I Wish Mo All the Best

To:

Be obedient

When you read this letter, I have left this world and gone to another place without you.

Born as a soldier and died as a soldier's soul, the soldiers and horses roared and the golden drums shook, and the heroes were so excited that they forgot their lives. Don't cry and be sad because of my death. Everyone will die, but sooner or later, I have completed my mission and take the first step, and you have to Stay strong for the rest of your life.

I admit that I am very selfish. I protected the mission with my life, but I could not stay for one more day to protect you. I dedicated my blood to the mission, but left you with my sadness.

You must forget me and spend the rest of your life happily every day, this is an order.

Are you surprised that I, who have always been obedient to you, would give you orders in such a strong tone?

This is the real me, the Yu Changmo that you have never really understood.

When my life comes to an end, I tear off the mask of hypocrisy and no longer be the gentle lover in your eyes. I want to tell you that I did not fall in love with you at first sight, and I have never liked you, never.

In September, the roses are in full bloom. You look back at me in the fragrance of the roses. Before you appeared, the world was just a black branch to me. When you appeared, you brought with you buds ready to bloom. My world is full of beauty because of your presence. different colors.

But, it wasn't love at first sight.

I heard someone call your name, Chen Qianmo, it's very familiar.

I'm not surprised, because your eyes are still as transparent as they were when you were young.

It's you, the little sister I've been looking for.

I hugged you when I was eight years old. If it was love at first sight and I have fallen in love with you since then, why wait until now? So, I didn't fall in love with you at first sight.

I admit that you are very beautiful, and all women will be overshadowed by you, but your awkward and stubborn character touches me far more than your outstanding appearance.

You are contradictory, you are awkward, you are full of rejection of the world, and your eyes are full of loneliness. My mother classifies your character as "hypocritical" for being born in a happy family and being loved by others but still being awkward. Your pretentiousness is funny.

Because behind every pretentious woman there must be a man who loves her.

To me it's not a fun thing to do, it's heavy.

What makes your originally carefree eyes have such loneliness, and what makes you so indifferent to the world? To borrow a line from you, let me count on my fingers, you are missing me in your life.

I don't like you, never have. because I love you.

I don't find your soul interesting because it's so sad it makes my heart ache.

It is never love at first sight, because the so-called love at first sight is just finding the person you are destined to be, nothing more.

I will meet you among hundreds of millions of people. Among hundreds of millions of souls, I will choose the one that suits me best. It may not necessarily be the best, but it will definitely suit me best.

It's you, it's you, Chen Qianmo, my little darling, wipe away your tears and keep walking.

Don't lament that my life is too short. Some people look glamorous but never have true love even when they are old. I am much happier than them.

Do the career you like, have complete beliefs and goals, find the most suitable woman for me in the world, have the most vigorous love, sacrifice for what you love, life is enough, and I will be worthy of myself until the moment I close my eyes. Such a life, such happiness, such heroism, I have surpassed most men in the world.

I really hope I can come back alive, so that I can shamelessly ask you to give me ten years. I will use these ten years to cultivate more suitable talents for my beloved motherland in the most suitable positions. During this period, I will have no Spending so much time with you, I will take root in the army to realize my favorite ideal. I will leave the first thirty-five years of my life to my beloved parents, my work and mission, and then all the time in the rest of my life will be left to you. Beloved person.

I want to have a small yard that belongs to you and me, have two children who look like you and me, raise a cat, and a dog. Our cat is called Snoopy, and our dog is called Little Cady. The garden is full of colorful roses for you, half of which are flower arrangements and half of which are for you to take a bath.

I will prepare meals every day and wait for you to come back in your favorite police uniform, give you a hug, listen to you talk about the joys, sorrows and sorrows of the day, and share your fatigue with you.

I will be filial to your parents, and so will you. We will take our children home every weekend to see them.

When you and I retire, I will drive my big G with you and our cats and dogs, leaving my children to look after the house. We will go out for a walk together and see how magnificent the great rivers and mountains you and I protect are.

No matter how uncomfortable or sad my departure makes you feel at the moment, I order you: forget the sadness at this moment, and from the next second onwards, love, fight, and be yourself.

If you ever loved me, just give me a smile and promise to complete the task.

I am willing to love this world for you, and I hope you can open your heart to me and find all the beautiful things worth cherishing.

I hope to use my warmth to awaken your heart, which has never been indifferent but only temporarily asleep, allowing you to embrace the people you like and do the things you like.

I hope you can love yourself and the profession you like as much as I do, and don't give up being a police officer because of my sacrifice.

You really love the police profession. From the moment you entered school and stared at the police badge, I knew you liked it, and you always have.

It’s just that you have been unwilling to admit it, insisting on forcibly packaging yourself as an indifferent and selfish person, but I know that you are not.

You never were.

If the suffering of life has obscured your love for the world, I am willing to be the fly whisk and use everything I have to restore you to the innocence you had when we first met.

If I accidentally sacrifice, you will realize my wish for me, love yourself for me, take care of yourself for me, and let your sad and lonely heart beat happily again.

After reading this letter, I order you to forget me and burn all the memories I brought to you. As if I have never appeared in this world, you are not allowed to cry every day without me, and you are not allowed to cry when you think of me. Feel uncomfortable, this is an order.

If one day you meet a man who loves you and you don't reject him, you can start a family with him, have a few children, and continue to live happily.

Don't be afraid that I will be jealous. If you are happy, I will be happy in another world.

It’s just that I am selfish. Although I allow someone to take care of you for me when I am away, I still greedily ask that you be buried with me after you finish your life. No matter how many people you have gone through after me, I hope to be with you in the end. The one sleeping underground will be me.

If there is a soul in the world, I will not leave until you come. I will always wait for you in another world. No matter how many decades, I will wait for you. When you finish your life, I will take you with me.

But if you dare to commit suicide or lose the ability to love this world, I won’t see you even if you come.

No one can hurt the girl I have loved and cared for with my life, including yourself.

no sooner said than done.

May the rest of your life be filled with joy with and without me.

May you love yourself as much as I love you.

Yu Changmo's last work.