I’m a Director, I’m Not Bad

Chapter 47 047 Bodhisattva is compassionate and saves the suffering.

Chapter 47 047. Bodhisattva is compassionate and saves the suffering.

night.

There was still a bit of oil on her body, which made her skin look darker. The strong coach Yu Fei walked to Xu Xin, who was panting like an ox on the equipment, while holding up the restraints that protect her waist and help generate strength:

"You haven't left yet?"

"Huh...huh...huh..."

Raising his head, Xu Xin glanced at the person who came, and when he realized it was his coach, he shook his head:

"without."

"...It's a bit too dangerous for you to practice like this."

Looking at his soaked gray T-shirt and the sweat stains pattering down on the floor mat, even she who was preparing for a bodybuilding competition recently felt a little scared:

"It's been three hours since the end of class... You can easily get injured if you practice like this."

"...Well, I can't lift my arms anymore."

He lowered his head and glanced at the palms of his hands that were already covered with blood blisters... They were still wearing gloves. If he didn't wear gloves, God knows what they would be like.

"What's the trouble?"

"……without."

After all, the professionalism is not the right one, and Xu Xin is really tired now.

Too lazy to say it.

He waved his hands, stood up on his sore legs, signaled that he didn't need help from the other party, and said directly:

"I'm going for a massage, coach, see you later."

"...Well, remember to drink protein powder. If you train hard, you must replenish protein in time."

"knew."

"..."

Looking at the student who usually looked kind and calm, but today seemed to have suddenly changed into a different person, Coach Yu Fei tilted her head in confusion.

What happened?

You have to torture yourself like this.

…

In fact, she was right, Xu Xin just found it annoying.

Because he couldn't find the main line of the story in his heart.

Every time I think of an entry point, I probably follow this train of thought in my mind...

Although the story could be straightened out, it was inevitably marked with the word "mediocre" in his mind.

If "Not Drunk" is his farewell to his past, then this is now a movie in his mind that he really wants to make. From the moment the idea was born, Xu Xin essentially rejected mediocrity.

He is the director.

But this is no ordinary director.

It's not about how famous he is or how high he started... He knows very well that he has many shortcomings.

The reason why he feels that he is not an ordinary director is purely because... he feels that he does not want to compromise with mediocrity.

In fact, looking at the resumes of many filmmakers, the story that is most often regarded as chicken soup for the soul is... Ah, he was just an ordinary director at the beginning, shooting music videos and commercials for people to make a living, and then one day When you meet your precious person or opportunity, your life will suddenly soar into the sky.

These chicken soups are full of "inspirational" orientation.

It’s also truly inspirational.

But the problem is...these inspirational foundations are forced by life and the helplessness of livelihood.

But I don’t have to bow to life…

Although people would hate him if he said this, Xu Xin would not say it to others.

But in his heart, that's what he thought.

He knows that his ability is not enough and he still needs to accumulate, learn, etc. But these shortcomings are no excuse for allowing himself to be mediocre.

This request to reject mediocrity has nothing to do with other people, and is not close to anyone. It is purely the bottom line he has set for himself.

The movie I want to make can bomb at the box office, be called trash, or have poor results.

Whatever.

If others are able to eat big fish and meat, that is their ability.

If you can't bear to eat cornbread, then you have no future.

But for Xu Xin, one of the most basic requirements is to satisfy himself first.

Just like his current love life.

When he didn't meet the right person, he would rather hold it in, wishing that the force of the impact would make a hole in the toilet every morning, rather than just casually act like a woman he had never seen before, even a pig could hump.

The feelings are like this, and so are the requirements for one's own works.

My mother just wanted to be an artist, this is what the old man said himself.

In this case, he can't let mediocrity invade his heart... It may be the dream that inherited his mother's legacy.

I have to approve my things first.

This will do.

But now this is where the difficulty lies.

I can’t figure it out, and it’s annoying.

Fortunately he is not a writer of novels, otherwise it would be even worse if there were a group of people behind him kicking butts to catch up...

"Find a male technician. No female."

Wearing shorts and giving instructions, Xu Xin, who was extremely tired, lay down on the massage bed.

Feeling a little aggrieved for no reason.

What the hell, I can't think of a story, I can't find an outlet for what's in my head, it's so uncomfortable.

I don’t have a girlfriend, and I’m so depressed that I don’t even dare to find a female technician during massage.

What is this!

bother!

…

The cost of being reckless at the gym is quite high.

At least when he came to class the next afternoon, he took a taxi and took a few steps slowly.

I can't help it, my legs are so weak.

Xu Xin struggled to walk from the school gate to the teaching building.

And when he saw the steps of the teaching building, he became even more desperate.

The more than twenty steps were like a chasm, giving him the urge to sit down and never get up.

And at this moment, he suddenly heard a girl's voice coming from behind:

"Xu Xin, are you okay?"

The voice sounded familiar.

Turning his head...

Yuan Shanshan?

Xu Xin was stunned when he looked at the girl who was wearing a woolen coat, jeans, a pair of high heels that shouldn't have appeared in this cold spring, and some makeup on her face.

Then he shook his head:

"fine."

The attitude is not too cold, but it is not hot either.

After giving the answer, he gritted his teeth and took a step forward.

After suddenly bending my knees to help my feet to climb the first step with great difficulty, something embarrassing happened.

Can't get up...

In other words... it's so soft that I can't get up at all.

It’s really hard for people who don’t exercise or don’t train their legs to experience this soreness.

It was a kind of discomfort that made the lower body explode.

Then……

Xu Xin gritted his teeth.

After letting out an inevitable "hum", the other leg stepped on the step.

But he was a little unsteady, and his body began to sway from his legs to his upper body.

"Hey, don't move."

A soft and worried voice sounded.

And his back was pressed by a pair of hands.

With the focus, Xu Xin finally stood firm. However, he did not move forward. Instead, he showed the right courtesy and gratitude to Yuan Shanshan who was holding his back with her hand:

"Thank you. I worked out yesterday and practiced my legs, but I felt a little weak."

Facing the girl's worried eyes, Xu Xin waved his hand after explaining:

"Don't worry about me, class is about to begin, let's go first. I'll take my time by myself~"

"Don't be brave, I'll help you walk, come on..."

"Need not."

Xu Xin still shook his head:

"I can do it by myself. If it's okay, don't push me. I'll do it by myself."

"..."

After hearing his words, the girl could only let go of her hand.

But he didn't leave, he just stayed by his side, watching Xu Xin move forward step by step and kick by bump.

He walked up twenty or so steps for nearly three minutes before reaching the top.

Yuan Shanshan, who had been silently accompanying her throughout the whole process, suddenly asked:

"What's your class? Which floor is it?"

"..."

Xu Xin's mouth twitched...

But just in the blink of an eye, he pointed to the large classroom on the left side of the teaching building:

"Kingmei."

"Jingle Bell……"

At this time, the bell for class also rang.

He followed the ringtone and said:

"Go in quickly."

"..."

The girl blinked, her eyes seemed to have something to say, but in the end she said nothing.

Just nodded:

"Okay, then be careful."

"Well, thanks."

Xu Xin nodded, and when she passed by him, he smelled the scent of perfume and waved to her like an ordinary classmate.

Wave goodbye.

Then...listening to the treading sound of the pair of high heels disappearing on the road leading to the second floor, Xu Xin bent down again.

He hammered his legs twice and started rubbing them again.

These twenty or so steps are killing me... I really can't move at this moment.

But at this moment, as he bent down and lowered his head, a pair of somewhat familiar sneakers appeared in his eyes.

The arm was also mixed in:

"He's a big-hearted guy, he's quite capable of showing off."

"...???"

Looking at the girl who suddenly appeared supporting his arm, Xu Xin had a question mark on his face:

"Why are you here?"

Yang Mi rolled her eyes:

"I've been there for a long time. I just saw you in the teacher's office on the first floor. As soon as I saw your virtue of walking without bending your legs, I knew that you must have gone to the gym, so I wanted to come out and help. Just you. Who would have thought... Good guy, I've disturbed you two so much."

"..."

Xu Xin was speechless at first, but immediately became happy:

"Hey, hello, my dearest daughter... Ouch!"

His calf was pushed, and he subconsciously wanted to lie forward, but the girl held him back and prevented him from falling.

But his body's instinct already made him take another step forward.

"Hiss~~~"

The sourness hits again.

Yang Mi tilted her head, her eyes innocent:

"What did you say?"

"...It's okay, sister."

When it was time to give in, he quickly gave in and at the same time arched his body so that no one could see his embarrassment. He said:

"Okay, let me go and I'll go by myself."

"Pull him down, you are pretending to be the same as your ex-girlfriend, and you are pretending to be a big-tailed wolf like me. You are in the world film history class today, on the third floor, do you think I don't know?"

The girl rolled her eyes:

"Let's go, I'll help you. Really... just burn some incense. If I hadn't bumped into you, if you could climb up to the third floor in this class, I would have taken your last name."

"...Yang Bodhisattva, you are a compassionate and merciful Bodhisattva who saves the suffering, okay?"

Being led by her, Xu Xin walked forward with difficulty.

As he walked, he asked:

"What are you doing in the teacher's office?"

"Please take leave."

"……Ask for leave?"

Xu Xin was stunned.

Yang Mi nodded:

"Well, there's news about the audition last year. I'll be joining the group next week."

"...What kind of drama is this?"

"The Legend of the Condor Heroes, directed by Yu Min, I played Guo Xiang in it."

"Well……"