A Silently Emanating Spring Light

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It is risky to like people like Shixi. Gu Feining considered this when the two were first together.

People who are too good will never lack people around.

If Shixi was willing, it is estimated that countless girls would voluntarily climb onto his bed, not to mention whether he would like it or not, even if he did not, there would be a lot of people rushing over.

To gain this trust, Gu Feining and Shi Xi are working hard.

One is trying to get rid of the scandal on himself, and the other is trying to make himself believe in the other person.

In such an alluring entertainment circle, there are too many people who can't just die. There are too many together because of love, but in the end still need to lose to the temptation of reality.

The celebrity couples in this circle are everywhere. Some people even directly said that as long as the other party is willing to go home, it doesn't matter how they play outside.

The love Gu Feining wants is of course the end, without any blemishes.

There is no room for sand in her eyes.

If Shixi couldn't give her this, then she would rather not.

She has been trying hard to find a sense of security in Shixi, and the other party did give her. He promised that she would not gossip with anyone other than her, and Shixi did it.

Gu Feining actually didn't mind these things, because she could see that Shixi was really working hard for the relationship between the two.

However, Gu Feining also understands what Luo Wei said. The crisis of artists being together is not just those temptations. The bigger problem is that most situations are in different places. If there is no sense of trust, the feelings will become very difficult. fragile.

Luo Wei's eyes didn't seem to believe that he would keep walking with Shixi, so she said: "Enjoy when you are together, don't worry about it too much."

Gu Feining nodded and said thank you.

She really thought so at the beginning, enjoying love.

But now is different, and she also wants to fight for the future.

Looking at the woman in front of her, there was a trace of melancholy hidden in her eyes.

Gu Feining suddenly remembered a story about Luo Wei. When Luo Wei was young, the scandal with a certain popular niche was also spreading. At that time, there were no CP fans, but many people wanted them to be together.

As long as the two of them starred in the TV series, it will be a big explosion.

The title of golden boy and jade girl has accompanied the two people for several years.

At that time, they probably thought that the two of them would be together, and the relationship between the inside and outside of the play was so good that the audience couldn't tell the truth from the fake.

In that era when the Internet was underdeveloped, no one knew exactly what was going on. He only knew that Xiaosheng, who was very close to Luo Wei at first, began to get close to another female celebrity, who was also a popular celebrity at the time. The story written by the media is full of legends.

Later, Luo Wei spent a while, and when she came out in front of the media, she never talked about the niche publicly.

And that xiaosheng didn't stay with another female celebrity, but had a third, fourth and fifth female celebrity. Even now, there are countless Yingyingyanyan around him.

Of course, even now the other party is still very handsome. People in their sixties are very well maintained, and they look no different from their forties. They are tall, handsome, and elegant.

People who have not worked hard in the entertainment industry for a long time still cannot escape the attention of the media. They will be brushed up with scandals every once in a while, and they will always be surrounded by beautiful new faces.

Although Luo Wei, who had been in a lot of news with him at the beginning, hadn't come out to make a lot of movies, her position in the entertainment industry was still very prominent.

Nowadays, major variety shows are emerging, and she has also participated in a few, because the temperament is too elegant and also attracted a lot of points.

So her past love history will be taken out at intervals, but no one knows who her significant other is.

Although there are children and enter the entertainment industry, no one has ever seen her significant other.

So everyone is speculating whether Ming Ming’s father was actually his niche.

Luo Wei never talks about her personal affairs in front of the media, so to this day Luo Wei's other half is still a fan.

Gu Feining has been to her house twice and has never seen the male host.

Looking at the woman with hesitation in front of her, Gu Feining was also a little skeptical.

Women are always prone to fall in love.

A person with good conditions in all aspects, if you really want to provoke you, almost no one can stand it.

"Actually... I'm not afraid that the relationship will fail." Gu Feining replied very sincerely, "Probably I can live well without the other party, so I am not afraid of getting hurt."

Luo Wei probably saw her shadow in Gu Feining, her eyes softly looking at Gu Feining, "Love is never the whole of our lives. You can pursue it with all your strength, but you can't give up your true heart for him." What you want to do."

"I know." Gu Feining didn't know what happened to Luo Wei back then? Perhaps she had such a story during the time when she was retiring from the shadows.

At least Shixi never asked her to give up something for the sake of the relationship between the two.

"This circle is not fair to us. It's hard to have your own business. I hope you can keep going." Luo Wei's expression is serious, "You are still young now, and there are a lot of roles for you to choose. In a few years, your range of choices will become smaller, and you will find that you may not have a suitable scene to shoot, and more choices are the kind of characters that are not painful or even a little difficult to shoot. Many people Because of this, I started planning for myself very early. How to plan? Find a rich man to marry, or go behind the scenes. But I don’t want this, I believe you don’t want it either."

Gu Feining nodded. She really didn't want to be like this. She likes acting and wants to act for a lifetime.

I don't want to play mediocre roles.

"The market is like this. Being young and beautiful is capital. There is still a long way to go. You have to go slowly." Luo Wei sighed, "It's just that if you really like this industry, you have to stick to it, although your future choices will change. It’s narrow, but it’s not really headless."

Many reports now also say that actresses over 30 are still acting as girls, and they are also very helpless. They can't even get the play because they don't play the girl.

This is why Gu Feining has always wanted to change. She doesn't want to play girls with matte makeup when she is over 30, and she doesn't want to try to please audiences who like young girls when she is 40.

This entertainment industry is inherently harsh on women.

At least to become a person like Luo Wei and find his own position in a harsh environment.

Gu Feining also noticed that Luo Wei was probably worried that she would leave the entertainment circle prematurely if she found a backer like Shixi.

She said firmly in her eyes: "Don't worry, I like acting, and I will keep acting."

Luo Wei smiled, her eyes full of love, probably because she had regrets when she was young, so she didn't want a girl who had the same eyes with her to give up her future because of the detours she had gone through.

Because I want to live a relaxed life and find a backer that everyone envy, I give up my career to be the woman behind the man.

Gu Feining probably understood what Luo Wei said about the injury.

Not only is the other side hurting me, but also the hurt that the world forces me to give up the part I like.

Gu Feining thought about it carefully. Has she ever been hurt by being with Shixi?

It was strange to say that she had no idea at all at this moment, or even no memory at all.

When we first got together, all those struggles and the verbal abuse by fans because of the scandal seemed to have disappeared.

After returning from Luo Wei's house, Gu Feining had been thinking about this problem. When she got home, she noticed that Shixi had sent a message. The time difference was related to him. It was still daytime, and she sent a message during work hours to let her rest early.

Gu Feining and Shi Xi are almost in a different place now. Work is very important to both of them, and no one has thought about making each other give up for this kind of distance.

Although in love, but also very restrained in love.

So she didn't worry about encountering the problem Luo Wei was worried about.

No matter what will happen in the future, at least she feels good at this moment.

She gave Shixi a reply to let him take a break, and soon sent her a photo, which revealed a narcissistic abdominal muscle photo.

When watching the scene, the stream should now be shooting on the beach.

Gu Feining thought it was funny.

Some people seem to be serious and unsmiling, secretly... narcissistic people can't look directly at them.

Of course Gu Feining couldn't lose. She lifted her hair to face the bathroom mirror and took a back photo of Shi Xi and sent it over.

The reply was quick over there: I don’t want an official scale, please give me a personal scale.

If Shixi's anxious look is exposed, he doesn't know how much storms and waves will be set off.

Gu Feining's face was a bit hot. Since the other party was so provocative, she gritted her teeth and opened the zipper behind her. The clothes that had originally exposed her back slipped directly onto her back waist, showing her curves.

She had never photographed such a large-scale pictorial before, and blushed and took a photo of Shixi.

There was no response from Shixi for a long time.

Concubine Gu was rather embarrassed not to look at her phone, she slumped on the bed waiting.

After a while, the phone rang suddenly, and Shixi's video invitation came over.

Gu Feining was lying on the bed to pick up the video. The Shixi at the other end of the video was already indoors. The first sentence was, "Are there activities at night?"

Gu Feining was stunned for a moment before realizing that he should have asked about clothes, "I have dinner with someone tonight."

Shixi also knew about the last meal with Luo Wei.

When Gu Feining said that she was going to have dinner with Luo Wei again, her brows frowned.

When Gu Feining saw Shixi's appearance, she knew that he had misunderstood him too. She wanted to keep Shixi's secrets. After all, Dao Ye is still not fixed on this matter. After thinking about it, it is too easy for people to misunderstand the idea of ​​eating. Up.

The two people are now separated by thousands of miles, and a little bit of evasiveness may cause misunderstanding, she still said it all.

Shi Xidao didn't say anything, only that if you go to the hotel in the daytime, you must let Yue Berry accompany you. Although Ye Dao's reputation and reputation are indeed good, it is correct to keep a little eye on it.

Gu Feining responded.

After discussing business matters, Shixi turned around and asked Gu Feining, "Is my personal scale like that?"

Gu Feining hadn't reacted yet, and her face blushed in return, "What do you want?"

"I didn't think about it?..." Shi Xi's tone became pitiful, "Just... miss you very much."

Gu Feining bit her lip and looked at Shixi in front of the camera. For a moment, she wanted to question herself. The two obviously lacked anything. Why did they bother so hard?

Is career really that important?

Fortunately, Shixi did not ask her too much, and never said anything: What are you doing so hard as a woman?

I didn't say anything: You don't want to film anymore, I can support you anyway.

This respect is not spoken out, but can be felt every bit when we get along.

Gu Feining was in a good mood, and there was no one on Shixi, so she asked him, "Are you resting now?"

"Well, if you want to take pictures of the sunset, there is a two-hour break." Shixi raised his eyebrows at Gu Feining, still not giving up, "Would you like to enlarge the scale for me?"

Gu Feining did not say a word, silently adjusted the angle of the phone and placed it on the table, then stood up, turned her back to the camera, and just exposed her back to Shixi.

The little dress was a little tight, and she didn't pull it up as soon as she opened the zipper.

The sudden impact caused Shixi's eyes on the other side of the lens to change.

Gu Feining didn't dare to look at the camera, but slowly pulled her dress down, revealing half of her shoulder, and looked sideways at Shixi with her mouth wide open in the camera.

Gu Feining bit her lip, turned her back and took off the upper body of the little dress directly, revealing the perfect back.

Shi Xi let out an "ah" over the camera.

Gu Feining blushed and turned to look at him, and asked him, "Is it enough?"

Shi Xi looked at Gu Feining in surprise, unable to speak.

Gu Feining clutched her chest and teased him, "Do you want me to turn around?"

Shi Xi probably didn't expect Gu Feining to actually play with him, so she didn't dare to point her head.

Gu Feining held her dress to her chest, leaned in front of the camera, and snorted, "Make you skin."

Shi Xi looked embarrassed and called her, "Ningning..."

"Ok?"

"I'm up."

Now it was Gu Feining's turn to blush.

A hundred and eight thousand miles away, Gu Feining played herself in.

Yesterday Gu Feining woke up early, changed into casual clothes and went to the hotel where Ye Dao was with Yue Berry.

When I arrived at the hotel, I found that there were still a lot of people. It was said that it was an internal audition. There were actually so many people. In addition to many young faces, many of them were quite famous.

To Gu Feining's surprise, she actually saw Xu Qingxin here.

Xu Qingxin is no one else, but the sister of Yuecheng Entertainment where Gu Feining works.

Xu Qingxin's debut was not as early as Gu Feining, and her starting point was not as high as hers. When Gu Feining was not very popular, she slowly got up. And it has been developing well, and the company is willing to spend resources on her, from a small role at the beginning to the most profitable artist now. Xu Qingxin's life is almost an inspirational drama.

Gu Feining and her, one is the company with relatively deep qualifications, the other is the company's most profitable, it seems that it is impossible to say that it is a competitive relationship, after all, Gu Feining may not be qualified to be her competitor before this year.

It seems to be enough now, but Gu Feining doesn't want to become a competitor with her.

It is not surprising that Xu Qingxin will appear here. The company's resources have always been weak in terms of movies, and it is normal for one person to find his way.

But Xu Qingxin would see Gu Feining here, she was quite surprised.

But anyhow, it was from a company. Even if you pretend to meet, you should be warmer.

After all, Xu Qingxin is the first sister, and she is very generous, and when she sees Gu Feining, she takes the initiative to come over and greet him.

Gu Feining was nervous at first, but she became even more nervous after seeing Xu Qingxin.

The reason why Xu Qingxin was able to climb into the position of the first sister was that her strength was affirmed by the public. Compared with her, her own advantage was not big. Not to mention that there are so many new faces with strong plasticity at the scene, and Ye Dao's hobbies seem to be clear to everyone.

Having had dinner with Dao Ye last night, Gu Feining didn't think she had any chance of winning.

During the audition, they were called in one by one, and Gu Feining was before Xu Qingxin.

After entering, Dao Ye didn't give her a script, but probably gave her a setting. Gu Feining played an unidentified person. At first, Gu Feining didn't quite understand the meaning of this setting.

Director Ye explained to her: "Your identity is very special. You have always believed that you are a good person, but the further you go, the more you find that your identity is suspicious, and what you have done is not absolutely correct. The people you are in contact with are not as bad as you think. You are in a situation of self-doubt, distrusting the people around you, and even suspecting yourself."

Gu Feining understands that the director wants to see her inner struggle. This type of director likes to shoot inner movies, and inner movies are the most test of acting skills.

Gu Feining took a few minutes to prepare for herself, because she didn't know the professional background of the role, but only knew the mood of her role at this moment.

So Gu Feining boldly assumed an identity for herself. She felt that she should be an undercover now, but she also felt that the director should not simply want to see someone perform such a role.

So Gu Feining changed her angle. She was a bad person, but she thought she was a good person. Acting from this angle completely overturned the director's setting, but it did achieve the director's desired effect.

Gu Feining felt a little strenuous, but she tried her best to interpret it. In just a few minutes, her forehead was sweating for a long time.

After the end, the director asked him, "Have you ever set your own role in your heart?"

Gu Feining nodded.

The director asked him again, "Is your setting a good person?"

"I don't know." Gu Feining replied very hesitantly. Although it was only a few minutes of performance, because he was too involved, as for him, he was a little confused. She felt that she did not perform well, which may have been given by the director. Time is not enough, or her own abilities are limited, "I set myself to be a bad person, but I want to be a good person. But I found that what I do with the purpose of a good person is not a good thing."

The director nodded and did not say much, so he let her out.

Gu Feining's heart suddenly lost her mind. She knew that a person like Ye Dao would be very careful in choosing a role. Although she didn't expect the other party to decide on her on the spot, if she could get the director's comment, it would not be in vain for her today.

But the other party didn't say anything, so she let her out, Gu Feining felt that she should be out of play.

As soon as Gu Feining went out, Xu Qingxin grabbed her and asked her what was going on inside? .

It stands to reason that the two are now competitors, and Gu Feining shouldn't tell her too much.

But Gu Feining felt that she should have no hope. Xu Qingxin and her were in the same company anyway, and she was out of play, if Xu Qingxin could make it.

So Gu Feining told Xu Qingxin all about her situation inside.

Before Xu Qingxin went in, she asked Gu Feining to wait for her and said that the two of them had a meal together.

Gu Feining’s plane was free at noon in the afternoon, and there were not many opportunities to meet Xu Qingxin. Gu Feining felt that she had too few friends, and most importantly, she also wanted to know the results of Xu Qingxin’s audition. So just stay.

Xu Qingxin stayed in it for a long time. I don't know if it was because Gu Feining gave her the question. When she came out, she was smiling.

Gu Feining didn't know what her situation was, but she seemed to have a better chance of winning than herself.

At noon, Xu Qingxin took Gu Feining to leave her staff and went to a restaurant with good taste for dinner. He also joked that it was the first time that two people had been in the same company for so long to have dinner alone.

In the past, Xu Qingxin was very busy, and Gu Feining took root in the crew again, and she was not a coffee player. Even if Gu Feining had the heart to make friends, she was afraid of being said to be high.

Now it seems that you have to get to know what kind of people you have to improve your position first.

Gu Feining feels good about Xu Qingxin. She herself is a slow-heat type, and basically can't resist people who are passionate about herself.

The meal was very enjoyable, Xu Qingxin said quickly and dared to say anything, not the same as in front of the camera.

When I was eating, I chatted and talked to Shixi.

When Shixi first arrived at the company this year, he did pay attention to a wave of seniors, but Gu Feining was the only one who really knew him.

It is not surprising that Xu Qingxin will talk about Shixi, after all, people are popular.

She also said that next time Gu Feining will have the opportunity to call out Shi Xi, so that she can also see this big traffic.

Gu Feining just smiled, as long as Xu Qingxin was joking.

After dinner, Xu Qingxin left. She also took the time to come back to audition. She asked Gu Feining whether she would attend the awards ceremony next month and the company's annual meeting at the end of the year.

Gu Feining is also not very clear, it depends on his schedule.

Xu Qingxin asked her to drink together next time. By then, people from the company will basically come back at the annual meeting, and everyone can get together.

Gu Feining responded.

Gu Feining actually wanted to make a friend of Xu Qingxin, but because of the schedule, she didn't expect to meet again at the end of the year.

Before that, Gu Feining and Shi Xi had not seen each other.

Very busy, with a lot of things at the end of the year, Gu Feining can still spare some time to come, but Shixi can't spare any time at all.

As early as a month ago, Yue Berry asked Gu Feining if she wanted to participate in several major events at the end of the year.

The program Gu Feining really decided was only one New Year's Eve event, and the rehearsal time was still early.

She didn’t have much work this year. Although the quality of the popular drama was good, it couldn’t catch up with this year’s various awards, and her popularity only rose in the second half of the year. It’s unlikely that anything similar to the popularity award will be available. , But Yue Berry thinks that she can participate, as it is to make some contacts, or meet the world.

Gu Fei Ning really didn't want to go. It's okay to have a nomination, why didn't the nomination go? There is no work, so why are you running?

She also didn’t want to get a title like Mi Ke’s red carpet, and according to Mi Ke’s decline in popularity this year, she must go to the red carpets of the major awards ceremonies this year. If she is there, her draft is definitely It's all Yan suppressing herself.

She didn't want to join in the excitement, she probably also considered her idea, so one of the larger awards ceremony suddenly sent them an invitation, inviting her to be the award-giving guest.

Still give awards to Shixi.

Probably because she was Shixi’s mentor for her popular variety show this year.

After the show, the two people interacted a lot on Weibo, and the popularity was also good.

Moreover, the interaction between Gu Feining and Shixi on Weibo has been completely uncovered recently. After Shixi and Miao Yi passed on the scandal, no one except CP fans had their sights on both of them, not to mention Gu Feining now Still have a boyfriend.

Wearing these skins, Gu Feining dared to like and comment on Shixi's Weibo.

CP powder shouts every day and eats candy.

Even more steadfastly, as long as Gu Feining does not announce who she is in love with, they will stand the story and the couple will stand to the end.

Shixi has been busy recently, and he has too many activities to run at the end of the year.

Before the start of the event, all his filming in the crew was compressed in two months, and he was working almost day and night. Because of the increase in work intensity, the time spent chatting with Gu Feining has been shortened.

Shi Xi always told Gu Feining that he would make good compensation for Gu Feining if he was busy at the end of the year.

This sounded unreliable. Fortunately, Gu Feining was busy herself, and she couldn't take care of Shixi either.

But if you don't see each other for a long time, you will still feel uneasy.

So when the organizer of the awards ceremony invited her to present Shixi's awards, Gu Feining immediately agreed. There was only one request. She would not walk the red carpet, post the draft, and let no one know about it until she took the stage.

The organizer is a bit puzzled. It's understandable that you don't reveal that you are an award-giving guest. Why can't you tell me how to attend an awards ceremony?

Is it because their award ceremony is not strong enough?

I don’t know how many artists have posted their drafts after they got the invitation.

Yue Berry can't help it, can she stop the taste of the young couple?

Every day I watched Gu Feining and Shi Xi looking for a chance to chat with each other, and they looked pitiful.

The organizer also agreed under the strategy of Yue Berry. Every year, the award ceremony is amused by the host. This year, they played something different, and they were also very happy.

Since taking over this job, Gu Feining has been counting the days and waiting.

In the middle, he didn't reveal a word to Shixi.

The day before the award ceremony, Gu Feining flew past, and did not participate in the rehearsal. Anyway, it was just an award, so let's just watch the scene in the past.

Shixi came during the day the next day, and he was rehearsing in the morning, so busy people had no time to catch Gu Feining.

Gu Feining knew that Shixi was actually staying in the same hotel with her, and resisting the urge to meet, she just stayed until night.

She went to the scene late, and did not go to the hall, so she waited in the background.

It was very hard to keep it secret, Shixi called her before walking on the red carpet, but she didn't dare to answer it.

The organizers never understood why Gu Feining did this. After all, she didn't seem to be such a person who likes pranks.

However, seeing Gu Feining's news on Weibo that Shixi was about to attend the awards ceremony, she said with regret that it was a pity that she couldn't go to the scene to support him.

Shixi is also full of regrets, saying that next time we will walk on the red carpet together, I will lend you arms.

The organizer decided to tease Shixi with Gu Feining.

Everyone had such fun, this awards ceremony will certainly not be as boring as usual.

Tomorrow’s hot search is also booked in advance.

Gu Feining kept staring at the front red carpet live broadcast in the background. When Shi Xi was wearing a black suit and walking across the red carpet handsomely, she felt that her heartbeat had stopped, and the other party seemed more handsome than a while ago. Up.

As he walked by, the screams of little girls were all around him.

Even the host couldn't help screaming.

The staff on the side said that he had arranged a partner to walk the red carpet with Shixi, but was rejected by Shixi and walked the red carpet alone.

Think about him still on Weibo inviting Gu Feining to walk on the red carpet, but he doesn't quite understand what this person thinks.

Gu Feining listened with warmth in her heart. This kind of little secret belonging to only two people always makes people's uncontrollable heartbeat speed up.

From the red carpet all the way to the lobby, and then to the beginning of the awards ceremony, Gu Feining waited for a long, long time.

Shixi won the best singer award, as well as the album and popularity, all of which are in the lower position. The organizer originally suggested that Gu Feining wait until the end, but she refused. The backstage is not so fun.

Because Gu Feining gave Shixi the awards not enough, the organizer also arranged a senior in the music industry to present the prizes to Shixi with Gu Feining.

When starting to read the nomination, Gu Feining and seniors were in place, and Gu Feining became nervous inexplicably.

This kind of feeling even more nervous than winning the prize is really indescribable.

It stands to reason that Gu Feining, as an award-giving guest, should have read the list of winners. The program team also felt that since they wanted to play, they should play it thoroughly and let the seniors go to the list by themselves. Because the seniors are heavy enough, everyone didn't think it was any strange.

Standing on the side of the stage, Gu Feining saw Shixi sitting in the first row through a large stage probe, where the guy was actually playing with a mobile phone.

After a while, Xiao Mang squeezed to her side and whispered: "The male **** has sent you a message."

Gu Feining looked embarrassed. This person didn't listen to the list well in the audience. What message would he send to himself?

When I clicked on it, Shi Xi said: Watching the live broadcast, I'm going to win the prize.

Gu Feining didn't plan to return to him, but thinking that Shixi's expression would be wonderful, she replied: I don't watch the live broadcast, I want to watch it live.

Senior over there said Shixi's name.

Shixi calmly put the phone back in his pocket before the camera saw him, got up to accept the blessings of the people around him, and then went on stage.

Gu Feining came out at this time. She pretended to be a lady of etiquette and came out with a trophy.

As soon as she came out, there was a sensation in the audience.

This year's hot search was not in vain. After brushing my face so many times, I finally got familiar with myself, and everyone in the audience knew her.

I probably also knew that she had a good relationship with Shixi, and she must have been making trouble when she suddenly appeared.

Shi Xi hadn't reacted yet, thinking that the people in the audience were cheering for herself, and as soon as she looked up, she saw Gu Feining standing on the stage holding the trophy.

Shixi has never been so gaffe on stage since his debut, and hasn't come back to his senses after staying in place for a long time.

The director and the staff in the audience were a bit scared. The effect is so good?

The host hurriedly came out to complete the field and asked Shixi to receive the trophy. Shixi recovered, but did not take the trophy. He passed directly over the senior who presented him with the award, in front of everyone on the scene and countless viewers in the live broadcast room. Feining hugged her arms heavily.

Gu Feining herself was a little surprised, she didn't expect Shi Xi to be so uncomfortable, she would be out of breath from being hugged.

The thought of so many scenes, so many people, and so many viewers watching the awards ceremony in the live broadcast room made her feel bad.

Sure enough, it was overplayed.

Shi Xi hugged her, burying his head on the side of her neck with his head turned away from the camera, and without hesitation, he took a bite directly on her neck.

Gu Feining's whole body was stiff, and she whispered to Shi Xi, you...you calm down?

"I can't calm down, I want to kiss you now."