I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

It’s time again for the reward and speech section that comes once a month and is loved by the people.

Huozhongwu hereby wishes everyone all the best, good health, good weather and good health.

A lot of things really happened in March, and it was a bit overwhelming for me.

Silver Alliance, limited exemption, science fiction boutique recommendations, one help after another came one after another, turning the situation around within a month.

Frankly speaking, I didn't expect that the savior would get up one day.

Now the average order is a little over 2,000. I can't say how high it has climbed, but it seems to be enough to have a meal.

Although there is still a long way to go to solve the debt, my elders once told me that in life, I will always be content with what I have.

I'm convinced of this.

Of course, I am not sure whether I can really achieve such a Buddhist attitude. Maybe I have just been taught by reality to be a new person again. I have learned to use the Buddhist approach to calm my mood.

When the situation has endangered your life, you can only face life with calmness.

I won’t go into details about the early stages of this book, I’ll just talk about my own state of mind.

When I set a distant goal for myself every time and then stumbled when I took the first step, this taught me to persevere.

When I let go of everything, stay calm, no longer anxious, and even deliberately forget about pressure, I seem to gradually regain the urge and happiness to tell stories.

I try hard to stop envying others and immerse myself in my own story.

I no longer try like crazy to absorb other people’s writing skills. I am only obsessed with my own stories and insist on my own ideas paranoidly.

Regarding the beginning of this book, I know that the feedback from some readers was not very good.

The main problem is still that this is a science fiction category, and the beginning of the game is indeed urban style.

In fact, I have written about cities for many years before this. Maybe in the eyes of hardcore science fiction readers, the urban style at the beginning is a bit inconsistent. But frankly speaking, I am still a little confident. If "The Savior" is an urban book , not to mention how classic it is, at least it should be above the normal level and not so unsightly.

Of course, I cannot completely ignore the fact that some readers left cursing after reading the previous chapters.

This is understandable. Everyone has their own preferences for radishes and vegetables, and a book cannot satisfy everyone's taste.

I can only say that it would be a pity to miss it, and life is full of regrets.

Although I personally hope that even if this group of people have to leave, they can stay calm. After all, they haven’t seen the chapters on the shelves, and I haven’t confiscated a penny from them, but they still pointed at me and scolded me when they left. , and also spread all kinds of negative publicity to the people around me, which is a bit like ruining people's jobs.

After all, I am a person who wants to have a good meal. I still hope to stay as much as possible if I can have one more reader. In order to avoid new readers being misled by indoctrination in advance, the overall management rules of the book review area are still strict. It is too much to say that all the way. After reading all the comments in the chapter, I basically deleted the post and permanently blocked it. Currently, there are more than 100 people on the blacklist, and it looks like it will continue to grow.

In fact, there is not that much resentment between people. Writing books and reading books are things that you and I agree on.

Of course, if trolls could understand these principles, then there would be no trolls in the world.

The reason why a person becomes a troll is naturally because he lives a life full of prejudice.

Existence is reasonable, including me and the trolls, regardless of whether they can understand it or not, they all have to understand it in the end.

Let’s talk about the conceptual framework of this book. I did plan to write it to 800,000 words.

Two reasons.

First, pure movie scripting and abandoning electronic subscriptions.

Secondly, the results were not ideal at that time, so I was planning to finish the first part of the story as soon as possible, with a splendid finale and a relatively perfect explanation for everyone, and I would write the subsequent stories later.

Now as the plot progresses and unfolds, my subscription performance is gradually picking up, and I have new ideas about filmmaking, so this book should have at least 800,000 words. If it can be filmed in the future, it can be divided into two or three parts. , the problem is not big.

Some people may think that I am just dreaming, and I never thought that I would definitely succeed, but no matter what you say, just keep moving in the direction you want to go, working hard and blindly. To borrow a phrase from Jia Laolai, just run blindfolded.

Let’s talk about the readership. I have a readership.

Public reader group hot pot fans "Table No. 1": 489337956.

Everyone is welcome to sit down.

Below I would like to thank all the brothers and sisters who tipped me in March, including Qidian.com and QQ Reading. All are fully included in the statistics, and the amount is in parentheses.

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