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Chapter 258 Chapter 256 "The self-proclaimed god" (Additional update by reader 20210319, leader)

The girl in front of her squatted on the ground holding her head.

The firelight danced on her body, burning her like the shadow of a flame.

"Ha, haha. What..."

She smiled, as if she suddenly woke up, her eyes clearer than ever.

Her fingers twisted unconsciously, and even the abyss-like shadow behind her began to twist strangely.

"...It's really, really ridiculous. I don't want to grow up...Now, probably, I really got my wish..."

She smiled and laughed, and suddenly cried.

Tears hit the ground like beads. She sobbed and laughed, making a voice that was almost like a whine: "But... why, why... why is this like this... I, I obviously..."

Su Mingan stood next to her.

He listened to her cries with an expressionless expression.

In front of him, the blue clue panel was fully displayed in front of him, and the rows of clues were completely linked.

The barrage fluctuated violently, and people were discussing things about Dongxue. All kinds of rebuttal comments surged through like a tide.

And his thoughts have been sorted out at this time.

The last clue to the truth had just fallen into his clue column.

...I have to say that this was a truth that surprised him a little.

The little girl whose status was reversed and who didn't want to grow up - truly became a being who couldn't grow up.

Yang Xia is the main personality, while Dong Xue is the created one - she is Yang Xia's virtual girlfriend who commemorates the past.

As a sub-personality, she always lives in the memory of the past, repeatedly resurrecting herself in her correction period, not wanting to grow up or mature.

This is the mechanism behind the repeated rewinds of Baisha Paradise - this world is Dongxue's memory. Once she dies, the world will be reset.

Yang Xia is heading towards a blazing and brilliant future, and she is the little girl abandoned in the past. Dong Xue has long since died in her memory. And she is just creating an existence that she can never reach, and then loops and collapses.

...Unless she can become the person she hates the most and mature, she will always collapse the moment she discovers the reality, and the cycle will continue.

But Yang Xia is back.

Yang Xia, who is physically male, is back.

She wanted to pull Dongxue out of this recurring memory.

…

[Perfect clearance progress·Escape line: 95%]

…

Dongxue held her head and squatted on the ground.

When Su Mingan approached her, she suddenly raised her head and stared at him with a pair of red eyes.

Tears fell uncontrollably from her cheeks, and a trace of grief overflowed from the corner of her mouth. She looked particularly desperate.

...Anyone will be so disappointed when they discover that they are just an illusory creation.

The status of the two has been reversed, and Dongxue is on the verge of collapse.

In front of Su Mingan, the system interface is changing.

[It is detected that the escape line progress is 95%...]

"Ding dong!"

[You have entered the final stage and the final judgment is being made...]

[It is detected that the player has completed the perfect level clearance in advance, and you will have two final endings to choose from. 】

[Escape line: Bring Dongxue into the city, stay away from the white sand paradise, and complete the basic plot ending. 】

[Hidden Line·Line of Faith: Destroy the White Sand Paradise and get the hidden ending. 】

…

Su Mingan looked at these two lines of words and chose the escape route.

He really wanted to choose the hidden route, but according to the introduction, this route also required him to return to Baisha Paradise. His current sanity value was extremely low and he had no energy to go back and take this route.

They were both completed perfectly, and he could only temporarily choose the one with a shorter process.

From just now, the depressed and somewhat manic mood has been burning like a flame in him.

He closed his eyes and approached Dongxue.

"Let's go, get out," he said.

"...Where are you taking me?" Dong Xue's voice was deep, and her eyes were like a dead desert.

"Go to the city."

Su Mingan was already close to Dongxue. If she kept talking nonsense, he would knock her out and carry her over.

"...I'll go with you." Dongxue stood up on her own initiative.

The soaked clothes clung to her body, outlining some flat curves, and her eyes were a little dull - eyes that had lost all hope.

Su Mingan knew that this route was not the best for Dongxue. Her knot was not resolved, she just escaped from that place. As long as the white sand paradise in her memory still exists, the knot in her heart will not disappear.

But it was too late.

Su Mingan looked at the map and knew that there was an unbroken chain bridge back to Baisha Paradise, but he really couldn't hold on anymore.

He stumbled out, his vision blurred in front of him. He breathed in the humid air and looked at the overwhelming rain in front of him.

...and a little girl standing at the door.

The little girl stood under the tree, her eyes as quiet as water.

The breeze swirled around her, and she looked at him with a smile.

"Su Ming'an." Suzunako said, "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

As soon as Su Mingan sensed it, he realized that Ying was indeed in a coma.

The person who attacked him last week was indeed Suzunako.

"Suzunako... no, Mizushima Kawaharu." Su Mingan closed her eyes: "You hate me so much?"

"You killed me in the fifth world, why can't I hate you." Mizushima Kawaharu said.

"In order to kill me, you went out of your way to become a special NPC..." Su Mingan's eyes gradually turned cold.

"ha……"

A miserable smile appeared on Mizushima Kawaharu's face.

"At this time, you still look down on me. Look behind you, Su Mingan, I have already grasped the victory," she said.

Su Mingan turned around.

He saw Dongxue kneeling on the ground with a face full of pain.

Red light rippled on her chest. It was the ruby ​​pendant she had been wearing. It was emitting dazzling light at this time. Her face was flushed, as if an invisible big hand was holding her neck.

"I have stayed in this place that can drive people crazy for countless reincarnations just to prepare a big gift for you...including this pendant that can kill her." Mizushima Kawaharu smiled: "Don't even think about helping her remove it. This pendant cannot be taken off. If you take it off forcibly, it will explode immediately..."

The raindrops hit her face and got into her eyes. She smiled and her words gradually became hoarse: "And as long as I stop you here, I will have the opportunity to continue. I can definitely... really help. elder sister."

"Is it similar to the special status of a sniper..." Su Mingan said: "Between your sister and me, you chose your sister. It is reasonable, but stupid."

"Are you trying to persuade me to let you go? The number one player that humans have high hopes for must not die here?"

"I was scolding you, Mizushima Kawaharu."

"...Ha. You are really not afraid of death at all." Mizushima Kawaharu smiled openly: "Fuyuki's life is now in my hands. Once she dies, the copy will be reset, and in your current state , you will definitely not be able to insist on doing it again, you will definitely go crazy."

Su Mingan glanced at Dongxue, who looked painful.

The ruby ​​pendant around her neck lit up like a sharp dagger aimed at her neck.

"Do you know what you are doing?" Su Mingan said, "Don't let hatred control you."

"You want to say... destroying you will destroy the overall situation?" Mizushima Kawaharu sneered: "You think too highly of yourself."

"I won't convince you with my righteousness." Su Mingan said.

"——Aren't you the kind of person who is willing to sacrifice anything for your own [righteousness]?" Mizushima Kawaharu sneered.

Su Mingan laughed after hearing this.

A strong sense of dizziness has been dominating him. From the beginning of the sixth world to now, he has not had a good night's sleep...

His mental state has been deteriorating, and now his sanity level has reached more than 30 points, and hallucinations are tormenting him all the time.

Just standing here, soaked in the rain, he felt that the whole world was upside down, as if he was not standing on the ground, but hanging on the bottom of the sea.

The heavy rain stuck to his body, clinging to him like glue, and a completely different sense of confusion was interfering with his five senses. Dark double images overlapped in front of his eyes, and confusion along with his sense of direction filled his brain.

He coughed, trying to use his voice to wake himself up from unconsciousness.

"How can you tell what I'm up to? Mizushima Kawaharu," he said.

"You are really good at acting." Mizushima Kawaharu looked at him: "...don't think you understand it very well."

"……ha."

Su Mingan laughed without any warning.

Mizushima Kawaharu frowned.

She didn't know why the other person was still laughing in such a desperate situation. She just felt that this person was becoming more and more wrong.

"You are indeed right about some things, [Everyone belongs to human beings - no one is completely ashamed of human beings or deserves to be an inferior human being, or a god different from anyone else.]" Su Mingan laughed, The smile grew bigger and bigger.

Mizushima Kawaharu frowned and looked at him. This situation, which was originally under control, made her a little flustered inexplicably.

She couldn't describe what she was feeling, this weird feeling of almost stopping time, but when she came into contact with the other person's eyes, she felt weightless.

Physical, and psychological weightlessness.

...Why is he laughing in this situation?

"Su Ming'an, aren't you claiming to be such a god?" Mizushima Kawaharu said: "——Why do you think you will not be another ruler? Why do you guarantee that your original intention will remain unchanged? What about us? Why should I have trust in you? You are secretive, you are duplicitous, and you have been fighting alone until now. How can those of us who cannot see the whole picture understand you? "

Su Mingan looked at her, his smile getting wider and wider.

"Yeah." He responded, as if he was happy to hear it.

Mizushima Kawaharu was stunned, and continued in a cold voice: "You have seen too few tragedies, your past is not worth mentioning, and it is not pitiable - words can be concealed, actions can also be disguised, I can't I believe that you are as double-dealing as a top actor. There is nothing in you that I can absolutely trust - if I bet all my chips on you, I will eventually become ashes in your hands."

"Yes." Su Mingan nodded, his smile unchanged.

Mizushima Kawaharu's brows furrowed like the Chinese character "川": "Listen, I have every reason to accuse you, and you can't argue with it."

"Su Mingan, if you choose to fight, resist, or lead, what is your wish? What you have shown so far is for your own selfish interests. Why should I trust you?"

"Then can I turn back?" Su Mingan asked her back: "...Can I still turn back?"

"Why turn around?" Mizushima Kawaharu clenched her fists: "Are you already crazy?"

Su Mingan looked at her, his expression unchanged.

A curtain of rain fell among them, subduing the dark tones.

Through the heavy rain, Mizushima Kawaharu could see the other party's black hair that was soaked by the rain. The young man in front of her was stuck in the soil like a motionless stake, with a smile on his face that made her a little scared. .

"You have gone crazy, Su Ming'an." Mizushima Kawaharu laughed with joy and sorrow. She shed tears while smiling, and her voice was a little sad: "...I have achieved my goal."

"Congratulations then?"

"...You are really crazy."

"You may be right." Su Mingan said.

"...You have been talking for so long, but you haven't noticed that Mo Yan was killed by you who just lost your mind." Mizushima Kawaharu said: "I can confirm that you have lost to the hallucination."

"..." Su Ming'an's unchanged expression finally became troubled.

In the dim vision, he stopped for an instant, as if something was tightly grasping his heart. He turned his head almost hastily, taking another piece of drowsiness into view.

He saw the young man lying under a tree nearby, holding a broken sword.

The young man sat in the pouring rain, with his eyes closed and his head slightly bowed, as if he had fallen asleep. His body was covered with vertical and horizontal ripples.

The young man's lips were still smiling.

There was blood on that smile.

"——You killed a person who believed in you so much and admired you so much——he should be regarded as the light chaser in your mouth, right? Ha, in order to continue to shine, the lighthouse must destroy its own light chaser. Really ridiculous.

Looking at you, you probably don’t know that you have just lost your mind for a while.

Congratulations, Su Mingan, after killing him, has your sanity recovered? "

Mizushima Kawaharu also had an almost crazy smile on his face.

The heavy rain washed away the blood on the ground, and the faint smell of blood drifted away.

Su Mingan stood there, motionless, like a plaster sculpture.

The sounds in my ears seemed to disappear in an instant, and even the heavy rain seemed silent.

He felt the cold wind whistling in his chest.

"Mizushima Kawaharu."

In the silence, he suddenly spoke:

"I extend you an invitation to the tower."