I Became the Fiance of a Dragon in Romance Fantasy

4 – does not reach. (1) – This is the starting point of the remake.

“Why did you come here? Do you not even remember what you said? It went away as you wished, but why did you come to such a dangerous place?”

Hearing her words full of hostility that I couldn’t hide in every word, I realized that I had committed a really ugly thing.

And her hostility aroused a sense of guilt in me that was incomparable to the hostility I had encountered on reaching this drawing room.

I knew Adyllun was more affectionate than anyone else.

The image of her sacrificing herself to save those who hated and rejected her was in line with the image of a merciful saintess.

When I listened to how Adiluun spoke with such hurt, sorrow, and anger that I couldn’t hide, I knew that what I did to her was not a simple word.

“… … .”

I stared at her silently.

cooong.

Immediately, he fell to his knees.

Forgiveness is not simply verbal.

A law that must be accompanied by the right action. Crushing someone who has been hurt simply to show off one’s ego wasn’t the line I was after.

As I knelt down, I saw Adilun with a puzzled look on his face. She began to open her mouth, as if at a loss for words.

I spoke to her at a loss for words.

“sorry.”

But I do not think that she will receive this heartfelt apology. A relationship that goes wrong with a word can last for decades.

But, what I want now is for her to find some comfort in her heart through this apology.

“Abusive language and rude behavior towards the princess. I am on my knees right now and apologize.”

Could it be that her extremely polite attitude worked for her? Her expression softened for a moment.

But she tried to tell me with an angry look on her face.

“How can I believe that? If you’re acting like this because of an arranged marriage, then quit right away. Because I have no intention of forgiving you.”

“Do not forgive.”

“… … Yeah?”

“I did not come to ask for forgiveness. I just came to apologize for the mistakes I made. Except for forgiving me, it is entirely the freedom of the princess.”

I raised my head and spoke calmly to her. Even if he was kicked out of the family, it didn’t matter. Living alone wasn’t such a big deal to me anyway, since I was aware of the memories of my previous life.

With sincerity, I looked into her golden eyes. sharp reptilian eyes. Eyes that instill fear in the viewer. However, I have no doubt that those are the eyes of a person who is more affectionate than anyone else.

Adilun’s eyes full of bewilderment and confusion. But she tried to look away from me and said.

“Go back. I don’t want to hear your story. buy it!”

Adilun called Sara, who was waiting outside the drawing room.

“Yes, lady.”

“I’ll drag you out.”

A frost-like sentence fell upon me.

* * *

Immediately, I was kicked out of Caltix Castle by soldiers who looked happy.

cooong!

The castle gate was firmly closed.

“This is embarrassing… … .”

The chilly cold kept pounding my body.

All of a sudden, it’s a weak body, so if you stay a little longer, you’ll be in a dangerous state.

I was gazing at the gates of Caltix Castle while shivering from the cold. What should I do? How can I change her mind?

The worry didn’t last long.

I knelt down slowly in front of the castle gate. As I’m on my knees like that, everything I’ve done up until now runs through my head.

For the past 20 years, I have not been able to attach affection to anyone. He quarreled with everyone he met, and curse words and harsh words always came out of his mouth.

It was the same with people who were kind to me, so no one looked at me well. Like a person who lacks affection in emotions.

I was a deficient person from birth. And that deficiency was met by the absurdity of my awareness of my past life, and I was able to realize that everything I had done was wrong.

However, no one will believe me when I realize all of that. It is already too late for the mistakes that have been made.

People do not change easily, and there is no one who easily believes in the words of reformation and cheonseonseon. I have come too far to undo my current mistakes with a few words.

So I had to act. I had to apologize to others I had hurt, and I had to repent of my past actions.

I had no intention of denying the 20 years I had lived. At the time, it was taken for granted. However, I had no intention of living like that in the future.

People needed something valuable to survive.

I’ve been thinking wrong things as precious.

My pride, my selfishness.

such things.

In other words, everyone is a piece of excessive narcissism.

I abandon the values I have cherished so far, and engrave new values within myself. I remove a part of the narcissism that engulfed me and put in others.

You won’t be able to do good to everyone like you did in your previous life. The traces of the 20 years I’ve lived will reject the good I give indiscriminately.

However, at least I will be able to do it to the extent of limiting the range to those who are important to me.

A feeling of rebellion rises within me. Ugly selfishness and greed hover within me.

I struggle to live only for myself.

I forcibly pressed them down. I took the self-love out of me.

I engrave the values I have lived in my previous life, and I think of the little child who watched over me at the end of my life.

It ruminates on the story of Adilun’s struggle against all sorts of hardships and adversity.

someone I admire A kind dragon who did not give in to bitter hatred and pain, and eventually saved even those who hated him.

A blizzard pours down, and the cold strikes me as I contemplate my inner self. but was vehemently ignored. I couldn’t give up on this process now.

My hands and feet freeze, and snow begins to cover my body. Gradually, the exhaled lungs begin to freeze.

However, his mind was strangely clear. I kept my eyes open and continued my fight.

* * *

A report came in from the soldier who kicked Physis out of the gate.

Even though they were kicked out, they didn’t return, and they were staring at the castle gate on their knees in this severe winter.

I climbed the castle I looked down at the citadel.

I saw the look of a disgusting man.

I’ll be back without even doing that. He is a man who has spent his whole life in the warm East. I don’t think I have the slightest resistance to the cold.

When I can’t stand it, I’ll shake my butt and go back to my estate.

endured enough A year is a time when you have no choice but to get to know people even if you don’t like them.

He was rude, selfish, and disgusting. Because you instilled disgust in me, who had never hated anyone before.

I turned my head. I didn’t even want to see it.

told Sarah. The moment that person returns to the territory, send the same request for a breakup.

Sarah told me that she would know.

* * *

mind is clear It was strange.

Even though my body was clearly not able to withstand this blizzard, my mind, strangely enough, was looking straight at myself.

Each strand of her hair was frozen, and her hands and feet had no sense of frostbite. Even though it wouldn’t be strange to freeze to death right away, I continued to relieve the narcissism inside me.

How much time has passed? Finally, the selfishness and greed within me began to give in. I could clearly feel that my self-love was shrinking my territory.

Finally, the howling within me stopped. The terrible selfishness had disappeared, and the flames of greed that had engulfed the inner world were quenched.

when you’ve done all of that. My physical condition was not good.

The sound of the blizzard that seemed to tear the eardrums stopped. The smell of winter that came through my nose disappeared before I knew it. My vision gradually grew farther and farther, and I couldn’t even tell what was in front of me.

My tongue froze and I couldn’t even make a sound.

My mind, which had been strangely clear, began to blur.

I felt a sensation I had never felt before.

death.

It was a particularly fragile body. The body, which had no tolerance for the cold, could not survive the fierce winter.

As I was dying like that, someone approached me.

My senses were dead and I couldn’t feel anything, but I could tell that someone was strangely approaching me.

I felt like I could figure out who that person was.

Adilun. it will be you

A gentle, noble dragon. Are you unable to pass even the rogue boat that hurt you?

The last of those thoughts, I lost my mind.

* * *

A night that was overshadowed by darkness. I heard a knock on my room door.

“miss.”

It was Sarah, the maid.

“What happened?”

“Would you like to come out for a while?”

“Out? What the hell is going on… … ”

Following her guidance, I was astonished as I climbed to the top of Caltix Castle.

Physis, he was there.

With his whole body frozen, it wouldn’t be strange if he died right away. Her black hair had turned white from the accumulated snow, and her kneeling posture was still the same.

The weather today was terribly cold, even for the people of Rodenov who are accustomed to winter. If I had been on my knees in one place for at least ten hours in such weather, even with a blizzard… … may have already died

he must not die No matter how repulsive he is, he is definitely Ortaire’s second son.

If he dies in a place like this, he will cross an irreversible river with Ortaire, who must form an alliance.

And that would be a great thing for the central nobility.

“Open the castle gate.”

“Yeah?”

“Quickly!”

I exclaimed urgently.

As soon as the gates opened, I quickly approached him. Like a foolish man!

I slowly approached him and checked his body. His face was pale, and snow covered his neck. Is that all? The hand was already discolored black. It was in such a dangerous state that it would have to be cut off if not treated quickly. You can’t see it, but your feet probably do the same.

The fortunate thing is that life is attached.

The soldiers followed me, and I quickly instructed them to move Physis into my room.

I tried to lay down on the bed, but I couldn’t. My body was so stiff that I couldn’t even lay it on the bed.

I urgently cast a spell to warm his body. To change your posture even a little bit.

As soon as I laid down on the bed, I did my best to deploy my healing magic to the fullest. It removed the cold air remaining in the body and helped the activities of the organs that were on the verge of stopping.

The fortunate thing is that he had a strong will to live. Even though it would not be strange if he died right away, he was alive and not dead.

To the extent that it can be called a miracle.

Why are you even doing this? I should have just ignored it and went back as usual.

And if he had quietly accepted the divorce request, he wouldn’t have had to suffer like this.

Is it because of an arranged marriage? To avoid breakup? It didn’t seem like anything at all.

The man I saw was a thoroughly selfish man. To the point where you can’t find the slightest consideration for others.

Rather, I couldn’t understand why a man who seemed to want to break up his marriage more than anyone else acted like this.

Such a complex examination caught me, and I ended up staying up all night with a confused mind.