I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

This is a belated tribute, nine days late.

Readers who wear headphones to listen to the book are warned that this chapter is a reward speech. It has many words, special skills, and many names. Eat it as you see fit.

In June 2020, a lot of things really happened to me.

The first time I crowdfunded silver, the first time my subscriptions exceeded 10,000, the first time I sprinted into the top ten in monthly votes, and the first time I was in the top ten in monthly votes.

This month I handed over a lot of firsts...

I feel like I'm... no longer pure.

To borrow a famous saying from Master Lu Zhishen, the Sa family’s life is worth it.

Really, I am satisfied, yet I am still proud of myself.

At the moment when I succeeded in making the list, I felt quite relieved and felt like I had enlightened myself and became a Buddha.

My whole body collapsed instantly and I was filled with emotions.

There are many twists and turns in the whole process, and every twist and turn makes me feel excited.

Thank you all for your monthly ticket red envelope support!

Deep Sea 2 (175000)

☆Night Breeze☆ (75000)

See you tomorrow (10000)

The road of a lifetime (5000)

Win Shizhale (5000)

Xiaoxin who loves reading (2500)

Ai Toulan (2500)

To be fair, if my brothers and sisters hadn't handed out red envelopes like this, I would have raised the white flag on the 30th.

I feel more deeply that Chen Feng wants to give up every time, but has to persist because so many people are expecting him.

It smells like something inside!

In short, thank you all for your continued support. It is precisely because of your recognition and help that I can persevere until now and achieve the best results in more than ten years of working in the industry, which are still insignificant.

I am so grateful that it is beyond words. Only by dutifully writing every chapter and every paragraph of text can I be worthy of everyone’s support and my own conscience.

The chapters are indeed getting more difficult, so I’m not sure how long I can keep going.

Every time I write, I always have to remind myself that I must avoid repetition, and I must not maliciously inflate the reader's reading pleasure and feelings.

So I admit that recent updates are indeed less stable, but thankfully the overall word count has not decreased.

Although tired, persistence is always meaningful. After all, the results are much better than before.

Readers give me peaches, and I must repay them with plums.

At the same time, I also sincerely plead that more readers can come here to support the genuine version.

Without comparison, you would not know the gap. Whenever you think that what you write does not receive genuine support, you will always feel disappointed.

And it’s really not expensive. I’m not trying to convince you, brothers and sisters, please support the genuine version.

Since I haven’t been able to update the main text, I won’t say too much about my remarks, so I’ll just post the list next.

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