I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

I didn’t expect this book to reach this point.

I never thought I would have the courage to challenge the monthly ticket.

I won’t go into details about the early results of this book. My brothers and sisters who have been reading it until now are very clear about it.

Really, I never dreamed that I would be able to turn over.

I remember when it first came on the shelves, all I wanted to do was hold on to the 300 orders, and then finish the story in an outline as quickly as possible. Even if I gave an explanation to 300 readers, it was also a way to give myself an explanation. Account.

I tried those three books last year, and The Savior is my fourth attempt.

It's inevitable to feel disheartened when it hits the shelves like that.

Especially when I think about the fact that I started writing books in 2005. I have been writing books for fifteen years, and I have been writing books full-time for five years, but each book is not as good as the next.

Last year's three consecutive defeats caused a blow to my personal confidence in writing. In fact, it was almost devastating.

So when I opened this book, I told myself this: This is my last try, and if it doesn’t work, I’ll change my career.

It is indeed indescribable pain to have to change careers when you are over thirty, but there is no other way. You have to be responsible for your family and you have to eat.

With this prerequisite, everyone should be able to taste what kind of psychological activities I went through when I ordered 300 for the first time.

But, in the end, I survived with everyone’s support.

Now it can be said that the clouds are clearing and the moon is clear, and it is even possible to go one step further and muster the courage to hit the monthly vote list, which is indeed unexpected.

I can’t say whether this attempt will be successful or not.

Even if I didn't do it well in the end, I tried my best, which can be regarded as putting a new mark on my more than ten years of writing career.

In addition, now that the story has been written, I believe everyone can see that the difficulty of creation is increasing exponentially.

The plot of the modern part has become a tightrope walk. I have to be cautious while trying my best to maintain the interest and value of the story. It is really difficult.

In fact, an author friend suggested that I be decisive, write mindless and cool articles, and make money honestly, which is safe and simple.

But I also feel that since everyone has been watching The Savior until now and can continue to give me support, after all, they are not here to read the same cool articles.

I must be responsible for the people who spend money to read my books, and I must also be responsible for the few pursuits I have left in my heart.

Therefore, I do not intend to adjust my writing method and rely on the route of refreshing writing, but I will still try this more difficult writing method in a thankless way.

It is necessary to maintain the mood, maintain interest, and avoid repetition and scale risks.

Therefore, although my writing attitude has always been serious, I am not sure whether I can achieve the ideal perfection in the future.

I am always mentally prepared to accept failure.

So I think it is unlikely that this book will be written for several years.

The most perfect ending should be at the end of this year, to write the ideal ending.

Therefore, June is really my first and last time to redeem my monthly pass. At least it's the savior's last one.

I implore all brothers and sisters who have been touched by this book for a moment to come to Qidian and support me.

I really need it.

If I can succeed, it will prove that I am indeed suitable for writing science fiction.

In the future, I will probably try my best to write science fiction that is more suitable for Chinese people and worthy of my own conscience.

Finally, I complained that it is really difficult to write some in-depth science fiction in such a fragile medium as online articles.

There is a lot of dissatisfaction in my heart that I want to express, but I don’t dare.

I used to be dissatisfied with the fact that the only good science fiction genres left were Mugen-ryu and Jiten-ryu, but now I finally understand.

This is probably the compromise everyone has to make when faced with a job.

After all, it is safer to only write Mugenliu and Zhutianliu, there will not be so many constraints, and you will not always feel like you are wearing shackles on your hands.

Finally, I again ask for monthly votes and support.