Dakara, Anata o Koko de Koroshimasu

Episode 19: Intense, Murder, Sadness

"Rico, it's okay!?

I'll run over to Rico and untie him.

When I looked at her right hand, it was painfully bent from thumb to pharmacopoeia.

What an evil hobby to hurt.

"Selah! I was scared, I was so scared!!

"Yeah, I'm fine. 'Cause it's okay."

Gently hugs and appeases Rico, who weeps and frightens him.

But she'll have to work a little harder.

"Sorry, Rico. Leave the rest to me and run away first."

"Running away... where?

"There's Jillian for those heading east from here. It hasn't been that long since we left, so we should be able to rendezvous soon."

"Okay. But what about Serra?

"Kill Alice"

She is someone I can also call a cause for.

Now is the perfect opportunity to kill her. I don't want any more casualties with her selfish thoughts.

If I could kill her, I wouldn't mind shaping her and Haruta wouldn't choose. There is a great chance that Rico will get involved.

Above all, this is just between me and Alice.

"Killing... Serra, I'm really scared of you right now. I can't leave you alone."

"Even so, Rico shouldn't be here. He's going to kill all my loved ones. You can't let Rico die. Besides, I'm not dying, so I'm fine."

".................. ok"

Rico leans down to my words and squeezes hard as he trembles his left hand.

I guess I'm frustrated with such helplessness that I can't help anything. I tried to speak to Rico because I felt sorry for her, but at that time she was looking straight back at me with her face up.

"If it's on the Jillians, I'll be back here again. And then you'll definitely knock it down."

"Yeah. I got it."

Rico nodded at my words, then looked at me with regret, and then ran back on his heels.

Then I look back behind me and gaze at Alice.

"Why didn't you give me anything?

"That's what you wanted me to die for?

"Don't be ridiculous"

Alice answers my words in retreat.

She's had that habit for a long time. I'm sure it was an attitude to hide the madness directed at me. Just remembering makes me nauseous.

"It's been three years, Serra. I've been hearing rumors about Serra, but I'm surprised she's not as immortal as I am."

"Shut up! Don't be with you guys!

Even though it was her fault when it came to the original.

Because she betrayed me, because she killed my dear family, I became willing to kill. I was attached there to Sakura, and I got unwanted madness and immortality.

"Yes, I am not like you. I didn't become immortal from myself. Because of you, this is what happened. I just got caught up!

"No, you're just telling yourself that. That's the same old habit of meditating and running away from inconvenient places."

"No, no!

"What's the difference?

I desperately try to shake my wear and deny it, but Alice mocks me when she sees me like that.

"Serra, you don't seem to notice. You've been seeping out of your mind ever since, haven't you? I used to touch Rico's knife pattern a couple of times when I was unwrapping it, and when I was checking for broken fingers, my gaze was on my pulse a few times."

"No, shut up"

"Even when I strangled myself three years ago, I was stuck with cardiopulmonary arrest one step ahead of me. Serra was smiling then, wasn't she?

"Shut up, shut up!

"That's how Serra has killed so many people with a smile on her face, isn't it? We seem to think of immortals as random killers who follow their own madness, but Serra is the closest thing to that statue."

"I'm telling you to shut up!!

Every time Alice says it back, her emotions get rough.

No, you can't ask any more.

Quick, we have to kill her. I have to keep that mouth shut. To shut her up, I mean, the fastest way to take her life, and that requires killing, and oh, I want to kill Alice, I want to kill her, I want to kill her, I want to kill her -!!

My thoughts get messed up. A fierce willingness to kill grows in me. I'm sure I would try to contain them here, but the other person is Alice. What do we need to shy away from?

Don't let her say her next word. We have to kill him before then.

So I reached out to the sword...

"In the end, there's nothing Serra can do about it."

"- Huh!!!!!????????"

Emotions exploded.

Immediately afterwards, something strange happened to my body.

All colors disappeared from the world the moment I thought the sight in front of me had been enveloped by flashes.

A world of only white, black and gray. My emotions were too daunting. Did I burn out the nerves in my eyes too much?

But what happened to it? It's only a minor problem, such as the fact that I no longer have a sense of color to kill her.

When I realized it, I was pulling a knife out of my sheath and packing Alice a distance.

Without hesitation, he protrudes into the heart and pushes it straight down to the merchandise shelf.

I will take the knife out of her chest once I have horseback ridden her, and I will fly her neck.

But the moment became a gap.

Alice pushed the short machine gun (sub-machine gun) to my flank and pulled the trigger quickly.

So, the bullet shoots relentlessly into my interior with a short firing noise.

I felt intense vomiting and would throw up without being able to reveal it, but it wasn't the diarrhea that came out of my mouth, it was a big whole black chunk.

Then Alice puts a single kick in me and sets the distance apart.

… but do you think I will back off to that extent?

Of course, my body is under severe pain. But that's all.

There is no reason for me to stop because of pain or wounds.

Soon I will rise up and start running toward her again.

"!? Shit."

Couldn't you have expected me to move quickly, Alice pounds her tongue after looking surprised and reaches out to the next merchandise shelf.

Apparently he exercised 'power' and the pipe part of the merchandise shelf bounces from the inside out, blowing towards me.

Apparently, there were dishes in the shelf, and a lot of knives and forks poured down against me.

Nor will I avoid the rain of metal, nor will I rush into it, and stab it everywhere, or run toward Alice without my forehead cracking and blood spilling out.

There is no sword. So at least I tried to beat him to death and I tried to hold my fist and shake him down hard.

But Alice was faster than me. She quickly picked up the iron pipe that had fallen, and stuck it out against me.

But I just realized it was too late. I have already left it to the momentum to wave my fists down. So I decided to go on without worrying.

"Huh!? Serra, stop!

Alice screams something, but it doesn't stop anymore.

Shortly after, my right hand struck directly at the iron pipe.

I felt paralyzed at first, then the shock ran as it passed from my right arm to my whole body, and finally the intense pain began to spread.

Your right elbow will break your bones and your arms will bend unnaturally. The part of his finger that struck him directly had broken through his skin, shattered his bones and was completely shaken. From the wrist, it looks painful to see it in a mess.

But only the right arm is useless anymore. Grab Alice's face with her remaining left arm and fall at the same time as I lose my balance.

Again, horseback riding over her, I held Alice's face with my left arm and slammed her momentously towards the ground.

What, and the unpleasant sound of the meat crumbling.

... Again, that's all. It's like a soul falling out. There's no lethal feeling at all that you can clearly tell 'dead'. After all, the immortals do not seem to die to the extent that they have crushed their heads.

But it doesn't matter. Kill till you die.

Then, leave it to the boiling intent to kill. Keep beating her head to the ground over and over again.

"Die, die, die!!!!

I realized that my right arm could move from the middle of nowhere, and when I looked at the right arm, it was playing completely.

So now I keep hitting Alice's whole body with both hands.

- Not yet, not yet. Not enough yet! I will kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill!!

And I swung my right arm up high and my gaze went up, and I accidentally got her expression in my eye -.

"- Ah."

Perfect.

I have stopped moving.

Alice.

I was crying.