I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

Turning off the computer, Zhong Lei walked out of the study with her heart pounding, and cautiously walked towards Chen Feng's bedroom door.

The door is unlocked.

Zhong Lei only quietly opened a gap.

Her heartbeat was fast, as if beating a drum.

The house was quiet, no sound was heard.

After standing outside the door for about five seconds, Zhong Lei carefully closed the door and went to the guest room with her heart pounding.

Chen Feng flew directly from China to Los Angeles. He couldn't sleep well on the plane, so he should have a good rest.

In fact, Chen Feng woke up the moment Zhong Lei opened the door.

As a senior soldier, Chen Feng's personal vigilance was not bad. But after he noticed that Zhong Lei was outside, he put away his guard and didn't pay too much attention.

He thought that maybe Zhong Lei had some ideas to communicate with him after reading two songs, or maybe she wanted to write a new song.

But after he waited for five seconds, Zhong Lei closed the door and turned around to leave.

Chen Feng muttered secretly, "It's weird."

never mind.

She shouldn't have anything serious to do, otherwise she would just come in and talk about it based on her character.

But her heartbeat was really strong just now, maybe she was very inspired, right?

Chen Feng looked at his phone and saw that it was very late.

He thought it was probably Zhong Lei's sleep time.

If I go to talk to her at this time, I may talk to her until she is so excited that she cannot sleep.

So he didn't ask and continued to fall asleep.

In the next room, Zhong Lei was lying on a soft bed with pillows raised.

At first, her heartbeat was still very fast and fierce, and she couldn't help but recall her daring behavior just now.

Slowly, she calmed down and started to feel scared again.

I was impulsive just now.

The time is not yet ripe.

She had actually thought about this problem before.

But she herself wasn't very interested in this matter. She just felt that if the two of them established a relationship and Chen Feng liked it, it wouldn't be impossible.

It's just that when she fantasizes about that scene, she feels weird.

Moreover, Chen Feng had always behaved very decently in front of her and others, as if he was an unworldly master.

Zhong Lei thinks that actually the relationship between the two has not been completely established now.

"Morrowind" has not yet been completed, and the dilemma Chen Feng wants to solve has yet to see the light of day.

He didn't have any time in his heart, and he probably didn't have any time in his own heart either.

And now that Chen Feng's career is mainly in China, the two of them have to be separated in a short time.

If we get to know each other but get together less and stay apart, it is inevitable that we will have distracting thoughts in our respective studies and work.

At this moment, everyone has not accomplished anything, so it is not the time to consider satisfying these base desires.

Forget it, let’s think about it after some time. We are still young and have a long time, so it should be a matter of course.

Zhong Lei also needs to figure out another issue.

How do you view sex?

like?

of course not.

disgust?

There is a certain amount of disgust, otherwise I wouldn’t have decided to be single for the rest of my life.

But if the target was Chen Feng, she didn't seem to be disgusted, she just felt awkward and strange.

She is no longer a child.

Sex, of course, has value.

It originates from the biological reproductive instinct, and is then reflected in humans with more complex thoughts and feelings, showing more diversified expression meanings.

The complex thinking of human beings has attached more special meaning to sex that is different from the reproductive instinct.

It can bring pleasure and satisfaction, allowing people to temporarily forget their sorrows and immerse themselves in the numbing pleasure brought by hormone secretion.

Therefore, in ancient times, even in the most chaotic times when people were struggling to survive, racial reproduction never stopped.

But in modern society, the situation has changed.

With the extension of average life expectancy, the active cycle of the human body, and the popularization of cloud avoidance methods, the meaning of sex has become more complicated.

The needs for reproduction and sexual needs are increasingly separated.

People started to have choices.

Reproduction has become a proactive behavior driven by a sense of responsibility, rather than an unavoidable accidental crystallization of impulse.

The most intuitive manifestation is that the more developed the knowledge content, the longer the learning cycle of the people, and the higher the cost of educating children, the birth rate in developed countries is declining year by year.

On the contrary, areas that are economically backward and have not kept up with the pace of modern thinking maintain high birth rates. However, the survival rates of infants and young children in these areas are worrying, and the growing environment is even more worrying.

In short, as history reaches the 21st century, most sexual-related impulses that occur in this world have become additional impulses that are not helpful for reproduction and belong to pure desire satisfaction.

In public, this desire is so shameful that it cannot be seen or even mentioned.

But the subtle thing is that most legal resolution processes still have to be hidden under a gray mask.

It has evolved into a complex emotion that has a sense of shame, but exists objectively and stays with people throughout their lives.

Under this background of the times, in addition to ordinary people, two extreme people have formed.

One is a gangster who is obsessed with lust and commits illegal and criminal acts such as forcing others to do so. Such people should be sent to prison or hell.

There is another kind of person like Zhong Lei, who showed a considerable degree of ignorance about sex in the education he received from childhood. After he was born in society, he became disgusted with the entanglement of some villains who tried to force him to do so, and became deeply disgusted with it. , it is difficult to cure.

If she hadn't met Chen Feng, Zhong Lei probably would never have considered this in her life.

In the first and second timelines of the past, her life trajectory perfectly proved that her celibacy was not just talk.

Now she has changed a bit, but it still needs a process.

She discovered that Chen Feng still had a human side, and felt that if it were him, he wouldn't be totally incapable.

Zhong Lei began to imagine the scene of the two kissing again, her face turned red involuntarily, and her heartbeat quickened again.

After a long time, Zhong Lei finally fell asleep.

When Chen Feng got up early the next morning, she had already returned to Mason College. She only said that she had some new inspirations that needed to be refined.

Chen Feng didn't ask further questions, and was even secretly chuckling.

She must have been moved by the story I told her yesterday. Maybe she can write some different love songs this time, right?

…

The Bullington Hotel is located in downtown Los Angeles and is a century-old hotel with a long history.

The hotel has a separate building with quaint small conference rooms that can accommodate hundreds of people.

As early as decades ago, the Bullington Hotel was a good place for many well-known scientists to hold press conferences, or for major academic associations to hold exchange meetings, with a very humanistic atmosphere.

At 8:50 in the morning, Chen Feng arrived by car.

Two old acquaintances, Dr. Laursen and Dr. Ihlen, were waiting downstairs.

Aeron Irwin has decided to go to the Star Frontier Research Institute, but his projects and work here need to be completed. They have not been completed yet, so there is no rush.

When Chen Feng got out of the car, the two men were communicating with another white-haired old man inside and did not notice the door.

When Master Chen entered, he was temporarily stopped outside by the guard.

The general meaning is that because he has yellow skin and is so young, he is not allowed in without an invitation letter.

Chen Feng was quite speechless.

It’s 2020, are you still doing this?

Are you so tired of it?

But he wasn't surprised. After all, with a young yellow face, he shouldn't be too surprised to encounter such disgusting little things in this country. It's routine.

"Have you checked the invite list? It should contain my information and photos."

He wasn't angry either, he just said calmly.

One of the security guards said he didn't want to watch and was not interested.

Another supervisor-level security guard was a little more cautious, took a closer look, and then quickly let him go in shock and apologized.

Chen Feng waved his hand, not wanting to pay attention to anyone, and walked straight in.

It wasn't until Chen Feng approached that Laursen and Elen noticed him and quickly introduced him to other participating scholars.

Others were still shocked by Chen Feng's youth.

When he sought justice for the author of "Madman's Conjectures", many people already knew that he was a young scientist.

But in the usual sense, a "young" scientist must be at least over thirty, and the youngest must be twenty-nine like Ryan. I didn't expect Chen Feng to be so young.

People were surprised and admired, and at the same time they thought to themselves that he was indeed a young man and very unruly, otherwise he wouldn't be like the ABI Administration.

Unexpectedly, Chen Feng could call almost every scholar in the venue by name without Laurson's introduction, greet them when they met, and even tell them about their achievements.

If he was just an ordinary person, others would think that this person must be very interested in academics. This young man has a wide range of interests and is very studious and inquisitive.

But he is Chen Feng. He can call so many people by their names, which shows that he is not arrogant because of his youth and potential. He is very approachable, enthusiastic and humble.

This feels good.

He is very gentlemanly.

Even scientists who are obsessed with academics crave recognition from others of the same rank.

Combined with the Xingfeng Research Institute he is establishing, others can feel that his intentions are huge.

Today, everyone in the venue is distributed from all walks of life and all over the world. He actually knows them all. He must be trying to poach people.

I heard that the salary he gives is very high. If he really has a major project that can leave a name in history, and it is in line with his research direction, it is not impossible to consider it.

Chen Feng was indeed in a good mood at this moment.

Before coming here, he didn't expect to encounter so many names that he had read in history books.

He didn't know much about the scientific world before, but now he has gone back to the 21st century from the 31st century to the scientific and technological progress of the 21st century N times. He has figured out the context of every detail field. Coupled with his extraordinary memory enhancement ability, It is not difficult to match these people with photos in the history of science and technology.

There were only a few scientists that he couldn't name. It wasn't because he didn't know them, but because the photos and video information these people left in historical records were too far apart from their current ages.

The photo is either too old or too young.

For example, an old man was quite handsome when he was young, but when he was photographed as a handsome man in his thirties, he looked very shameless.

There are also some forty-year-old young people who are not very successful now, but will become more knowledgeable when they are old. The picture shows that they look senile in their sixties or seventies.

But as soon as these people were named, Chen Feng would immediately know who they were, so he could praise others for their achievements.

Others were immediately flattered and quickly complimented each other.

The scene felt quite unique.

On the one hand, contemporary people admire Chen Feng for his youth and promise; on the other hand, through the observation of later generations, Chen Feng admires the lifetime achievements of these intellectuals. Rainbow farts were blown up by each other.

Yi Lun is now half Chen Feng, accompanying him throughout the whole process.

Before the official meeting started, Chen Feng and the people present knew each other almost well, and he stood at a table with Illen, Laurson and two other Nobel Prize winners for a brief exchange.

These two Nobel laureates have no intention of changing jobs for the time being. They have many projects at hand and are responsible persons. They cannot move away. They still express great enthusiasm for Xingfeng Research Institute and express various regrets that they are fascinated by it but cannot go. .

Dr. Wellington, the head of the Wilson Laboratory from MIT, asked curiously: "Actually, I really want to know, Dr. Chen, what scale of scientific research institution do you plan to build Xingfeng Research Institute into?"

Chen Feng said without hesitation: "The biggest and strongest, a Harvard University that doesn't charge tuition."

Wellington and another Nobel Prize winner from Harvard were both stunned.

The two of them wanted to laugh a little, but they felt that this was not in line with social etiquette. The other party was not an ignorant young man, and his tone was quite serious.

Professor Spencer from Harvard rubbed his face and said, "Dr. Chen, you are really joking. Let's not consider the value of scholars and outstanding students at Harvard. We only talk about the equipment in major laboratories and major industrial technology companies. You Are you sure you know how much it will cost to build another Harvard?"

Chen Feng nodded, "I know, the fixed investment will be at least 500 billion US dollars, and I didn't say that you will become fat in one breath. Just take your time."

Spencer continued to shake his head, "But the world already has a Harvard, why waste resources by building another one?"

Chen Feng shook his head, "There are many children in China, India and many third world countries with IQs above 150 who are wasting their talents and talents. It is much more difficult for them to get into Harvard and any other Ivy League school than you think. . I cannot allow these talents to disappear out of thin air. This will cause great harm to human civilization."

Next to him, Iron Elvin also said: "But this requires too much money."

Chen Feng spread his hands, "I have mastered room-temperature superconducting metals, new solar panels, carbon chips... these technologies, will I be short of money?"

The others were silent for a moment.

If you think about it carefully, if all the projects he mentioned are successfully transformed, then money will no longer be a problem for him.

It's hard to talk about other things. Elon also knew that the project that his other future colleague Lamenech Nanding was about to participate in was just to conquer those diseases, so Chen Feng no longer had to consider the source of funds.

"Besides these, I have another plan. Although it is inconvenient for you to come to my Xingfeng Research Institute, you can and should participate in this matter."

Chen Feng dropped his second bombshell with a smile.

"What?"

Everyone asked curiously.

"Association for the Life Support of Human Scientists."

Chen Feng said word by word.

At this time, the four people in front of him were a little confused. They didn't understand the intention of his association, whether it was to compete with AAAS for food.

Chen Feng briefly defined the definition of a security association.

By the time he finished speaking, the minds of the four of them were buzzing.

They only hear a concept.

Throw money.

Let all scientific research dogs have good food, drive good cars, and live in good houses.

Laursen stuttered slightly, "Chen...Mr. Chen, are you serious? You have no way of estimating how much this will cost!"

Chen Feng nodded, "No, I have estimated it and I know exactly how much it will cost. I can do it, but of course I also need help from others. I need more help from companies and more respected people to stand up for me. In addition, I need help from more companies. , I can promise not to compete for profits with AAAS. After all, I don’t want profits, I just want to spend my money better.”

He originally promised to hang up his computer this month, but seeing the opportunity in front of him, he still couldn't control his desire to work and started working.