Love from the Male Protagonist’s Harem

Xia Ge thought, at least, it didn't meet her definition and criteria for the word "love".

"Do you know what my love is?"

Her voice was shallow, "Do you know who I love?"

"It doesn't matter."

Chu Yi's movements paused slightly, "I don't want to know."

As long as you are mine, it's fine.

"If you don't want to know, then forget it." Xia Ge seemed to be chatting, and it seemed to be remembering, "I remember at that time, your hands were like this cold."

Chu Yi said: "Shut up."

"It was frosty that day, it was very cold." Xia Ge turned a deaf ear to Chu Yi's words, and said, "I held your hand for a long time, but no matter how you cover it, it won't be hot."

Because her hands are also very cold.

Therefore, Xia Ge at that time could not give Little Butterfly the warmth he wanted.

Going on together, there is no end in sight, it will only be colder and hopeless.

Chu Yi's movements have stopped, with a faint smile, "Do you have any meaning in saying this?"

Then the voice was a bit cold, "I won't let you go."

"It doesn't mean anything." Xia Ge moved, looking at Chu Yi's familiar and somewhat unfamiliar face in front of her, she stretched out her hand and gently stroked her cheek with her right hand with a chain, "It's just...you've grown up."

Her hand slowly touched her eyes.

Beautiful apricot eyes, dark and bright, as the sister said, bright eyes are good.

very nice.

The sound of the chains is very crisp.

"I'm sorry." Xia Ge said.

Heart, colic.

...How many years have it been.

After so many years of hard pursuit, so many years, after seeing the ghost dragon jade, how happy it is, how painful it is when you know the truth.

Xia Wuyin... Xia Xiaozhangling, isn't she very capable? If you have the ability to lie to the sky, you are concealing it to the end!

What's the excuse? I'm sorry? !

"Ha." Chu Yi said, mockingly, "Why do you apologize to me?"

"Do you owe me anything?" Chu Yi asked her, dying of heartache, and this "I'm sorry" was like a knife that ignored all defenses, stabbing her to the softest place!

The pain is going crazy.

"Where are you sorry for me?"

"If you want to leave, go and come as long as you want. You are so free and high above you, you take me away, you give me a pair of eyes through the thorns and thorns, I am grateful that Dade is too late, why should you apologize to me?"

She yanked her hand out and grabbed Xia Ge's collar, softly but sternly, "Do you owe me anything? Or do you love me or hate me?"

"Where did my qualifications appear in your eyes? My Chu Yi is nothing at all in your eyes, why should you condescend to apologize to me?"

"Or is your little conscience guilty?" Chu Yi's voice was soft but cold, and she stubbornly pulled her collar, her finger bones were pale. You hurt your compassion, so you have pity on me? Who are you? You want to pity me? Brother, are you trying to save the people?"

After a long while, she paused, seeming to relax, and then smiled again.

"——If you pity me, why would you apologize?"

But the voice behind became fierce again, vaguely crying, "You have mercy on me, you save me! You save me! You hold me and let go of me, you make me fall in love and finally give up on me ——"

"Little Butterfly's sheath is lost! She didn't have the sheath, and her knife killed herself-she was dead! She died because of you!!"

"No!" Xia Ge grabbed her wrist again, "not because of this!"

"No?" Chu Yi stared into her eyes and asked her back, "What's the reason for that?

"Because you are by my side, you can only take a knife!" Xia Ge was struggling to speak. Doumeng made her unable to maintain her sanity. She could only rely on instinct, "I don't want you to be like this!"

She had known that Little Butterfly was extreme and too persistent. She didn't want to let herself become her obsession, because it was not worth it!

Everyone is born noble.

No one is born to live for another person.

But she didn't expect to go round and round, and finally returned to the original point.

"Then what do you want me to become?" Chu Yi laughed and asked softly, "What do you want to see me?"

"I want you to see farther and farther places. I want you to have endless buns. I don't want you to be awakened by nightmares every night. I want you not to be blinded by obsession and madness." Xia Ge stared into her eyes, saying, "I want you to live noble and free."

After Xia Ge finished speaking, his eyes dimmed slightly, "I thought..."

"So?" Chu Yi interrupted her suddenly.

Xia Ge paused.

Chu Yi continued for her, "So you just left me because of these insignificant things?"

"When you meet you don't recognize me."

"Trick me."

"Even, find someone to impersonate."

Xia Ge was speechless.

"...It doesn't matter."

Chu Yi sighed lightly and looked at Xia Ge with pity, "Brother's wish sounds so beautiful."

——I want you to live noble and free.

How beautiful.

"But, that's not me."

"But if you hold my hand." Chu Yi leaned over and kissed her forehead, "Always... Maybe, I will become like that."

"If you have been there all the time."

"I will become whatever you want."

"But," she repeated, "from the moment you leave, I am not me."

Xia Ge said: "Little Butterfly..."

"There are no more butterflies." Chu Yi held her hand, held her heart, and stared at her, "...I said, it's dead."

"...And I am as you wish now." Chu Yi thought for a while, chuckled, and said every word, "Noble..."

And freedom.

Xia Ge was silent.

"But it doesn't really matter."

"I don't want anything anymore." Chu Yi said: "As long as you are mine, it's fine."

The hand feels soft and warm, and the sound of the heart beating is intense, but the hand holding her wrist is particularly cold.

Xia Ge: "You will regret it."

"I won't." Chu Yi smiled, "There is nothing I can regret for a long time."

She looked at Xia Ge, "People who have nothing, never worry about losing."

--do not do that.

The fragrance of the dream is getting stronger and stronger.

Xia Ge felt very sleepy, she was unaware.

Let's retreat, you can't sleep over, absolutely can't.

If...

Xia Ge lowered his eyes.

"...Remove the fragrance." Xia Ge said, "I'm not leaving."

Chu Yi didn't move, just muttering to herself, "It would be nice if I didn't meet you."

"That way, no matter who you are, I won't be sad."

"Just like that when you've never been here."

"I'm still who I am."

I have never loved, and I have never been crazy for you.

After she finished speaking, she raised her head again, and Xia Ge looked at her, her eyes a little hollow.

Doumeng still worked.

The spiritual power was sealed, and he was struggling to support it under the fascinating fragrance, but if Xia Ge is a human or a god, she can't survive it anymore.

Chu Yi closed her eyes and chuckled lightly after a while.

"I'm telling you... what these do."

"Don't apologize." She hugged her tenderly and muttered to herself, "No matter what you want...you just need to be by my side."

"Cold." Xia Ge murmured.

Chu Yi looked at her.

Xia Ge is obviously unaware. Doumeng will make her lose the ability to resist and be conscious, but occasionally, she will have some dreams.

Chu Yi lowered her eyelashes and touched her head, softly coaxing her, "Brother, it's not cold."

The person in his arms pulled her hand down, and then covered it.

Chu Yi: "...?"

In this way, I covered it for a long time.

Slowly, the cold hands felt warm.

Chu Yi did not move.

"It's cold anyway," Xia Ge said, "...whatever, it's cold."

Chu Yi trembled slightly, and the vague memories of the past suddenly became clear.

The night was frosty, and she woke up from the cold. The boy closed his eyes and held her hands tightly. However, his hands were also cold, without the slightest warmth.

——If two people are cold, they will warm up together.

But it was still cold.

For a moment, Chu Yi was a little confused, why, obviously he was leaning so tightly, why was his brother still so cold?

The boy slept very lightly, she woke up, and moved a little, and he woke up too.

That night.

The teenager found her awake in the cold. Maybe he saw the confused look on her face.

That was Chu Yi who couldn't see anything. For the first time I heard the boy, with a vaguely choked voice.

He said to her sadly.

--sorry.

It was exactly the same as the voice just now.

sorry.

For a moment, my mind trembled.

Why do you want to say sorry? !

The brother who is obviously cold, why do you want to say sorry to her? !

Why? !

——Because my brother can't warm her anymore.

So... can I just let go...? !

Chu Yi suddenly drew his hand from Xia Ge's arms!

Do not! ! not like this! !

Xia Ge's voice was shallow: "...It's still cold."

"It's not cold!" Chu Yi said, "It won't be cold!"

Xia Ge just murmured and repeated coldly.

It was like a curse, and it was like a key to unlock everything, so she couldn't stand it.

Chu Yi got out of bed as if evading something, and disappeared for a moment.

The stone cliff of Jianfeng was freezing cold, Chu Yi was pulling her clothes on her chest, and she kept talking to herself.

——I will not let you go.

Absolutely not.

It will not die.

No matter what.

I don't want to hear for any reason, and I don't want to understand any reason!

She no longer thinks about everything in the past... and she will no longer be sad and think about everything in the past.

She has all her future.

As for... that woman.

Chu Yi thought of Gu Peijiu, her eyes grew gloomy, and her soft hand leaned into her arms, trying to take out the doll in the mustard space.

——Just like this baby, only this vast abyss is her last way home.

Empty hands.

Chu Yi's pupils shrank suddenly!

It's gone!

The doll in the mustard space!

The doll that the woman gave to brother--

The mountain wind was cold, and Chu Yi recovered his senses, her eyes suddenly cold, "...Brother."

Word by word, it seemed to be grinded from the teeth, with lingering pain, unspeakable gentleness, and icy coldness.

The next moment, the figure disappeared!

The black bed curtain was blown by the wind when Chu Yi left. Xia Ge’s crow-colored hair was loose, and the end of the hair was entangled with red lovesickness. She wore a silver bracelet with a chain on her right hand. She had bare white and tender feet. Standing up, his chest underneath his soft clothes was half open, revealing the delicate collarbone.

Acacia, who has been pretending to be dead at the end of her hair, quietly tied herself into a bow.

Among the Xia singers, she is a beautiful and exquisite cloth doll!

Following her movements, the sound of the broken chains rang softly. The next moment, the bracelet stuck on the wrist opened by itself and landed on the bed.

Xia Ge closed his eyes and annihilated the thin purple light in the depths of his pupils.

[Desperate].