Civilization: Beyond Two Worlds

In front of Kant, Hong San was no longer the hideous he had just shown.

His waist was even more bent than usual in front of Kant.

Very guilty.

Hearing this, he subconsciously defended in a low voice: "Because this is your credit, give me three more courage, and I don't dare to swallow your credit..."

Kant said coldly: "You are so good at observing words and expressions, and you can speak so well, why, but now you can't see the situation clearly? Is it meaningful to justify in front of me now?"

Hong San stopped talking.

"No more to say? Well, I'll speak for you."

Kant looked at Hong San, who bowed his head and said nothing, and said, "When I first came, your first thought was to let me run away, and let me lead you to run away. Later, the news of the elf army came, and the city lord closed the four The door, you can't go, and then you said, let me go to the mayor to identify myself and let me go by myself."

"It can be seen that you are sincere in these proposals, including the burning of paper for me before, which can be said to be sincere, and I am very grateful."

"You've always wanted me to get out of here and not get involved in Valentine's right and wrong, right?"

He came to Hong San.

"But just now, in front of these people, you pushed me to the front desk, praised my achievements, let them know me, and let them cheer for me... It's just because you didn't dare to swallow my achievements, and wanted people to be grateful And remember me? Just because of this?"

Kant said calmly: "Then the problem is, you want me to go, if I really go, go away, no matter here, let Valentine city face the front of the elves, fall into war, let those The civilians took up arms and walked up the city wall, a mob, facing the storm of the hegemonic country..."

"They will definitely kill a lot of people, they will be very helpless, they will be desperate, they will collapse, they will go crazy, they will think of you, they will think of me, they will shout, Mr. Hong, save us, they will shout, Sergeant Dong Zhuo, you are here Where - Hong San, I don't know if you are here or not, you may be there, protect them, or even sacrifice, or you may see the situation is bad and sneak away, it's all possible."

"But I will definitely not be there. The military advisor is not there. After the military advisor brought a lot of supplies, he disappeared without protecting these people or fighting for them. These desperate people will scold me, wailing, and even cursing, And it's all pointless, so why let them know my name?"

"And ah..."

Kant said slowly: "I am also human, and my heart is full of flesh. If you let these people cheer for me, do you want them to surround me, respect me, praise me, and thank me?"

"Then I remember the benefits of these people, remember so much respect and love, and then as soon as I leave, I will leave them in this Valentine City, facing the meat grinder of the elves, one day I will come back, I know Almost everyone is dead, so am I going to feel pain and guilt?"

"So, if I want to leave, why should I let these people know me and know me? There are no advantages, only disadvantages. They will curse me before they die, and I will feel uneasy when I think of them."

"This point, a dead college student like me who doesn't really understand the world can think clearly."

"The three of you are one of the best, you are exquisite, you are such a person who is good at observing words and emotions, how good at seeing people and talking about people and talking to ghosts... Wouldn't you think of this?"

"If you are determined to let me leave Valentine City as soon as possible, there will be no previous play, with your level of care, you will definitely think of this, and you will not have any unnecessary ties between me and Heaven and Earth. "

"Unless you change your mind."

Hong San's body trembled.

Kant's voice was cold and sharp: "It's because Nick's order is too cruel and ruthless, making you sympathize with the fate of those people, or in other words, it's you who finally made a decision in these days of swaying and confusion... Hong San, It seems that you have decided to live and die together with the Heaven and Earth Society, yes, you are a man."

"But you must feel that you are alone, lacking in talent and learning, and your previous victories were just mistakes. You really can't protect those people, because you never believe in yourself, and you always put yourself in a very humble position. You doubt yourself. , you have no confidence, you are used to relying on others."

"So you put your mind on me."

"That's the only thing you've done wrong."

"Hong San, you shouldn't use such small tricks on me."

"It's too bad, stupid choice, you can obviously beg me very sincerely, you can clearly tell me your heart and tell me about your determination and determination, you don't go on the right path, but you use these little tricks that are not on the stage. , is really stupid beyond measure, not only failed to achieve the goal, but also attracted my suspicion and vigilance."

Kant's whispers echoed in Hong San's ears.

"Because, I will think, this time you will play such a small trick on me because of this kind of thing, next time, will you do some other boring things for other reasons?"

He stretched out his hand and tapped Hong San on the shoulder.

"Also, Hong San, you really underestimate me."

At this moment, the Aurora people finally couldn't hold back anymore.

With a plop, he knelt down on the ground and kowtowed desperately: "Master, Uncle Kang, it's my lard that got me in my head, I shouldn't have such careful thoughts, I..."

Kant squatted on the ground and held his shoulders: "Don't kneel, don't kowtow, you are the master of the Heaven and Earth Society, you have to be conscious, you have to take yourself as a person, you are a human, understand?"

"You have to act upright and upright, and don't play tricks that don't work. Personally, I think this is very important. It is better to be honest than to ask for music. You should be more straight."

"And, Hong San, I'm quite disappointed."

"All the way, I've been waiting, waiting for someone like you to roar, until someone like you can stand up like a hero and fight for others."

"I'm also waiting, waiting for you to kneel."

"When you push a golden mountain and kneel down like a jade pillar, straighten your waist, kneel in front of me, and say loudly to me, saying that you must protect those who follow you, and ask for my help, I will wait for you to be full of Kneeling with dignity, willing to fight for others, and kneel, I hope to see you like that."

"And now, although your original intention is the same, I always feel that something is missing."

Kant sighed: "You, let me say you."

The more amiable his expression and the calmer his attitude, the more shocked Hong San became. If a person's emotions reached the limit, they would definitely collapse, and the collapse manifested in two forms, one external and one internal.

It's madness on the outside, desperate madness.

Internally is weak, hysterical crying.

Hong San had previously shown hideousness and madness, but now, tears have filled his face.

There were thousands of emotions in his heart, and countless words poured into his mouth. All his mind was filled with the faces of those civilians and everything he had seen along the way.

But he couldn't say a word.

Because those surging emotions are things he has never experienced in the past.

Compassion, kindness, guardianship, tenacity, responsibility...

These things, these emotions, these thoughts, these thoughts, he never had.

I don't even know how to explain it or how to express it.

He was just crying, and he used to be eloquent, but now he turned it over and over again, just those few words.

"Master, hit me up, I did something wrong, I shouldn't be thinking about it..."

"But those people are really pitiful. The elves are here. They go to defend the city and they will surely die..."

"I know I'm wrong, Lord, please don't go, I really can't do it..."

But as Kant said, he always felt that something was missing.

"Okay, don't cry anymore, don't ask anymore."

Hong San raised his head, fear and prayer coexisted in his eyes.

Kant said lightly: "It's useless, because I haven't made a decision yet... You had a chance, but you lost it. Now, I still have to think about it."

Hong San couldn't understand, but he didn't dare to speak.

"I won't leave for the time being, but whether I want to stay or not, and to what extent, depends on the situation, but Hong San, even if I stay, and I have to deal with the elves, it comes from my own judgment and decision. Understand this matter, don't think about using me, don't think about plotting against me, today is the last time."

"I hope today's little cleverness won't exist anymore."

"Go get me a house."

Looking at the embarrassed back of the other party, Kant slowly shook his head and sighed silently.

He squeezed his eyebrows and cursed, "Damn."

I don't know who is scolding.

Hong San's actions are actually just trivial matters. He will not be dissatisfied with this incident, so he decides to leave and let Valentine city be ravaged by elves... As he said, whether he stays or not, it is the source of Because of his own judgments and decisions, he will not take anger out of disgust.

The reason why he was angry was that Hong San actually did such a small gesture to plot against him.

He obviously trusted this guy very much, and even regarded him as half his own.

Of course, Hong San's behavior is far from being a betrayal, but this kind of small action and secret calculations still make him feel very, very, very unhappy - it can be said bluntly.

This kind of mood, I don't know if I am more angry, or more simply angry.

"so…"

Kant rubbed his face and sighed, "I won't have betrayal PTSD..."

After what happened to Huisha, he was indeed very sensitive to these things.

He shook his head, driving the thought out of his mind, and then took out the crimson scroll.

The scroll came into contact with his palm, and a dazzling golden fire burned.

Before deciding whether to stay, he had to finish what he could do, compare the strengths and weaknesses, and then make a choice... One of them was to parse out the secret of the crimson scroll.

"Then let's begin."

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PS1: The second more... These two chapters are very important foreshadowing. I hope everyone can understand it, including the emotional changes of the two and the internal reasons. Ah, it's so troublesome without a post, and I can't see the feedback...