Life As Aozaki Orange

"..."

Kotomine Kirei listened to this unknown woman's answer, his eyes flickered slightly, and a strange feeling arose in his heart.

He wanted to ask that unknown woman, a man named Emiya Kiritsugu, how to obtain happiness.

However, in the end he didn't ask anything.

Just watching Emiya Kiritsugu quietly, he closed the magic dress for communication.

If you want to ask, it is better to ask yourself.

"Move, and when the boss transfers the money, I will take you to withdraw the money."

Emiya Kiritsugu put away the disc used for communication, immediately took out a cigarette and lit it, then turned around and walked towards the old castle, intending to remove all the remaining antiques.

As for chatting with these two agents for a while, it was simply not within the scope of his choice.

He still has a lot of abandoned children to raise, so he can't waste his energy on these meaningless things.

And... the strange agent who has been silent all this time, looked at him with a bit too hot eyes, even a man like him who has experienced hell, actually felt a little twisted in his heart.

However, he couldn't say anything. After all, that strange agent had no killing intent, but just stared at him like a pervert.

Could it be possible for him not to show it to others?

"...Hehe, Kirei, if you have time, go and help our accomplice."

At this moment, the rogue priest patted Kotomine Kirei on the shoulder: "You should be very interested in that man, right now is a rare opportunity to get to know each other, if you have any questions, please take advantage of it now.

Saying so... He turned around and walked to the grass beside the road to sit down, took out a cigarette silently and lit it, and his expression fell into a somewhat lonely state.

On the other side, Emiya Kiritsugu, who had not yet entered the castle, paused in his footsteps, his indifferent face changed slightly, and immediately seemed to want to escape, his footsteps sped up a bit.

Obviously...he didn't intend to get to know this man named Kotomine Kirei.

(...Does this mean you want to pursue Kiritsugu? The agent's xp is really strange.)

Not far away, Aoyama Aoka witnessed this scene, and slightly imagined what the scene would be like if Emiya Kiritsugu and the man named Kotomine Kirei were really staying together.

——Oh, bad, it seems to feel pretty good, this picture feels so beautiful, there is a kind of sacred and pure feeling.

She stretched out her hand to touch her cheek, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise, especially when she saw Emiya Kiritsugu's hastily leaving footsteps, she felt pleasant feelings in her mind, and felt that these two substitutes were actually not that bad.

"—I've passed."

Standing on the same spot, Kotomine Kirei pondered for a while, and immediately walked towards the castle, he wanted to initiate a soul-direct conversation with Emiya Kiritsugu.

What is the void in his heart that cannot be filled, and what needs to be used to fill it, whether it can be filled with sweet love as the rogue priest said.

Or... do you need to use heretical means?

***

Inside the castle.

Emiya Kiritsugu walked in the dark corridor, Kotomine Kirei chased up from behind, his silent eyes staring at the indifferent Emiya Kiritsugu, he was silently organizing his words to ask his confusion.

He allowed his father's teachings to live, so to speak, a way of living like a saint.

However, he could not get anything called return from this way of life, he did not get satisfaction because of his own good deeds, nor did he feel happy because others were happy.

He has been troubled by this all the time, why his heart is still as empty as before when he is walking on the right path.

"...do you have anything you want to ask?"

At this moment, Emiya Kiritsugu suddenly stopped, standing in front of a window, he propped up the window with both hands and looked at the bright moon in the sky, the cigarette in his mouth was floating in the air.

"If I can answer, I don't mind having a good chat with you. However, my meaningless life should not have any meaningful nutrients for you to absorb."

He said so coldly and self-deprecatingly, he didn't make a good evaluation of his life.

However, he sincerely wanted to answer Kotomine Kirei's doubts, because the current Kotomine Kirei was very much like his adopted orphan who was confused and asked him questions.

So... I don't know if it's soft-hearted, or out of kindness.

In short, he planned to spare some time to chat with Kotomine Kirei.

"Che Gueva, have you ever felt empty inside?"

Kotomine Kirei asked like this.

"That's right, it's extremely blank and empty."

Without hesitation, Emiya Kiritsugu answered truthfully.

He "blindly" pursued the impossible dream, and wanted to be a partner of justice to save the world. This overly abstract and grand wish made his heart feel empty step by step.

"What now?"

Kotomine Kirei asked again.

"—I was cheated!"

Emiya Kiritsugu took a puff of cigarette vigorously, exhaled a large puff of smoke, and then said somewhat entangled: "That woman sees through my existence, and then uses me like a demon, and like giving sweets, makes me feel at a loss. It shattered with a heavy punch, or strangled my dream with cruel reality."

To be honest, he still wants to be a partner of justice and pursue the ideal of saving the world, and because he owes Canozaki Orange 200 million US dollars, he gave up the dream he has been pursuing all along.

But... the actual charity he is investing in now makes him have no time to care about him.

If you want to pursue becoming a righteous partner to save the world, you must first solve the problem of food and clothing for your adopted children.

There is no doubt that this requires astronomical sums of money, and these adopted children are not a batch.

Instead, it is constantly expanding and replacing, which is basically a never-ending career.

"That woman... can dispel the emptiness in people's hearts?"

Kotomine Kirei frowned, not knowing what he was thinking.

"That woman is not the Holy Mother. On the contrary, she still exists like a demon. Although she can make people live a very fulfilling life, she will also live a harder life than social animals."

Emiya Kiritsugu glanced at the agent beside him: "If you seek help from that woman, you will have to pay an unbearable price. It may be your own freedom, or it may be an astronomical amount of money."

Saying so, he showed a strange expression.

"Of course, if you are a beautiful girl, or have a very beautiful daughter, then maybe that devilish woman might consider agreeing to help."

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Chapter 122 What price do you want to pay?

"Does she like beautiful women?"

Kotomine Kirei questioned, and began to think seriously.

If I can correct the emptiness in my heart that I have been suffering for a long time, I will raise a beautiful daughter and exchange it as a bargaining chip.

Is this something worthwhile?

However, the three views he was taught since he was a child told him that this was a wrong choice.

However, he was not disgusted with this matter in his heart.

The hollowness and indifference in my heart, the common sense cultivated since I was a child, collided fiercely at this moment, and I didn't even understand the contradiction.

"—I guess she likes what she said."

Emiya Kiritsugu flicked the cigarette butt that he had smoked, and the cigarette butt fell in a flash of flame in the air. Immediately afterwards, he took out another cigarette and lit it again, and said in a somewhat uncertain tone:

"If you can really take out a beautiful enough daughter as a bargaining chip, that devil-like woman might really be willing to use her genius to create a solution for you."

Saying so, he turned his head to look at Kotomine Kirei beside him.

"However, since you have a daughter, the taste of love and family affection should also be able to fill your empty heart, and you don't need to find that woman for a treatment plan."

"So, instead of being entangled in these heresies, you might as well let go of the mission of the agent, go to the world to find a beautiful woman, and have a sweet love, so that you will have no problems."

That's right, this is the judgment he made on this man named Kotomine Kirei. This man, as the representative of the Holy Church Church, should have been suppressed by the way of life of the representative.

After all, the task of the agent is to crusade against heresy, and the survival experience is not good at all.

Walking on the edge of life and death during the mission, and even crusade against some untouchable targets, in this case, sealing up one's inner feelings, and then performing the mission like a machine, is actually a self-protection mechanism for human beings.

It can prevent the inner guilt from being overwhelmed, but correspondingly, it will also cause emotional loss.

Therefore, his suggestion to Kotomine Kirei is to give up the job of agent, and instead return to live in society like a normal person.

In this way, his self-enclosed heart should slowly regain the missing feelings.

"Is that so?"

Kotomine Kirei frowned subconsciously, feeling something was wrong and said: "However, I feel like this shouldn't help me."

That's right, this is the fact that he intuitively said so. He doesn't think that this can fill the lack in his heart. This lack that he has carried since he was born should not be resolved just because of a so-called sweet love.

To be honest, he doubted whether he had the ability to love people.

"Have you experienced it... How will you know if you don't try it?"

Emiya Kiritsugu asked back, and immediately said: "However, if you are really too entangled, when I finish moving the antiques, I will contact that woman again and ask her to confirm your condition."

"That's all, please."

Kotomine Kirei nodded slightly.

"Just a heads up."

Emiya Kiritsugu said coldly: "You have to be prepared to pay the consultation fee, the amount should be huge, and if you spend all your savings, you may even be in debt that is unbearable!"

Even he has to admit one thing, that is, Canozaki Chengzi is the strongest doctor in the world, probably able to revive even the dead, and the level of medical skills has even violated the realm of gods.

However, the corresponding treatment value is also expensive and unbearable.

Even if he has been busy with philanthropy these days, he knows how many wealthy magicians have exhausted all their wealth and property in order to seek treatment from Canozaki Orange.

That woman named 'Aozaki Orange' is the best doctor in the world,

but. It is also the most expensive doctor in the world.

"--sorry to bother you."

Without hesitation, Kotomine Kirei made such a decision.

He has accumulated a lot of salary as an agent, and with his father's savings over the years, it shouldn't be a problem to support the treatment.

Hmm... By the way, he should also have a share of the spoils of the antiques this time.

"Since you said so."

Shaking his head with some pity, Emiya Kiritsugu smoked the cigarette in one breath, and immediately flicked the cigarette butt away with a flick of his fingers, turned around and went to pick up antiques.

****

after a while.

Carrying the antique black van back and forth several times.

Finally, all the antiques in the castle were emptied.

At this moment, in a magnificent living room of the old castle, Emiya Kiritsugu, Aoyama Qinghua, Kotomine Kirei, and the rogue priest were sitting drinking coffee together.

"...Finally finished moving, I almost didn't die from exhaustion~"

The rogue priest was lying on the sofa like a salted fish, with a tired expression on his face, but there was no trace of fatigue in his eyes.

"I remember you didn't work the whole time, did you?"

Qingshan Qinghua took a sip of coffee and said in a mocking tone.

However, the rogue priest said with a face of course:

"It's different. You must know that my soul is with you. I am actually working when you are working, so it is only natural that I am tired."

"...I want to beat you to death~"

After a while of silence, Qingshan Qinghua showed a cold killing intent, obviously displeased with this sarcastic priest, she was a woman carrying an angel statue and didn't say anything, this guy who doesn't work and waits for the money, has a relaxed expression Said sarcastic remarks.

"Uh... sorry, I was wrong."

Resolutely, the boring priest apologized heartily.

the other side.

Emiya Kiritsugu took out the disc and contacted Aozaki Touko in England. After waiting silently for a while, the disc finally sounded a connection tone.

Immediately afterwards.