64 – Commitment.

I stroked my lips. How many hours have I been locked in my room like this?

Today, Adilun kissed me. stamp… … while saying

She can act like that even without recognizing it as a dream. I was a bit pathetic to myself.

The weight of the favor that Adirun sent me was getting heavier little by little.

How can I repay that favor?

Until she’s convinced… … Can I have confidence in myself?

How many times do I have to question myself and resolve those questions before I can completely trust myself?

We don’t know yet.

The time left for us is still long, and we will get to know each other through so many things.

In the process, I will have confidence in myself… … She will have confidence in herself.

yes. There is absolutely no need to be in a hurry. I am me, she is her, we support each other and take one step at a time.

After organizing my thoughts, I opened the window for a moment.

What should I do? Maybe get some wind outside for a while before going to bed.

Lately, I’ve been having a lot of trouble falling asleep at night. Because of Adilun’s defenseless appearance at the social gathering, and because of the kiss she shyly left me today.

She will approach me more aggressively… … All I can do is just not push her away.

I also want to actively approach her. Will there ever come a time like that?

As I stepped out of the room, I felt a bit of a cold night breeze blowing, unlike the warm day.

After all, it is a complex thought that goes round and round. But I guess I’ll have to carry on with this idea.

After looking outside for a while, I heard someone’s voice.

“What are you doing here?”

It was the voice of a person who had been messing with my head until now. Adilun. She stood next to me in the moonlight and stared straight ahead.

“It’s just that my head is complicated because of you.”

“Ahahahaha. I came out knowing that.”

When I glanced around, I saw a smiling face that was more beautiful than anyone else.

Could it be the magic of the time called night? It was so captivating that it made me lose my mind when it overlapped with the events of the day.

“I’m… … I do not know.”

“yes. I think so. Actually I don’t know either. So how was it? My first kiss.”

To tell you the truth, this is probably the second kiss… … I answered honestly.

“Honestly, I didn’t hate it.”

“Eh, is that just the end?”

Adilun put on a sad expression.

“Wouldn’t your determination shake after all your hard work if you said yes right away?”

“Well, that too. Please think more. I will keep rocking you.”

“Like before?”

“I will be more active than before. So that other bitches don’t dare touch it.”

“If you act so frighteningly, I might run away too.”

“Run away. I will tie you up.”

At my playful words, she responded with a mischievous smile.

“hahahaha, this is true. It’s stuck tight.”

“There will be many things ahead. to you too… … Me too.”

“I guess so.”

“I don’t know what our future holds, but I want to be with you forever.”

“that’s… … So do i.”

“Let’s do well together. There will be many hardships, and there will be times when distrust of each other blooms.”

“Yeah.”

“Still, I think we can do well. right now… … Wasn’t our first meeting the worst? I came this far from that kind of relationship, so I think I can do better.”

“I am a little anxious. I wonder if I’m really the right person for you, that kind of insecurity… … Every time you show me a favor, you attack me.”

“… … I’d like to say there’s no need to worry about that, but right now even I can’t say that.”

“I guess it takes time after all. Me and you too.”

I said that and looked at her standing next to me. She looked up at the sky, as if pondering for a moment, then turned to me and said:

“me. On the day the promised period ends, there is something I really want to say to you.”

“me too… … There is definitely something I want to say to you.”

“Then, let’s try our best until then. Got it?”

“Yeah. Adilune.”

“Shall we go in now?”

“Nope. I want to stay like this for a little while longer.”

“… … yes. okay.”

We said nothing. I am as I am, she as she is, immersed in thoughts, just looking up at the sky together.

But that was enough. A sense of fulfillment fills each other, and we untie the pods at the same time.

“If this is the case, I think I will sleep well tonight.”

“I don’t think I will be able to sleep.”

“Ahahahaha. okay? Are you excited about me?”

“Yeah.”

At her teasing question, I nodded my head without hesitation. Then, a blush began to appear on her face.

“How can I say that all at once? I wouldn’t be able to sleep at night if I did this… … .”

“Are you excited too?”

“Yeah.”

“… … Shall I sing you a lullaby?”

“Do you think I should call you instead?”

But she spoke provocatively to me with a blush on her face.

“this. I’d better postpone that until later. I don’t know if I’ll run over.”

“It doesn’t matter if I attack you?”

I almost lost my reasoning at those words, but… … Barely endured. Don’t fall for her provocations. Because it’s not the time yet.

Even if she allowed it, it seemed like I wouldn’t be able to tolerate myself.

“… … I’ll pretend I didn’t hear that.”

“You know, Phissis.”

“Yeah.”

“Every day from now on, I will provoke you like this. 8 months… … No, it’s 7 months now. every day for seven months.”

“Are you going to test me?”

“Yeah. If you show a gap, they will attack you right away, so be patient. I will be patient too.”

“… … Let’s try.”

Me and her continued to chat a bit after that… … They immediately went back to their respective rooms.

Damn it. I had a hard time sleeping today.

* * *

I closed the door and threw myself on the bed… … I reflect on what I said to Physis today.

Words meant to provoke him. The words I threw at him. Words that he had never said before.

He deliberately threw out words that he had never said before. So that he can’t look at other women and look only at me.

Shame came over me, but I must not be ashamed now.

In the future, there would be countless women targeting him, and if he did something wrong, he could be taken away by another woman.

therefore… … Just to prevent any surprises, I will continue to provoke him. It will make me look at you one more time.

In the meantime, I intend to get to know him better, and I will strengthen my firm mind about him. So that we do not suspect each other of any outside harm.

That way, if I and he get married and go through any hardships, we will be able to believe in each other and move forward together.

7 months. If it’s long, it’s long… … short period of time. How much trust can I build with him?

I was curious about it, but I was looking forward to it.

My heart trembled, and excitement for the future overtook me.

He must be thinking of me by now. I couldn’t be that happy when I thought of him who said he couldn’t sleep because of me.

In the future, I hope that I will have the largest share in his mind more than anyone else. As time passes, when our engagement finally bears fruit in marriage, may we be bound by unshakable trust in each other.

I just wished so.

“lol.”

As I vaguely imagined the scene at that time, I had no choice but to let out a laugh of happiness.

May that time come soon.

* * *

I couldn’t sleep in the end. I’m not the kind of person who would get tired of just having a bad night’s sleep, but Adilun’s outrageous provocations over the past few days were enough to blow my sanity.

All night I could only think of her. On the contrary, the more she behaved like that, the less sure I was.

He showers me with favors like that… … Will I ever be able to return the favor properly?

no.

I shook my head.

You can’t think like this. If she does me a favor, I’ll have to give her the favor she deserves.

If you give each other a favor, at some point trust will be formed, and based on that formed trust, you will have to overcome the many hardships that will come in the future.

According to the flow of the story I saw… … Sooner or later, a change will occur in the North. A legion of numerous demon beasts invading the ice wall of Rodenov.

Having grown up eating human malice, they grow stronger as the world becomes more chaotic. Given the already chaotic situation of the empire, they will definitely invade the north.

I will have to prepare

And that’s not all. Crocus Duke and the ominous East, the barbaric country beyond Ortaire, Tallet Ram’s action is also in the near future. If Tallet Ram invades Ortair, the plague will also stir in the aftermath of the raging war.

None of the hardships that awaited us in the future could be taken lightly.

So I hope I hope that she and I will be armed with trust in each other until the end of our lives and move forward to a happy ending beyond hardships.

To do that, I needed to be strong myself. to keep her. to keep us happy.

As the dawn dawned, I made that resolution as I looked at the light slowly beginning to shine.

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