170 / The Life of the Supporting Actors

There is a saying that the barefoot is not afraid of wearing shoes.

Because from childhood to adulthood, Shen Qingyang has never been afraid of losing.

His adoptive father, an alcoholic, is a good bet. For a while? I owe someone a hand.

The debt collector came to the door, the adoptive father was not around, and the adoptive mother shook Shen Qingyang's wrist and stretched it out.

"Old Shen is going out. Want? Why don't we chop this? We really don't have any money."

At that time, he was still young, because he often couldn't get enough to eat, and his wrist was as thin as a piece of firewood.

His expression was extraordinarily calm, or rather, sluggish. There is nothing more sad than death. When he was very young, he would not feel sad.

The debt collector's face twitched, probably because he didn't expect it? Some people used their sons to pay off their debts. I didn't dare to chop it up, so I left with a sad face.

Everyone in the village said that the Shen family was a good shooter. The two husbands and wives don't look very good, but the children they give birth to are white and lovable.

Shen Qingyang grew up eating hundreds of family meals in the village.

Once he was hungry and uncomfortable, the neighbor couldn't bear it and called him into the house to feed him a meal. Since then, the adoptive parents have never prepared his bowls and chopsticks again.

Shen Qingyang knew for a long time that she was not biological.

"It's icy and snowy, you're in the trash can, little one. I do sanitation and I saw you, you know."

"Want? We didn't bring you back, you'd already be dead. Do you understand? Be a human, yes? Know how to be grateful!"

The only primary school in the village is a few kilometers away. At 5:30 in the morning, Shen Qingyang was about to get up and go out.

It's fine in summer, mosquitoes can endure. In winter, he walked on the ice, and his limbs were frozen purple.

In the school, the college students who came to teach could not stand it any longer, so they found two old clothes for him.

Clothes cannot be washed, they will not be warm after washing. Shen Qingyang wore it for several years.

He went to school during the day, came home in the dark at night, and had to work.

It stands to reason that such children are very easy to die.

As soon as he was born, he was thrown into the trash can by his biological mother, and he didn't die; he was abused from childhood and grew up, but he didn't die, and he didn't even get seriously ill.

In fact, some people come to help the poor, but it is a pity that the poverty alleviation does not help the aspirations. As soon as the staff left, the couple returned to the original point.

The funniest thing is that a pig was allocated in the village, hoping that the adoptive father would keep it until the end of the year.

That pig was hungry and thinner than Shen Qingyang. Shen's father secretly sold it and went to the town for whoring//prostitutes, and was just caught by the anti-pornography people? An angry poverty alleviation cadre?

Shen Qingyang's studies ended in junior high school.

Compulsory education is only for nine years, and no one pays the tuition fees.

He picked a lot of herbs and mushrooms in the mountains that summer, and walked five kilometers every three days to the town to sell to buyers, bleeding from his hands and feet.

Shen Qingyang spent a summer vacation and worked hard to save Yuan, which can be used as tuition and living expenses for the first semester of high school.

The quality of teaching and learning in the countryside is not good, and he just stepped on the score line to get the general high. There are no scholarships. The worst in the test was English, with only 62 points and 8 points for listening.

The high school accommodation fee is 600 yuan per semester, and the tuition fee is 900 yuan. There are 417 left to eat. After high school, you can apply for the poor student subsidy.

There will be a way, Shen Qingyang said to herself, leaning on the admission notice.

But the last time he spent the night at home, he was too sleepy.

Shen Qingyang slept very well,

When I woke up, the admission letter under the pillow was still there, and the money was gone.

He searched for a long time and asked his mother, who said she didn't know. Father is not here.

Shen Qingyang waited at the door of the house until his father came back with some braised vegetables.

"Where's my money?" His fisted hands trembled.

He earned tuition for a summer vacation, was taken by his adoptive father to the town's mahjong parlor, and lost everything.

Shen Qingyang was willing to kowtow to those people and ask for the money back. The reason was to write an IOU and pay it back later, but he didn't even know who those people were.

For the first time in years, he cried, screamed, and tried desperately to fight people.

The adoptive father slapped him in the face: "I saved your life! What's wrong with taking some money from you! What's the use of studying? I think you go out early to earn money and pay back the rent and housing expenses for so many years. I'm the!"

Shen Qingyang finally escaped.

In today's society, as long as you are willing to endure hardship, you can always make money.

There are few job opportunities in small places, and it took Shen Qingyang another two months to finally save some money.

Why is it in K city, maybe because the teacher who came to teach at the first time came from a university in K city. Shen Qingyang had an inexplicable affection for this city.

The ticket is 164 yuan. Need to go to the county first, transfer to the city, and then take the car to K city.

In fact, the high-speed rail is cheaper than the long-distance car, but unfortunately Shen Qingyang does not know.

He is 15 years old. No cell phone, no ID card. The clothes are new, trousers 29, clothes 19, shoes 45. All of them are summer clothes for clearance, even if winter is approaching.

Big cities are nice and beautiful. Too bad he doesn't have a home here.

If a person has a lucky value, then Shen Qingyang's life must be a negative number.

There were few places to recruit child labor, and Shen Qingyang had nowhere to live, so he slept in the park for several days.

One day I fell asleep in a daze and was woken up by someone.

A middle-aged man chatted with him a couple of times.

Ask him where he is from and why he is here.

He said it all.

The middle-aged man said that it was a pity to introduce him to a job, and he also said that he could also give him some money.

Shen Qingyang was very happy, he followed the man to the dilapidated Santana, but instead of getting into the driver's seat, he came to the back of the car and started kissing him.

He was very frightened, and had some inexplicable nausea. When he opened the door, his hands were shaking. He ran a long way in one breath and never went back.

But that was all a long time ago. Maybe not very long, four years, or five years.

From home to the big city, Shen Qingyang worked several jobs. In the end, he broke his leg at the black construction site and met Lu Yan with a blessing in disguise.

Sometimes, Shen Qingyang would also think about what Doctor Lu thinks of him. Will he look at him like he looked at the middle-aged man at first?

Dirty, disgusting, unsightly.

lewd desires.

Shen Qingyang likes Lu Yan, who doesn't like Lu Yan. Even the dogs in the community would wag their tails twice more when they saw Lu Yan.

Sometimes, Shen Qingyang would also think, is she different in Lu Yan's place?

He would say thank you to him, check on his recovery progress, and give him books he didn't want at home.

It's just that this idea is so self-indulgent that most of the time, Shen Qingyang doesn't dare to think about it.

Dr. Lu was very nice to everyone, he didn't see Lu Yan lose his temper. Even in the face of difficult patients and family members.

"The pollution disease has indeed brought a lot of suffering." Shen Qingyang once said to the prophet, "but I am very grateful for it."

If it weren't for the pollution disease, he might have been like that all his life.

Shen Qingyang's starting point was too low, not because he didn't work hard, but because he had already touched the limit of his own ascension.

Junior high school education, lame, alone?

Sometimes, Shen Qingyang would also secretly think, now that the world is not peaceful, if he saves Lu Yan, will the other party also like him.

He has no attachment to human society, and the only person who can't let go is Lu Yan.

Therefore, after hearing Lu Cheng's words, Shen Qingyang was so angry.

How dare Lu Cheng dare to touch someone he doesn't even dare to touch secretly.

Pollutants have always been very emotional. When Shen Qingyang calmed down, his teacher only had one eyeball left.

The eyeball screamed, "Don't kill me! I have foresight, I can tell you the future you want to know!"

What Shen Qingyang wanted to know was the future related to Lu Yan.

His pollution value is higher than that of Lu Cheng, so he can see farther.

Shen Qingyang saw the future where Lu Yan was swallowed up.

The new god occupies the body of the old god, the dove occupies the nest of a magpie and descends into the world.

That was the future that Shen Qingyang would not allow.

So, Shen Qingyang said: "I will prove it?...I am the most suitable person for you. Doctor."

He sacrificed himself to Lu Yan without reservation.

Shen Qingyang looked at the white umbilical cord pierced into her body, the smile on her face was extraordinarily happy.

He wants Lu Yan to live.

Even in the world where Lu Yan lives, it doesn't matter if he doesn't have him.

When he was about to lose consciousness, Shen Qingyang's survival instinct made Shen Qingyang struggle slightly, but unfortunately those white tentacles were very tight.

He was in a trance? He met Lu Yan's slowly opening eyes.

Shen Qingyang cried, but in the sea, these tears should be inconspicuous.

He asked, "Will you remember me? Doctor."

Lu Yan thought about it for a long time, but was still going to inform Tang Xun'an: "I'm going to sweep Shen Qingyang's grave."

He knew that Tang Xun'an didn't like this person.

It's just that Shen Qingyang is different from others? Gu Zheng has his colleagues in the research institute; Fengqing has comrades in arms; other dead Apocalypse also have descendants... Only Shen Qingyang, apart from Lu Yan, may not be remembered by anyone.

Tang Xun'an paused while sharpening his knife: "Okay, come back early."

The system tutted in admiration:

Lu Yan didn't answer. After breakfast, he went out and got into the car.

The driver was ready, stepped on the accelerator, and drove to the cemetery.

Lu Yan also bought the cemetery. Shen Qingyang was very young, only 21 when he died.

If you can study successfully, you are still a college student who has not graduated.

He is willing to learn, and his brain is not bad. If he studies hard, his grades will not be bad.

Lu Yan looked out of the car window. It was winter now, but green shoots appeared on the dry branches on both sides of the road.

In his arms, he was holding a handful of dark blue and purple bellflower flowers, which he had bought from the driver.

Desperate, paranoid, hopeless love.

He will remember.

(End of the episode)

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