will definitely be put through by her!

Chu Yao looked at the ancestors of the Chu family outside Guangpai, the corners of her mouth twitched, and her sword tactics movement stopped.

The light card that trapped her did not move.

Just as Chu Yao wondered whether she could protect her ancestors while wearing the broken light cards, she saw a pale white dress embroidered with a dragon pattern slowly drifting down from it, just so leisurely. Arrived in front of her.

Chu Yao looked at it silently.

The wide hem knocked on the card, and actually made two soft "boom" bangs.

After it finished knocking, he put his clothes on his back, and slowly turned the five-pointed light card twice.

He looks like an old man inspecting the land.

Chu Yao: "..."

"I know you have decided to go."

Chu Yao was startled slightly, and soon knew who was talking.

Without the charm of the owner, it is possible to communicate with people completely with the help of other powers.

It's just that the Chu Dao has been passed down to sacrifice for hundreds of years, and I have never heard of any ancestor who has heard it.

"I heard the voice from the bottom of your heart." Chu Dao Jiling's voice is soft. She is not as weird as Zhen Hun Wushuang, she can even be said to be gentle, "I also know that you will never do anything that you regret. matter."

"I have stayed in this family for hundreds of years, and I have seen people similar to you, but their choices are different, and the final endings are also different."

"If you are desperate, you will either get nothing, die alone, or get what you want, but when you're lucky, you will be greedy for more."

"It's well-behaved, plain and plain, and it's engraved on the family's sign after death, and you can't see it at a glance."

"After a long time, even I will gradually forget that there was such a person in the Chu family."

"You are the same as all the juniors I have seen before, but different."

"I see your desperate will, but I don't want to count your possibilities."

Chu Yao paused, looking at the five-pointed light card that trapped him, and the Yimei outside the Heguang card, the sword formation was put away.

"Then I passed your heart test?"

Chu Dao Ji Ling said, "Many people can pass my heart test, and people's will is the strongest when they are impulsive."

After a pause, it smiled again, "So when I regret it, it's the most painful."

Chu Yao didn't want to talk nonsense with it, "I know I won't regret it, you can let me go."

Chu Dao Ji Ling said: "You can't beat Su Chan by yourself."

Chu Yao frowned, "Do you know Su Chan?"

Chu Dao Ji Ling paused, "It's not important."

"The important thing is that without me, you would not be able to step into even an inch of the Demon Cult." Chu Dao Ji Ling said in a shallow voice, "You need me."

Chu Yao: "...what do you want?"

"I want you."

Chu Yao: "..."

"I was born from the emperor's nostalgic mourning and regretful blood and tears."

"My former master never fought an insecure battle."

"But you are desperate, have nothing, and want nothing."

"I am very disappointed with you."

The former master, the king of Chu.

Chu Yao laughed and said, "She? Unsure of the fight? Are you saying she killed herself?"

Chu Dao Ji Ling was silent.

It can never be forgotten, not long after it was born, the feeling of the owner's warm blood flowing on it.

At that time, it didn't understand anything, but it always remembered the hot blood and the pain of regret in the owner's heart.

"You are something that doesn't understand anything." Chu Yao said indifferently, "I ask for nothing, because I want to give her what she wants."

"What she wants is the most important thing."

Chu Dao Ji Ling said, "You are very similar to her."

Chu Yao frowned at once.

"I know you don't like hearing this sentence." Chu Dao Ji Ling said, "but I'm not talking about your eyes."

Chu Yao sneered, her eyes indifferent, "Let me go, you, I can't afford it."

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