I Am In Love with Myself

An Mu smiled and shook his head, changed into a thin silk nightdress, thinking that she would definitely be back in a while, so she didn't care.

Sure enough, after a while, there was a cautious knock on the door, and Jian Yixi asked timidly: "An Mu...have you changed it?"

"Okay, come in."

Only then did Jian Yixi push the door back in, glanced at An Mu, and turned away from her eyes subconsciously, as if she felt that this was not good, and quickly turned back with a pretense of composure, her cheeks faintly filled with peach powder.

"I want to sleep with you tonight, okay?"

An Mu was stacking the casual home clothes she had changed, her eyes were on the clothes, and she didn't notice her abnormality.

"Why suddenly want to sleep with me?"

"Just... it's boring to be alone."

An Mu lifted her eyes and glanced at her. Jian Yixi is dressed in khaki cotton home clothes, and her slap-sized face is especially white. She has already entered the door, but it looks like a student has entered the teacher’s office, just standing near the door. Looking at her from a distance, as if she wouldn't dare to go in again without opening her mouth.

An Mu can't help but ask, "Don't go get your air-conditioning quilt?"

"Good~!"

Jian Yixi bends her eyebrows in an instant, turns around and hurries to her room.

Jian Yixi had already taken a shower when she was bored in the afternoon waiting for An Mu, and also washed when An Mu got up. Both of them saved this step before going to bed and lay down peacefully, pillowed with a soft feather pillow, chatting with black lights.

"An Mu, why are you so good to me and Maomao? Are you so good to Liang Siri?"

An Mu Bai's arms were outside the quilt, and he lay flat with his eyes closed. He was not sleepy at all, but he felt that it was too late and it was time to sleep, so he lay down in the quilt.

"Liang Silui...I don't know, I don't remember the past, all I remember is that she was kind to me, and I returned to China not long after we were together, so it's not that good to her."

"That's only good for me and Maomao?"

After a pause, Jian Yixi added: "Except those who are related by blood."

"Um... you can say so."

"Then why?"

——This girl, is she still suspecting that I like her, or is she simply curious to ask?

An Mu weighed it.

If she replied that she was simply being nice to her friends, even though it was the truth, she lacked the support from the past and the present, and there was always a little sense of reality. After all, since ancient times, the most precious thing is sincerity.

There is an old saying that is not appropriate to use here, that it is easy to get a priceless treasure and a rare lover, which can be regarded as a proof.

She is a little bit overwhelmed with Maomao’s goodness. After all, it’s normal for friends to encourage each other, and it’s normal to send valuables on special days. You can send large stocks directly. This is really not normal, let alone compare her to Jane. Maomao is better.

If it is an ordinary situation, explain it carefully and be sincere. Even if you don't pre-exist, just talk about the friendship of this life, you can explain the past, but the problem is that it is not an ordinary situation now.

Both Maomao and Jian Yixi suspect that she likes Jian Yixi. Even the second brother heard that they didn't live in school two days ago and wanted to live at home. They also half-jokingly ridiculed whether they had adultery.

Under this circumstance, the plain explanation is too thin, and it's just like saying that, just as she emphasized several times before that she didn't like anyone, but after more than a year, she was still suspected. Waste of words.

Rather than a serious explanation that doesn’t work, it’s better to follow their minds to make up reasons to convince them, and let Maomao take a lesson, otherwise she will always be so open-minded, and sooner or later she will offend people like she did in her previous life. , Can take care of each other a little bit, in this life...

An Mu sighed slightly, the quiet voice in this dark night was not only nice, but also inexplicably charming.

"Do you really want to know why?"

If your eyesight is trapped, your hearing will be amplified. Jian Yixi heard the sound of tightly clenched horns, faintly tense.

"miss you."

An Mu wrote half-truth: "Actually...Although I have lost my memory in consciousness, my body still has an instinctive reaction to the past. According to my temperament, Chen Han is so deliberate, it is impossible for me to follow She was a friend, but my body couldn't help wanting to keep her.

So... I guess I did like Chen Han before I lost my memory.

However, now I don’t remember anything, and of course it’s impossible to like it anymore, but the missing part of the memory still has a great impact on my current life.

My friendship with you largely depends on my desire to protect you. Although I can't explain the reason, I guess it's probably because I was miserable before losing my memory, such as being isolated or something.

This has actually been confirmed in Chen Han's narration, and Chen Han dare not lie to me with this relatively public memory.

I used to be isolated and not good, but subconsciously wanted to protect you and want to be nice to you. Seeing you get rid of the Jane’s family, I also feel like relief. Seeing your house renewed and stinking relatives being rehabilitated, I also have the same refreshment. .

Especially when I heard that you were admitted to Tsinghua University, I have the kind of happiness that my own children have been successful.

It can be said that being good to you and wishing you well has become a way for me to obtain happiness. You have almost no obstacles now. Even if the road ahead is not smooth, in your current state, I believe you can face it by yourself. .

And the last thing I can do for you is to give you a start-up money and watch the small saplings I grow into towering trees. "

The voice fell for a long time, before Jane Yixi squeezed out a hoarse voice.

"Before, you clearly said... you didn't treat me as a child, and you said that you touched my head because my hair is easy to touch..."

——This kind of sesame mung bean matter, after nearly two years, how can Jian Yixi remember?

An Mu continued to make half-truths without changing her face.

"Touching your hair really feels that your hair is easy to touch. As for the child, that is just a metaphor, maybe another metaphor is more appropriate. You... You are like a certain foster game heroine who made me find resonance. I will take you all the way through the wind and waves. , Watching you reach the pinnacle of life, I will get the same sense of happiness, so to give you krypton gold is to give me krypton, is that clear?"

——I understand, I understand, I want to cry if I understand.

Jian Yixi was originally lying on the side facing An Mu, and turned away from her back as she listened. His excited heart a few minutes ago was broken into pieces as the "child" "brought up".

——So An Mu just uses her as a game to raise and play? So I just don't like it?

How excited I was before, how uncomfortable it will be.

Jane Yixi hugged the quilt and barely comforted herself.

——It doesn't matter, as long as An Mu is curved and An Mu doesn't like others, then she still has a chance.

——What's more, she is now in a very advantageous position near the water. As long as she works hard enough, she believes that one day she will be able to impress An Mu.

After comforting herself for a while, Jian Yixi finally regained her self-confidence, and her emotions recovered little by little.

"So, you are also nurturing Maomao?"

An Mu glanced at Jian Yixi's dim back. Even though he couldn't see anything, the emotion in that tone could still be distinguished.

——The first step is to make up a reliable reason to convince Jian Yixi that she is good to her because there is a reason for it, and it is done.

——The second step, with the help of this fabricated reason, by the way, choose to clear herself, so that Jian Yixi is convinced that she has absolutely no wrong thoughts about her, complete.

——Now it's the third step, pull Maomao into the water, let Maomao feel the same, and see if she dares to open her mouth and talk nonsense.

An Mu, who has lived like this for two lifetimes, fooled Jian Yixi, an 18-year-old girl who trusted her so much.

An Mu said, "Maomao is different from you. You are more like my child or the heroine of my game, while Maomao has a stronger sense of the same age and is a crazy girl who makes me irresistible.

It may be that I was heartbroken by Chen Han before the amnesia. After the amnesia, I instinctively rejected people who were too complicated, and had no resistance to the simple nature of Mao Mao.

Maomao is the most special girl I have ever seen, sometimes caring and sometimes irritating, heartless and dumbfounding.

I like her bright smile, her nonsensical brains, and even more like her clean that no one can pollute.

What I didn't want to say, I'm afraid that if it gets into Maomao's ears, it will destroy our relationship.

But I don't want to hide behind my back forever and like it silently. If I like it, I should be brave, otherwise it will only let the person I like slip away from my fingertips.

Regardless of whether it succeeds or not, I decide to confess.

I originally wanted to wait until the end of the military training. Now that the sick leave ends in advance, I will ask her to confess it tomorrow.

Tomorrow, after watching the movie, we will go to Maomao for dinner together, and I will confess at the dining table.

This is the most suitable place for confession I have considered. The environment is relatively noisy, which can make this confession look less formal. If Maomao doesn't like me at all, it won't be too embarrassing.

I just wanted to show my heart, and I didn't think Maomao would agree to it. After that, I just need to work hard to chase after it. I believe that I will succeed in the best of my sincerity.

At that time, I will trouble you to act according to the situation. The water escape is the water escape, so that we can get along alone. "

There was no pause in a long paragraph, as if it had been thought out a long time ago and finally said it today, and it was finished in one breath.

Before An Mu's words fell, Jian Yixi suddenly sat up, hugged the quilt and got out of bed in the dark.

An Mu also sat up and smiled and asked, "What's the matter? Why do you suddenly get up?"

In the dimness, Jian Yixi's deep breathing voice was exceptionally clear. She took a few deep breaths before she opened her mouth.

"I... my stomach hurts and I suddenly want to go to the bathroom."

"Then why hold the quilt?"

"I...I go to the bathroom for a long time. I'm afraid that you will be asleep when I come out and wake you up. I'd better go directly to my room. You go to bed early, I, I'm leaving, good night."

Jian Yixi moved the door very quickly.

An Musui glanced at the faint outline of the phone on the table, smiled, and quickly smoothed the corners of his lips, reminding: "You forgot to take the phone."

Jian Yixi froze, touched the doorknob with her hand, then quickly turned back, took the phone and left quickly.

He was obviously anxious, but he closed the door cautiously, with only a light click.

Why did An Mu smile with her arms around the pillows in the room, Jian Yixi didn't know, she went back to her room top-heavy, and fell on the bed. It really felt like people were almost gone.

An Mu likes Maomao?

An Mu really likes Maomao! !

So the so-called Truth or Dare is actually An Mu probing Maomao?

Maomao’s mouth has always been a good spirit but a bad spirit, so now it’s really a triangle relationship?

She likes An Mu, An Mu likes Maomao, Maomao likes...

No, Maomao doesn't like anyone, so the triangle relationship is not established.

But the failure of the triangle relationship means that the stability of the triangle is also lost?

Are they going to disintegrate?

If Mao Mao did not accept An Mu, An Mu would be reluctant to lose. In the end, Mao Mao stayed away from An Mu, and the trio collapsed. It was inevitable.

If Maomao accepts An Mu and they form a CP and love each other, what is she? She can force herself to ignore her and continue to be their girlfriends, but they may not be able to know everything about her.

What's more, once in love, Maomao will definitely move out of the dormitory. When the two of them live together, she will most likely move out.

Jian Yixi can't think about it anymore. She thinks she can accept An Mu and Maomao in terms of mutual affection, but emotionally, she feels that she can't stand her kissing me and me. Once they are together, whether it is subjective or objective. , She will drift away from them.

Perhaps this will not hurt her friendship with them in essence, but in fact, she will definitely have much less contact with them.

Jian Yixi's heart became cooler as she thought about it, shaking out her cell phone, subconsciously wanting to discuss information with Mao Mao, but she clicked out the dialog box and remembered that An Mu wanted to confess herself.

Putting down the phone and closing her eyes, Jian Yixi's brain was in a mess, her chest seemed to be blocked, but it didn't seem to be blocked, like panic, or palpitations? She couldn't tell the difference, anyway, it was uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that she tossed over and over again, let alone sleep, her head would explode.

The second brother sent a message suddenly.

[Incitation: How is the temptation? 】

[Meng Xi's written talk: Second brother! 】

——Woo, want to cry, second brother.

[Inblouse: What's the matter? Why do you still use exclamation points? 】

Jian Yixi really wanted to tell her second brother all at once, that talking would make her feel much better.

But she couldn't. It was An Mu's private matter after all. Although An Mu didn't explicitly tell her to keep her secret, she should also be aware that she should not say a word that shouldn't be said, and she can't say it because of suffering.

[Meng Xi's written talk: An Mu... doesn't like me. 】

[Inblouse: How do you know? Talk about the results of the trial. 】

[Meng Xi's written conversation: I did not succeed in the trial, but I talked to An Mu, and she said that she has someone she likes, not me. 】

[Inblouse: Did she deliberately say that it was not you? 】

[Meng Xi's written talk: No, we just talked casually, and when we talked, she accidentally talked about the people she liked. 】

[Inblowing: French? 】

[Meng Xi's written conversation: Second brother, don't guess, I know who it is, but An Mu hasn't made it public, so I can't say it. 】

[Infant listening: Hug.jpg]

[Meng Xi's written talk: I'm fine, my second brother, now I know it's not too late, it's better than I confessed hotly and then rejected. 】

[Yin Biaosi listened to: cry if you want, don't bear it. 】

[Meng Xi's Written Talk: Second Brother...]

[Because I heard: Sharing: Sad.mp3--Lin Youjia]

The second brother was really afraid that she would not cry miserably, and shared such a miserable song to her. She couldn't help but open it.

Lin Youjia's sad voice faintly flowed in the bedroom, soaking Jian Yixi's uncomfortable heart.

[Close your eyes and watch the sixteen-year-old sunset... as beautiful as us...]

——Sixteen years old... how old she knew An Mu...

[Clearly love but don’t know what to do...]

——What else can I do? Even if it is curved, An Mu doesn't like her.

[It makes me sad that I once had you...]

——Unfortunately, I have never even owned it.

Music is indeed the most emotional tool, and Jian Yixi cried like a fool wrapped in a quilt.

I just found out my feelings, and I fell in love in a blink of an eye. Is there anything worse than her?

For a moment, Jian Yixi secretly wanted to spoil An Mu's confession. An Mu was so good and Mao Mao was so unrestrained. No matter how she thought about it, Mao Mao would not refuse An Mu. They would definitely be happy ending, but this was not what she wanted. have witnessed.

However, the thoughts passed, no matter how bad-hearted she was, she couldn't stop An Mu's happiness.

Without An Mu, she was still trapped in Jian's house, and she hadn't known what her downfall would be like.

No matter what purpose An Mu treats her well, in fact it is enough to treat her well.

In this world, no matter who hurts, she can't hurt An Mu.

Crying may indeed clear up emotions, but crying can also bring headaches. Jian Yixi doesn’t know how long she has been crying. In short, the song "Sorrowful" has been replayed countless times. Even if she turned off the music, she was still full of thoughts. It's a sad melody.

The headache was almost split, and her heart was empty. She was lying on the bed, finally feeling a little sleepy. Before falling asleep, the phone buzzed.

Jian Yixi stared at the message for several seconds, and at one time suspected that the second brother had sent it wrong.

Only then did Jian Yixi climb up according to his temple, went downstairs in a daze, and opened the door in a daze.

The second brother stood at the door in a striped shirt and stiff trousers. His usual t-shirts and jeans were very different, except that his short fluffy hair remained, and his amber eyes resembling An Mu smiled and raised the two plastic bags in his hands. .

One bag of milk tea, one bag of medicine box.

"I asked, this medicine and milk tea don't matter, you can drink them together."

Jian Yixi took the pill box with her crying and swollen eyes down and looked at it. It is a Chinese patent medicine, which has the effect of relieving headaches.

The second brother said again: "Although the effect of ibuprofen is better, but it has side effects. This kind is milder. Take the medicine with milk tea and go to bed earlier."

The milk tea was also passed to her.

The second brother pointed to the balcony, “It’s nice to see the night view from here. Drinking milk tea while watching the night view will make you feel relaxed and go to bed after drinking.”

Jian Yixi was at a loss: "Second brother..."

"I just came home from a game with my friend, and happened to be passing by here. It was not specially given to you. Don't be so moved. Okay, I'm leaving. Go to bed earlier."

The second brother didn't even enter the door, turned around, and waved his hand backwards as he walked, casually and freely.

After crying, I really felt a little empty, not only my brain, but also my stomach.

Jian Yixi deducted two dark brown Chinese pills, took a sip of milk tea and swallowed it. Before the bitter medicinal scent could linger in his mouth, it was covered by the scent of milk.

The tears that had just stopped wet the eye sockets again, Jian Yixi sniffed, held the milk tea, and opened the balcony door.

In the late night of Beijing, neon gleams everywhere, as if nine days of stars have fallen into the world, and the night breeze is blowing. It is different from the cooling of indoor air conditioners. It is naturally refreshing. Even with a trace of daytime heat, it still makes the whole heart feel Follow it slowly.

After drinking a cup of warm milk tea, the pores all over my body opened up, my whole body was sweaty, my whole body was refreshed, and my head didn't seem to hurt so much.

Jian Yixi took a deep breath, closed the window, took a shower again when she returned to the room, and then went to bed again.

God treats her not thinly, and hurriedly pulled her back before she did something wrong. Whether An Mu is with Maomao or not, she will try to adjust herself. If she can’t achieve the stability of the triangle, then she will do that A balance to balance their relationship.

Friends are good, everything is good, as long as they can stay by An Mu's side, it's fine.

Go to sleep, it's late.

To wake up tomorrow, everything will be back on track.

She also wants to watch a movie with An Mu.

In the dead of night, everything is silent, Jian Yixi is lying flat, her slender arms are wrapped around the quilt, and the ticking wall clock walks meticulously with the needle. If it weren’t for the thin quilt to be held tightly, she really looks like It was asleep, motionless.

It was good to watch a movie, but the plan was disrupted by the visit of unexpected guests. Early in the morning, Chen Han visited again. This time he did not send yellow carnations, but hugged a large handful of lilies, snow-white as jade petals, and his nose was refreshing. Xinxiang, just looking at it makes people feel better.

Yesterday, I clearly saw her still very irritable. Looking at it today, I felt a little bit of sympathy for the same illness. Unfortunately, Jian Yixi was in a bad mood, so she asked her to come in and made a cup of tea for her.

"What's wrong with your eyes? Why are they swollen?"

Can you not swell after crying for most of the night?

Jian Yixi said perfunctorily: "I don't know why, I got swollen after sleeping all night, maybe because of the water and soil."

While she was talking, An Mu also yawned and went downstairs. She had just finished the morning shower, her face was faintly pink, and the right amount of powder made the originally icy and somewhat inhuman face look gentle. A lot.

"Teacher Chen?"

Chen Han stood up with a smile on his eyebrows.

"It looks like you are much better."

Without waiting for An Mu to speak, Chen Han said again: "My friend happened to be from your hospital. I happened to mention you to her a few days ago. She also knew that you were the only student I had accepted. As a result, something happened to you yesterday. When I remembered, I called me."

This explanation is reasonable, but the truthfulness is open to question.

An Mu didn't struggle with this problem too much. She glanced at the white lily in Jian Yixi's arms, and thanked her for being alienated and polite.

Chen Han adhered to the guest's rules. He didn't want to be the owner anymore, cooking and making coffee. Instead, he sat on the sofa calmly, asked her about Xia Anmu's recent situation, and recommended a good gym to her.

While talking, An Mu's cell phone rang.

"What?! How can I faint?!"

An Mu stood up abruptly, not knowing what the other person said, she clutched her phone and went upstairs with a choppy touch, and after a while she got down and changed her clothes.

"Maomao has something wrong, Jian Yixi, let's go there together, Teacher Chen is embarrassed, I'm afraid I can't entertain you."

Chen Han also quickly stood up.

"Are you in a hurry? I drove here and I will see you off."

Unable to tolerate An Mu's thinking, Chen Han rushed to the hallway and changed his shoes.

An Mu said, "Then trouble Teacher Chen."

Chen Han changed his shoes and opened the door. He glanced back at her, the golden glasses against the white light, and the corners of his lips were smiling imperceptibly.

"You're welcome, let's go."

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