I Reincarnated as a Losing Heroine, the Hero's Childhood Friend Who Lost to the Main Heroine, s

'Do as you please. I'll support Laura's dream. "

- When I returned from Sittenhelm, I confessed to my parents that I was aiming for the King's family of conditioners.

My parents looked a little lonely, but they never disagreed, pushing me on the back.

Leaving your parents at 14 could be a pro-faithful if you try from your parents. Marry in this village, have children, live with old parents. That is the number one filial piety in this village. But...

I got my back pressed. Let's put our back in and seriously go for the King's Concoction. First you have to pass the Wang Chemist “Apprentice” exam.

After I revealed it to my parents, one day.

In order to receive Mr. Merzedes's invitation - to accompany him to Arnold's exam - he thought of contacting his master and left the house. Then,

"Laura!"

"Luca."

Leaving the house, Lukersch rushed over from nowhere. I thought you would definitely give me a lift to my master's house, but that look obviously isn't the usual lukersch, and I snap my neck.

That's a harsh look. I can also peek at the rushing colors.

What the hell is wrong with you? Quicker than I could speak, Lukersch opened his mouth.

"Getting out of this village, is that true?

For a moment, I stopped breathing.

How do you know if you haven't told Lukersch yet?

"... Who told you that?

"It's true."

Words that jumped out of haste had darkly affirmed Lukersch's words. Even if you notice your own rudeness, it's too late.

Only my parents and my master talked about aspiring to the King's family of conditioners. But Lukersch and his master don't have that deep a friendship. If so - I should have figured out who I would have told Lukersch without having to think about it.

Out of surprise and haste, words spilled unexpectedly before I thought about it.

"Did your mothers tell you? I told you not to tell me..."

"... were you going to keep it from me?

I looked up to Lukersch's first low voice like I heard him. Childhood taming looked very sad, and then he had a strong angry look in his eyes.

He's in more hurry than I thought he would be. I have overlaid my silence. I was going to talk to Lukersch soon, but he cut me out at a time when he was going to surprise me from the other side, and I got wolfed.

I rush to spin the words of follow-up.

"No, Luca. It wasn't decided yet, but maybe at the stage... I was going to tell Luca when I got it right."

Even though it was the words that came out of my mouth, they sounded lying.

That's what it sounded like in my ear, so it must be still in Lukersch's ear.

"... lying. Laura leaves this village when it turns 14, so I stayed close until that day and Laura's mother told me"

"That's your mother's quickest! I haven't decided yet. If you don't take the exam, you won't be a King's cook..."

It wasn't a lie. It has not yet been decided. Leaving this village at 14 is not definitive. Although.

Whatever you said, no matter how you elucidated it, I knew it would only sound like an excuse to Lukersch. I feel like every word that comes out of my mouth hurts Lukersch, and I shut my mouth.

I was going to tell Lukersch sooner or later. There are no lies in that word. But if you talk, Lukersch might disagree with you. I might be questioned why. That's - annoying, I thought.

The only reason I have to leave the village is because of Lukersch. - Of course, I can't say I never thought of it that way.

I postponed my report to Lukersch. I thought about talking to my parents at the same time once. But I stopped. That was an indisputable fact.

To the leaning lukersch, I could not speak of anything. I was desperate for myself when I was dealing with my precious childhood before I realized it.

"I'm going to King's Landing too."

Lukersch, who was leaning down, spills pounding.

"Huh..."

Even though Lukersch's words did rock my tympanic membrane, I didn't understand what it meant for a while.

- Me, too, going to Wang Du?

The sober “I” came up with the answer, thinking in my head what it meant to be as it was.

Is that what you're saying when Lukersch goes to King's Capital about me, too?

"I'm going to King's Capital, too, and I'm joining the Knights. I'm sure this power will help."

It was an unmistakable, determined tone.

Lukersch looks up. The gold crest in my left eye reflected the sparkling light, I felt it.

- We have to stop it at all costs.

In the confusion, that's all I found out.

Lukersch must be in this village. The brave men of the future travel from this village. Even if the place changes, there is ample chance that the power of Lukersch's brave men will be found. But from now on, the future not far away, the power of demons becomes stronger. Emme's village has also been attacked several times. Each time, Lukersch was told in a dialogue between the villagers at the beginning that he had retreated from the demons with the power of the brave.

This is my fault. I know it's selfish of me to want Lukersch to stay in this village and protect everyone while I say I want to be a conditioner and leave the village. But I didn't want to change the environment around Lukersch as much as I could.

Lukersch travels from this village, meets an ancient species of girl and saves this world.

In the unlikely event that the environment surrounding Lukersch changes dramatically and that gear goes crazy - this world could fall into the hands of the Demon King.

"Luca is in this village, please"

"Why? Laura's going to King's Capital, isn't she? Then I'll go too."

A tone that twists and squeaks in a frustrating voice. He grabbed his wrist a long time and his face approached him.

"You can't do that!

In a hurry, I accidentally make my voice absurd. At the next moment, in the blue eyes that showed shade in the present, I felt my disappointment with myself for the first time that I had even thrown a terrible word at Lukersch.

I have memories of a previous life. So what. I know the future of this world. So what. I'm just a fool who can barely even absorb the feelings of childhood taming that we've spent nine years together.

"... Laura, did you hate me?

Where his previously determined eyes had gone, Lukersch looked at me as if he were a discarded puppy.

I lose my word. That's not true. That's what I said, and I didn't think some word would get to Lukersch.

"Since that day, Laura has been avoiding me. Play around with Petra and go to Obaba every day... you won't even look me in the eye when you talk to me these days"

"Oh, no..."

He won't even look me in the eye.

Stunned by the words released from Lukersch's mouth.

I didn't mean to, not at all. But that's what Lukersch said - I guess it was our behavior that I didn't even notice.

I have lived from that day onwards with that as my goal, trying to change jobs from the profession (at best) of childhood taming of the brave, in order not to be a losing heroine, to change the future. I thought I'd keep my distance from Lukersch. But since when have I - been pushing Lukersch cold?

"Laura hated me! Don't you like me?... Afraid of this power?

It was like an eye for an eye.

Afraid of this power? - That's not what I thought. That power will save this world in the future, the power of the brave. And most importantly, the power that protected me.

But the fact that the word came out of Lukersch's mouth may have made him think so. Lukersch himself may have been afraid of the power of the brave.

- If it was me before, if it was Laura, would you have noticed that?

Driven by self-blame, nothing speaks. You've received that silence as an affirmation, Lukersch rushes out with my wrist free. Reflectively, I followed the temperature away.

"Luca!"

I didn't want to hurt Luca's childhood.

We need to talk properly. Hands away, now you have to hold them away from me.

"Luca, please, wait!

Though I desperately follow that back, I can hardly keep up with the boy's legs. His breath rises and Lukersch's back keeps moving away. My legs snap. But don't stop.

"Ahhh!

Finally, I fell to the front.

To the scream I gave you, my back stops going away. And for a moment, he looked back. He ran over here and gave it to me.

"Laura!"

To that voice, and to the hand offered right in front of me, my vision is unfortunately distorted.

I rubbed my knees off luxuriously. Ouch. But now I can't care less about that.

I shook the hand I was offered. Something to keep me away from, and so powerful that I can't grip it any more.

If I looked up, my eyes were entangled in surprise with a rounded lukersch.

Shine in my eyes as you stare at me, the gold crest. I was more frightened of “this guy" than I had to. I'm frightened by the shadow of the future brave man. I didn't really see the "just childhood tame” lukersch in front of me right now.

"Luca, I'm sorry. As Luca says, I was scared of this eye of yours"

Let the warmth you touch roll over and wake up your body. Sitting on the ground, Lukersch also crouched down to keep his eyes peeled again.

Reach out to the left eye in front of you. Lukersch closes his eyes. From the top of his eyelids, he touched the gold crest. - Warm. Lukersch's temperature spread all over his body from his fingertips.

I never thought I was afraid of Lukersch's power. But I was above all afraid of the crest in this eye.

"But you see, Lukersch's power protected me"

Yes, the power of Lukersch's brave men is what woke me up trying to protect me. Even if you walk away from me in the future, it doesn't change that you saved my life.

Yes, that's right. There was nowhere else to be found, such as the need to thrust Lukersch so cold. I'm just glad that's all if I don't give Lukersch my thoughts.

No matter how kind you are to protect me, I know the future where Lukersch meets the one of his destiny. Didn't you say yourself that you don't imitate the foolishness of being in love while you know you can break it? As I said, I should have treated Lukersch the same way as I did before as a child tamer.

Just because I'm stupid, solid and scared, I've hurt my precious childhood tame.

"I'm sorry you're scared. I'm not the only one with your power, it protects everyone... it's a very sweet power."

Slowly Lukersch opened his eyes. It was full of tenderness, the colour of lukersch.

Golden crest in your left eye. That is a testament to having the power of a brave man to save this world. It is not a sign that you will leave me in the future.

That's what you should have known.

"There's absolutely nothing I've ever hated about Luca. Luca is my precious childhood friend."

Look directly in the face, smile, and say so.

Did you believe my words? The power fell all the way out of Lukersch's body - but the discontent color in his eyes didn't completely disappear.

"Then I'll go to the king's capital too..."

"... I can't do that."

"Why!"

Again to the rough lukersch of his voice, I held his tightly connected hand to calm him down.

"... can you promise not to tell anyone?

Ask by diving your voice. Lukersch nodded firmly, though with a bewildered look on his face.

- I was just going to tell Lukersch a little bit about what was going to happen in the future. I don't know if this is the best choice. But I couldn't lie to him any more.

"In the near future, demons will become more powerful... apparently. So I want Luca, with strong power, to protect this village, and everyone."

It's a word that sounds like a lie, if not a clap. But there was no color of suspicion in Lukersch's eyes at all.

If you look straight in the eye and talk, that's how Lukersch will know if I'm lying or not. - Because it's childhood friendly.

Do you still have a slightly dissatisfied look because you just think you miss leaving me? I let a slight bitter smile seep into my smile and went on with the words.

"I haven't decided yet if I'm going to King's Capital, but if I do, I'll be back regularly. And Luca, come and see me if you like."

Silence between bundles. Blue eyes staring a little resentful.

"Absolutely, I'm going to play"

"Yeah."

If you nod loudly, you can finally unravel Fu and Lukersch's face. And I laughed happily. Seeing that smile deepens my grin even more, too.

In retrospect, it's been a long time since I've laughed like this with Lukersch. There's nothing strange about it, but we finally laughed out loud.

- We're childhood friendly.

Sometimes I felt resentful for this attribute. But more than that, it's a great blessing to have a presence (one) that understands each other better than anyone else.

I am the childhood tame of the brave.

I won't change my goal of getting out of this village and becoming a conditioner. However, I decided that I would continue to carry the profession of childhood training for brave men.

I aspire to the profession of - brave childhood trainer and King's cook.

Who decided that only one profession (at best) should bear it? Nobody's decided to do that, and they've never forced me to. However, in order to avoid the future of losing heroine, I had to take it off the profession of childhood taming of the brave.

What's wrong with brave childhood taming? It's not like all childhood tamers are broken hearts or losing heroines.

I wonder why I didn't realize it was that simple. What is it? You're over 20 years old, you idiot.

- Again, my goal is one.

I will try to become a brave childhood trainer and King's cook!